Chapter 2 You are waiting for me

Just know that he is special. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info different from others. I didn't say much, I didn't have many interactions, that's how I felt.

- Iru.

Yiru lowered her head and clicked on her phone, flipped through the message, and there was only one sentence on it: "When are you going to hide?" ”

How did he know she was hiding here?!

She clenched her phone and took a breath before looking up at him, "How do you know I'm not leaving?" ”

"You don't leave yourself wandering without any plan, and you have nowhere to go but here." He glanced at her pink suitcase and bowed slightly, "It seems that you have made a plan, so, are you planning to go?" ”

Yiru was tense, why did the people who almost didn't cross paths on weekdays know her better than the people who crossed paths on weekdays?

If it's blood, why don't the brothers and sisters over there have such a sense as him.

His cleverness doesn't explain what he knows about her.

Looking at each other, she nodded, "Yes, I'm going to go." ”

"It's harder than you think to start from scratch."

"Yu Sin once said: Even if I have nothing one day, I will not lack the courage to start over." Yiru smiled, "I know, but my courage is not extinguished." ”

"You are not a residual sin, you are not a character written by an author, and the role is a matter of honor or disgrace. You are a real person living in reality, you are just an innocent little girl, a girl who is only twenty years old, you understand the world, but you are not involved in the world after all......"

Yu Ling's words were slightly interrupted by Yi Ru, her gaze carried her own unique stubbornness, and the coldness of being despised by others, "So it's not worth talking about survival?" ”

"I'm not at ease." Yu Ling was silent for more than three seconds before speaking.

"I don't have any friendship with you other than blood, right?"

"Blood is not enough, don't I worry about you?" Yu Ling looked at her with a look of "seeing through her" and said, "Yiru, who usually shows easy-going and has no sense of existence, is really the disguise of the real Yiru." ”

Yi Rucai understood that every time she saw him, she inexplicably had a feeling of being a person of the same kind, the same loneliness, the same laziness to get close to the warmth, the same loneliness. It's just that he has always shown the real him, and she didn't. That's the difference between them. But he still saw through her at a glance.

"Brother." She didn't approach him, still kept her distance, compared to his young and old appearance, she looked more childish, but when it was time to be childish, she seemed to know all kinds of big truths better than anyone else, "People in this world have never learned to learn, at least I know what kind of world this is, now, I'm going to get involved in the world, you shouldn't splash me with cold water, you shouldn't stop me, this will make me die." ”

Yu Ling's calm face collapsed.

"It's like an animal, always keeping it in the zoo, protecting it and feeding it, its existence has long lost its meaning, it seems to be alive, but in fact it is dead. People always don't understand that it is not alive for people to see, its mission is to break out of its own heaven in the natural world of the jungle, imprison it, and kill its soul. Brother, you are smart, you understand everything, so ...... Are you going to stop me? ”

Iru waited cautiously for his answer, but would not change any of her decisions for his answer.

Yu Ling responded quickly, he snorted, and looked at her fixedly with a "never knew her" look: "You've said everything you have to say, I'll let you stay, it's to kill you, what else can I say?" ”

Yiru pursed her lips: "Brother, I know it's better here, I just need to find a job to support myself, and then find a boyfriend to marry myself, but the premise of these is to forget the past." I can't forget. Staying here for one more day is not sad, it's a shame. It's the shame of being powerless to change the big picture. When I saw that woman, I wanted to kill her, but I couldn't kill her, even if she had no power or power, because it was a crime to kill her rashly. I can't, she's not worth my life for her. I'm going to find a way not to get into my own way to make her hurt, and then laugh in front of her, only then will she be worse than dead. ”

Even if she knew her thoughts, but now that she said it herself, it still made Yu Ling's dark eyes flash a trace of surprise, and then smiled coldly: "You are calm, rational, and know that it is the stupidest thing to do." My aunt is such a stupid woman, I don't know what kind of daughter she gave birth to. ”

Yiru didn't speak, her expression was neither sad nor joyful, but she showed an amazing way of thinking.

Walking through her and glancing at the living room behind her, Yu Ling said, "Didn't you sell it before leaving?" ”

"Nope." Her answer was unhesitant and firm.

"It's sold for at least hundreds of thousands, which is enough for you to go anywhere." Yu Ling said, "I just praised you for being calm and rational, how can you be emotional now?" ”

"I'm calm and rational, I force myself to be calm and rational, but I'm not as cold-blooded as you think." They had been standing face to face at the door, facing each other, and no one moved. Yiru exhaled and continued: "This house is the brainchild of my parents, and I will not sell it if I am short of money. ”

"There is a backbone. When you are out of this house and helpless, you know that the most worthless thing in the world is backbone and pride. ”

"I don't need to be reminded, I know everything. But the principle cannot be lost, the blood cannot be lost, and if it is lost, it is still a human being. Iru slammed the door shut.

This door, this pass, I don't know when it will be opened again. That's when she metamorphosed.

I heard a sentence and remembered it very much, which was: Although the future is nowhere to be found, it is already doomed......

"Brother, accompany me to the cemetery one last time."

Yiru couldn't have imagined that the person who was by her side at the time of parting was him. She thought she was alone.

There was a song on the car, it was Zhou Bichang's "Two Traps", and there was a lyric that made her heart move: One day, you will stand on the opposite side of yourself, gaze with a strong heart, and embrace your weaknesses.

"During my absence, please do something." In the midst of the song, she spoke quietly.

"What?" Yu Ling, who was driving, looked ahead expressionlessly.

She looked at his side face, "Qingming Festival will go see them for me." ”

"Okay." Yu Ling added, "I will." ”

"Thank you."

When waiting for the red light, Yu Ling turned his head to look at Yiru and asked, "Why is it me and not someone else?" ”

Yiru also looked at his dark eyes that were incomprehensible but must have hidden many, many secrets, "Because there are too many things in other people, remember it now, and don't remember it in the future." I must not remember it later. ”

"I'm busy, too. I forget when I'm busy. ”

"No, you don't forget it if you think it's the most important thing."

"Why are you sure that I will definitely regard this thing you asked me to be the most important thing?"

His question finally brought her down, and Iru shrugged, "I don't know." ”

"......" Yu Ling.

"I believe it inexplicably, I just believe you!" Yiru looked at him with a smile, and the heart of the person who didn't know what was being looked at was shocked.

No matter who is trusted, the bottom of my heart is always happy.

"Thank you for your faith, then, sister."