Chapter 37: The Ending: If You Are Doomed to Not Even Have the Qualifications to Accompany You......
After finding a time, Yiru accepted the reality and found another way: Chaochen would not love her, so the way for him to be rescued, her mother-in-law said that there was only one left, and she died.
She is the root of everything......
Of course, the mother-in-law strongly objected, but she was very calm in her heart.
Seeing the backs of Chaochen and Sang He side by side, I thought of a sentence: I can't participate in your happiness, but I am willing to bless your happiness.
Morning ...... Now, I really want to, not that love has faded, but that I understand that love is not possessive, let alone cursed.
I believe that without me, you wouldn't feel that your world is missing anything...... It's good, it's really good.
Tears welled up in Iru's eyes, and she withdrew her gaze from them in front of her, closed her eyes, and turned away.
I came to see them for the last time today, and I really said goodbye again...... Passing by the trash can, she tossed the evil bell that caused Chao Chen's amnesia into it, leaving no thought of it.
……
"You go back first, I want to be alone for a while."
After walking around the garden for most of the circle, Chaochen suddenly wanted to walk alone, so he spoke lightly.
Sang He couldn't help but approach him: "I...... Can't you stay too? ”
But Chao Chen continued to walk as if he hadn't heard it, as if no one was around.
When Leng Ash took this lost woman away, he couldn't help but look back for a second, and actually read the loneliness of the tall back......
His heart trembled violently, he couldn't believe what he was seeing, and he panicked and quickened his pace and quickly left here......
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Walking and resting in the morning, I felt bored after a while, and returned the same way...... I don't know why lately, I can't lift my spirits in what I do, and life has never been boring.
The deep black eyes, the gaze lazily swept over the surrounding scenes, but finally froze sharply in an inconspicuous dirty garbage can......
Leng Gray received a call halfway, and Mr. Chao's voice made him in a trance, because he was too indifferent and emotionless, he almost thought: The original Chaochen is back!
"Find Iru, within an hour!!"
There was a sound on the ground, but Leng Ash was surprised, and then he heard a deep inhalation: "Then...... Bring her to me. ”
"Got it!!"
Even if there are thousands of whys, what's wrong, he shouldn't ask, Leng Gray hung up the phone and immediately went to carry out Chao Chen's order.
At that time, Chao Chen held the black bell with a crisp voice in his hand, and his face was against the light, and it was difficult to distinguish his expression.
……
High mountains and cliffs, Yiru looked at the sky with an expressionless face, and suddenly smiled, people always have to pay for the mistakes they have made. In this life, she appeared just to atone for her sins......
She looked down on life and death, saw everything, and had no reason to avoid karma.
"Chaochen, I'm sorry......" The voices scattered in the air seemed to tremble, "I love you." ”
She closed her eyes, her expression as calm as autumn leaves, and finally, she finally held her breath and jumped off the cliff......
Destroy me, fulfill you, if love must be so dignified, I can't help but accept it.
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Chao Chen, who was sleeping on the sofa, was affected by the nightmare and suddenly opened his eyes.
At the same time, the phone was ringing and ringing, and he couldn't be quiet anymore, so he answered the phone-
"Mr. Chao, we found out that Yiru went to the cliff in the backyard of the "Refuge Temple", but she didn't come down to rest for a long time, and there was no one to go up to find her......
The same is true for black notices.
Chao Chen had no expression, but his face seemed to be dead and gray, he didn't speak, like an old man who couldn't find his voice.
There were no lights in the house, and there were thousands of lights outside, but only his corner was dark.
I don't know how long it took, but the silent man spoke, his tone was indifferent, and his voice was hoarse: "No need to look for it." ”
Because it can't be found anymore.
He is powerful and powerful, but no matter how old or now, he can't keep her......
Whether he hates her or loves her, she will always go before him.
Scold......
In the dark, he seemed to be talking to someone he couldn't see: "If you and I are destined to not even be qualified to accompany you, why do you need me to see the bell you dropped...... I know it's your personal thing, I thought it was important, and you discarded it, and I was going to find you and give it back to you. The inexplicable uneasiness in my heart almost swallowed me! ”
"I didn't expect this bell to have another mystery, I just didn't mean to shake it, but when I heard its sound, I remembered everything, everything, past and present lives......"
"There are some things that can't always be explained by common sense. In my dream, your mother-in-law came to tell me that this bell remembers the grievances of you and me in my past life, and it is not unreasonable for me to shake the voice to retrieve my memory...... It's just that retrieving is not salvation, so you chose to destroy yourself in order to save me......"
"Do you know that I don't need to be saved! Even if you live in a curse for the rest of your life, but that's what you give...... Disappearing, I've been waiting for a long time. Do you know why I refuse to love you? Because you always don't understand, you don't obey enough, you always give me what I don't want, and you take out what I want at the wrong time...... Like the other side of the flower, are we always missing out? Disappoint? ”
Later, why the most noble man in this city did not marry in his life became an unsolvable mystery.
Sixty years later.
The handsome man was full of gray hair, and he sat alone in the courtyard of one of the rooms of the refuge temple, leaning on a chaise longue, with his eyes closed, no one knew what he was thinking, only his thin lips kept repeating three words in a loop: "I'll wait for you...... I'll wait for you...... I'm waiting for you......"
The black bell jingled in his hand, accompanied by the vicissitudes of the male voice, floating in the air for a long time, as if floating farther and farther away, until it disappeared.