My first love was so sweet and sour, and I had no one to confide in the sweetness and bitterness of this secret love, and I began to like writing a diary, I fell in love with meditation, and I fell in love with drinking to drown my sorrows. www.biquge.info my life is no longer just heartless happiness, it also has more sorrow.

At the age of fifteen, I began to be anxious like an ant on a hot pot, I was afraid that after that, I would be married into the general's mansion and become my father's nominal wife and concubine, if I really waited until that day, I might be mandated by heaven, marry into the general's mansion and wait for death for the rest of my life, or give up everything for freedom and fly away, but no matter which choice, the relationship between me and Sun Jin that has not yet been broken can only end without a problem.

Two months before my fifteenth birthday, the Emperor's uncle decreed that his youngest daughter should be given to Sun Jin, and this decree put an end to my first love, to my previous worries, and to all my imagination of love.

On the day of Sun Jin's wedding, I was crowded among the onlookers, looking at him with a happy face on the tall horse, I suddenly understood, just like me, how can I be worthy of the position of the horse, the little princess is famous for her arrogance, I believe that except for her biological mother, the queen mother, no one really wants to look at her more, but Sun Jin still happily married her into the door, I have to sigh again the power of power, or maybe in the eyes of people like Huangfu Honglie and Sun Jin, there are countries and people, kings and soldiers, But there is only no place for women, women, **** for them, there is the icing on the cake, there is no need to care, thinking about this, I am also relieved a lot, it should be something you love and I want, if Lang is ruthless, why do concubines need to be careful.

For some time after that, I quietly stayed in the county lord's mansion, quietly waiting for the day of peace, and I wanted to see how the supreme imperial power would place me. The following day, a friend named Wang Chen came to visit, and although I don't remember when I met this person, I still asked someone to invite him to the front hall.

"Big brother?" As soon as I entered the front hall, I recognized the handsome figure, "Big brother, why are you here?" I asked, surprised and delighted.

"Nian'er has a good memory, but I still remember my eldest brother, but I almost can't recognize the beauty in front of me as our Nian'er." As he spoke, the eldest brother looked me up and down again, and then said, "But this strange outfit hasn't changed. ”

"Big brother, sit down, tell me why you have time to come?"

"Nian'er and Xuan, of course the eldest brother wants to come to see your hair."

To be honest, I don't have much expectation for my own gift, who will remember to give me a coming-of-age ceremony without my father's mother, and besides, I don't value such a ceremony in my bones, in my previous life, I was only considered an adult at the age of eighteen and there was no ceremony, I still agree with the practice of my previous life.

"Has the third brother returned to the court?" I changed the subject in time.

"The third brother is on the expedition?" The eldest brother looked dazed.

"Yes, he went on the expedition with Master, didn't he?" I'm also starting to get confused

"Even, he's on the march."

"Big brother doesn't know?"

"I've been traveling and studying for the past two years." The eldest brother replied curtly

"Traveling? Didn't the eldest brother come from Jinhua? ”

"I've been in Zhaoming for the past two years, and I'm just about to go back, and I remember that you're going to be in time, so I'm not here."

"Big brother is out playing? Don't you need to learn how to govern the country and secure the country? I stabbed him hard into the wound, and I still remember clearly that every time I came out of my father's study, his dark face was as leisurely as he was not suitable for playing with power, nor for the throne.

"Nian'er is deliberately mocking me." The eldest brother smiled evilly and said, "I know I'm not suitable." ”

"Since the eldest brother has been idle for so long, he only remembered to come to see me now, I'm afraid it's not just to see me."

"Nian'er is still so smart, I came here mainly to see you this time, of course, I can also take a look at the windy mountains and rivers and the sunset, the prairie eagle."

"It turns out that the eldest brother is here to enjoy the mountains and rivers." I felt like I had a sudden realization.

"You girl."

Five days later, I took Xuanyuan Chen to travel all over the nearby scenery that I thought was worth seeing, and then returned to the county lord's mansion to prepare the luggage and decided to travel together one day. In order to forget the pain of falling out of love as soon as possible, and the troubles of the trip, I actively engaged in the preparation of the trip, just as I was once again enthusiastic and ready to travel, the palace came to let me enter the palace to meet me, I thought to myself, the time to come is finally here.

I went to the palace with twelve points of curiosity to change clothes, and along the way I made various assumptions, and finally I still felt that it was more likely that they would let me marry into the general's mansion, only in this way it would not damage the relationship between the two countries, and it would not lose my face, but I didn't know how Jinhua would think of this farce of a father marrying his daughter.

"Nian'er is here." The Emperor's uncle sat on the throne and said to me majestically.

"Yes." I replied obediently, although I did not follow the etiquette of the palace, but there was still a meek and humble attitude.

"It's been a few years since Nian'er came to Yanfeng, right?"

"It's been five years." I continued to answer obediently.

"It's been five years, time flies so fast, I'm old, your father is about to be fifty years old, can you miss him?"

"I miss it a little." I replied ambiguously, at this time, I was a little confused, shouldn't I talk about the matter of the Ji and the marriage, and go straight to the point, it's really long-winded.

"A few days ago, your father sent a message saying that he missed you very much, and hoped that you could go back to celebrate his birthday when he was fifty years old."

"Go back?" I asked with some surprise, in this ancient time, it was not easy for an ordinary girl to go back to her parents' house after getting married, not to mention that I, the princess, still have a reason to go back?

"Yes, since Nian'er also misses your father, let's go back and have a look, tomorrow I will send someone to send you back, you go down and prepare."

Although I was confused, I also knew that he was announcing the order and not asking for my opinion, I don't think my father was really thinking about his daughter, so let me go back to celebrate my birthday, things will not be so simple, but I can only act as ordered, back to the house, I explained to my eldest brother what happened, he also remembered, it turned out that his father's fiftieth birthday is really approaching, even so, I still vaguely feel that my happy parasitic life is coming to an end, maybe in the near future I will really give up everything and fly away. In fact, although I have been traveling in the mountains and rivers in the past few years, I have been preparing for the departure of one day, I have studied astronomy and geography, learned to survive in the wild, learned medical science and medicine, and even learned to steal and disguise, everything I can think of I have learned, although not to say how proficient I am, but I am confident that I can protect myself, maybe it is because of this self-confidence, I have not escaped, I have not enjoyed enough of this kind of worry-free princess life, although it is less freedom, Sometimes I have to deal with others hypocritically or be dealt with by others, but I seem to have become accustomed to studying the real thoughts under the hypocritical faces of others, thinking like this, I finally decided to go to Jinhua again, even if it was just to see Xuanyuan Qi, and it was not too late to leave as a last resort.