Chapter 43: Memories

It doesn't feel good to be huddled in a bunch of insects, even if there is a spiritual barrier, and there is no intimate contact with a bunch of insects again, but this dense beetle stretches out its little feet and hits you, just looking at it is a kind of torture. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

Fortunately, the strength of these beetles was weak, and soon, Wu Liuli broke through a wall formed by a layer of black beetles and crashed into a passage, and a bright white milky light filled the entire space.

A bunch of beetles huddled outside the glowing white halo, one by one showing their white teeth at her, but they were blocked out and could not enter.

The sudden relaxation did not make Wu Liuli relax. There was an abundance of spiritual energy here, and as soon as she landed, she immediately began to recover the spiritual power she had consumed. After a long time, he stretched his body lazily and began to walk towards the light source.

The empty cave was filled with a glowing white light, and a milky white diamond-shaped wafer floated in midair. It was only the size of a fingernail, but the dazzling light almost blinded Wu Liuli's eyes.

"What is this?" Wu Liuli covered his forehead with one hand, slightly avoiding the too dazzling light. The temperature of the ancient Bodhi leaves hanging on his chest became hotter and hotter, and even began to tremble slightly.

"It seems that this thing is very attractive to Bodhi leaves." Grabbing the trembling Bodhi leaf, Wu Liuli stepped forward, and just walked into the halo in the center, and his eyes began to blur.

In the first step, the green silk gradually grows, from the waist to the hips, the familiar burning sensation hits, and the body is elongated. She saw her newborn self, her mother was full of expectations to bring Bodhi leaves to herself, her eyes were full of longing for the future, and she prayed in her ear every day, hoping that her sister would be talented enough to let her enter the army in a beautiful manner and become her father's wife. But when the test was over, all her hopes were shattered, and there was still a trace of innocent smile gone, and tears flowed into her heart at that time.

For a daughter who is destined to be a mortal and almost a mortal, the woman who has always been arrogant put away her own high and began to learn to be tactful, wandering among the crowd, regardless of the damage to her body, and came to the stage again and again, just to raise enough spirit stones to redeem her body, and to be able to take them to live in mortal world together, from that day on, there was only a smile on her mother's face.

But what the mother didn't know was that when she put the Bodhi leaf around her neck, she was already wise. She didn't know a lot of things, but she knew that since her sister's test, her mother's smile was like a layer of skin on her face.

Take another step, the green silk is over the buttocks, the posture is wonderful, and the green apricots have turned into ripe peaches. At the age of two, she was full of joy, and she took her mother to dress her up early in the morning, full of anticipation for the first meeting with her father. But the eyes were full of admiration, but in exchange for cold indifference. and a perfunctory "Well, according to the rules, she ranks twelve." ”

Her feelings were shattered by coldness, and she knew at that time that she had only one father, but her father had many children. Her father's love can't escape the flood of interests.

"I'll send you a dream with what you want most. You're willing to dream. The empty voice sounded in her ears, like the devil of the abyss, seducing out her deep-buried desires and seducing her deeply.

"What a dream? Like in that fantasy world, a mother with a strange face but who loves me to the extreme, or Aunt Wu who has my mother's face but has the opposite personality to her? The more mature and beautiful face said mercilessly: "You explored the memories in my mind, but you rearranged the identities of all the people in my memory, false and true, true and false." It really makes me feel so familiar that I don't want to doubt the reality of that world, and the fake makes me wonder all my life, and provokes others to cause me to die faster. ”

"I don't want to have such a dream!"

"Don't you really want to? What you want most in your heart, a most beautiful dream. The voice was not angry because of Wu Liuli's sharp words, but even more tempting.

"You said it was a dream, since it's a dream, let it always be a dream, I'd rather never touch it, and I don't want to lose it after I get it."

Take a firm step and take another step forward. The beautiful face is dyed with a little style, and it has a unique charm of a middle-aged woman.

The picture changed again.

My mother went into retreat, and my sister began to study in slavery. The person who resented his mother for robbing the top card of Jiaolou began to stumble, and the mother of the child suffered, and he couldn't deal with his mother, so that she could endure hardships and relieve the resentment in the hearts of those people.

The mother's pre-retreat arrangements didn't make a difference, and those people gave more benefits. The people who promised to take care of her began to turn a blind eye, being beaten, scolded, and reprimanded were commonplace, and the good spiritual food was also replaced with leftovers and cold burning, as long as there were no scars on the body, those who received the benefits of her mother would not care.

