Before Shen Jinyu fell into the water, she really considered whether to stay in Cheng Mansion in the future, or Cheng Xuan would also be a good husband and help her share it, so she didn't have to worry about Lingnan affairs anymore. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

But thinking of Cheng Xuan's tears that day, she was afraid that one of the reasons why he was with her was because of atonement.

The future time is too long, the two of them are already carrying these heavy burdens, and in the future, they will add Cheng Xuan's guilt towards her, and her defect of never being able to have children, the life in the backyard is already difficult, and she feels that this kind of life is simply depressing and unimaginable.

It's good now, for the sake of feelings, you can be together at all costs, but what about after that? Feelings are like pearls, they are beautiful at the beginning, but sooner or later, the luster will fall off and become dead fish eyes.

Biyu heard what she said, covered her face with a handkerchief and began to cry.

What she learned from Zhen Zhen since she was a child is those things in a woman's backyard, and her whole life is to get married, that is, to help the young lady marry and raise children. Originally, when Zhen Zhen was buried, she felt that the world was all gray.

She can't live the kind of life of a commoner, even if she has money in her hand, it is only coveted, and her appearance and her heart have shrunk little by little.

But then she met Shen Jinyu.

Shen Jinyu treated her well, let her look recover little by little, and her heart was alive little by little, she originally thought that she would help Shen Jinyu for a lifetime, watch her get married, and watch her and He Meimei spend their lives smoothly. They found the little lady and could live together.

This time, she went to the suburbs of Beijing to find Miss Xiao with joy, but she returned disappointed, she was already very lost.

Now, the divine doctor has made a straight decision, and Shen Jinyu will not be able to have children in the future. This was undoubtedly a bolt from the blue for them, and then Cheng Xuan said that he wanted to marry her for this matter, but Shen Jinyu refused, she was still young and didn't understand what it meant.

She has seen the ups and downs of the Han family, and she also knows that the fate of the family is one with the husband and wife, but she saw with her own eyes that Shen Jinyu lost the hope of her future life and broke the foundation of this life

Shen Jinyu looked at the crying Jasper, she didn't know how to comfort her, she completely forgot that the most comforted person in this time was herself.

In this way, Shen Jinyu watched Biyu cry all the time, and the two looked at each other speechlessly.

Biyu cried enough, so she wiped her eyes that were swollen like peaches and persuaded: "Miss, you are still young, I don't know the severity of this matter, in fact, marrying Cheng Xuan, even if you can't give birth, it's not a problem, Cheng Xuan's concubine's child you like, bring it over and raise it, you, don't die anymore." ”

Shen Jinyu saw that she didn't seem to be able to make sense for a while, so she promised her that she would definitely think about it again.

After Biyu left, Shen Jinyu's thinking was indeed different again, and if Biyu persuaded her, she didn't expect that there would be another reason why she couldn't stay.

Concubines? Now that you haven't gotten married, you're going to start making this plan? A lady who has no backing, it is not easy to live among everyone like Cheng Fu, and she can't have children before she starts, so she really shuddered in the days to come.

In the next few days, Jasper exceeded her expectations, and she didn't persuade her again, but she was unusually silent, Shen Jinyu's own body had not yet recovered, and she was a little too busy to take care of herself, so she could only let her count.

A few days later, in the afternoon, Shen Jinyu was finishing taking the medicine and was still rinsing his mouth, when Cheng Xuan suddenly came to Jinyuexuan.

Shen Jinyu asked him in surprise: "It's not Xiu Mu today, how can you be free." ”

Cheng Xuan looked at Shen Jinyu and said: "After the incident in Juyuan, you followed Jasper to the willow pond, so I was a little worried about her, and I kept sending people to follow her. ”

Shen Jinyu was stunned for a moment and said, "Is she back?" ”

Cheng Xuan shook his head.

Shen Jinyu remembered that on the first day she met Jasper, Biyu's resentment towards Dong Sangongzi, and she felt a little strange in her heart, it stands to reason that the Han family and the Dong family had a quarrel like this, and they should not be able to meet again.

Thinking of the incident in Juyuan last time, she was a little depressed, Biyu hadn't seen anyone else during this time, did the third son of Dong I see today have anything to do with it?

When Shen Jinyu saw Jasper in the evening, she looked a little happy, swept away the previous sullenness, and couldn't help asking, "Where did you go today?" ”

Biyu was making a bed for Shen Jinyu, and she didn't look back and said directly: "We originally said okay, I'll go out to find the old house of the Shen family, by the way, take a look at the land, didn't you say before that you wanted to buy some more when you met a good one." ”

Shen Jinyu asked, "Do you still want to go with me now?" Didn't you always want to go? ”

Biyu's hand paused and hesitated, "Yes." ”

I don't have enough confidence to say this, and I feel a little weak just by listening to it.

Shen Jinyu almost couldn't bear to ask any more, but in today's scene, she couldn't hide anymore, she took a deep breath and said, "Then you saw Dong Sangongzi today to buy land?" ”

Biyu stopped there, she turned her head to look at Shen Jinyu's almost unbelievable trilling voice and said, "Miss, you, don't you worry about me?" ”

The most difficult words had already been asked, and Shen Jinyu sat down at the table and asked, "How long has it been?" ”

Jasper was stunned for a moment before her tears fell like beads with broken threads.

She suddenly weakened her knees, knelt in front of Shen Jinyu, and kept crying.

Shen Jinyu waited for her to cry for a while before helping her up and asked, "Then, what are you going to do now?" ”

Jasper's tears still flowed, and she cried and said, "Miss, I'm not, I'm not." I followed Miss Han to marry into the Dong family, the third son of Dong, he is also ......"

"Miss, I originally planned to follow you for the rest of my life, but you are going to leave like this, Miss, I am really planning for you, you can't live alone."

Shen Jinyu listened to her crying and said, intermittently, her tears fell for some reason, she took Biyu's hand and asked her to reach the chair opposite, gave her a clean handkerchief, and poured her a glass of water and said: "Don't cry, let's finish talking about anything." As I have said before, we are not master servants, we are sisters. ”