She cried, but she never made a fuss. Because she clearly understands that her mother is just a waste of the five spirit roots, even if she is born with charming bones, her status is not high. Since those people dared to do something to her, it showed that they were capable of dealing with their mother's revenge. Then why should she bother her mother again.

The more this memory came to the end, the softer Wu Liuli's smile became. The dimples on her cheeks sweetened people's hearts, but there was a touch of sparkling dampness in her eyes, that is, this year, she learned to laugh, just like the smile on her mother's face, she also better understood and adapted to Jiaolou, the weak and the strong, and the profit-oriented Jiaolou.

Moving forward again, white hair began to be mixed in the green silk, and there was a trace of wrinkles at the corners of his eyes.

She made friends, and perhaps it should be said that she made those two friends her own. Gao Wenming and Yan Xiaoxiao, among the people she came into contact with, it was best to coax, and the light in her body was not weak, she began to observe the personalities and hobbies of the two, and approached them little by little with a purpose. Let them take her as a confidant and treat her as their best friend. And she's taking advantage of them.

She began to reveal her situation intentionally or unintentionally, which made Yan Xiaoxiao indignant and begged her mother to help her improve her situation. and accidentally said that he was jealous and bullied by his classmates in front of Gao Wenming, so he started to fight for himself and revenge his peers who bullied her because of jealousy.

Wu Liuli, who has reached middle age, has an unpredictable face, and her eyes are a little complicated. She's such a despicable person, and she started taking advantage of other people's feelings at such a young age.

"Others treat you with sincerity, but you treat you with hypocrisy. You still have a heart! In this way, what qualifications do you have to be a Buddha who is true and compassionate? The voice sounded again, but this time it was full of majesty and justice. What he said was the fact that Wu Liuli buried himself in his heart and was unwilling to face it.

Faced with something he had never dared to think about, Wu Liuli's soul suffered a huge impact, and a mouthful of blood spurted out. Wiping the blood from her mouth, Wu Liuli once again recalled the bits and pieces of getting along.

She knew that this had become a demon in her heart, and if she couldn't pass this hurdle, her cultivation would be difficult to get closer. Unless you change your practice, you will be cold-hearted and ruthless. It's just that she can only practice Buddhism now.

"I also want to treat people with my heart, but I don't have a condition and environment that allows me to give my heart casually, and I want to treat people with sincerity, but I don't have the determination to put my life in the hands of others. I'm just an ordinary person, and I can bear the pain that others can't bear, but I'm afraid of death. Wu Liuli closed her eyes and said what she thought without reservation. And who's to say that I haven't had a little sincerity. People can be ruthless, and after getting along for a long time, enemies can also become confidants. Besides, we are not enemies. I'm just more selfish and more selfish. ”

"Buddha practice, Buddha practice. It's not the Buddha who cultivates, it's the people who practice the Buddha. If my mind is not defective, why should I practice? ”

He took a big step decisively, with gray hair and wrinkled face. Wu Liuli opened his eyes, and he was only one step away from the spar.

The protection of the green one and the two roads, follow. In the end, she resolutely gave up.

Before the voice could speak again, Wu Liuli had already said indifferently: "There is no such thing as pie in the sky, and what you enjoy will have to bear the corresponding price." As servants of the Wu family, they enjoy the protection and resources of the Wu family, so they naturally have to pay the due price. Listening to the master's orders and swearing to protect the master's life is what they have to pay, I didn't have to care about them, but I still sent them out of here. I have done my duty. ”

"That's the rule of the world. I live here, so naturally I won't disobey it with a kind heart. ”

Taking the last step, the diamond-shaped spar flew towards Wu Liuli, and suddenly entered her mind from her forehead. One after another feelings echoed in her mind, including the experience in the illusion, the contemplation of her facing her heart, and the meaning contained in this spar.

All the feelings exploded in her mind together, her mind continued to improve, and her soul underwent earth-shaking changes. If after experiencing an epiphany, her soul changed from a larva to a cicada chrysalis, then now her soul has begun to break out of the chrysalis and begin to show its own brilliance.

The wrinkled face began to turn radiant, and the gray hair turned back to green again.

Wu Liuli stood in the cave, his whole body was covered with a milky white halo, and he was shocked to comprehend what was contained in the crystal, and the shackles of the four layers of Qi cultivation had already been broken unconsciously.