Yuge walked down the stairs step by step from the high platform, the wisps of light wind blew the corners of her skirt, and in her heart, there was only endless gloom and silence, like a burned incense, lifeless. The chest is sad, and the mind is full of singing when watching the play in the previous life, and the voice says: The flowers are blooming all over the sky, and the red incense is broken. Once all the red faces are gone, the flowers fall and the people die without knowing.

She knew that when Yu Buckwheat, who had already gone mad, finally committed suicide in front of her, the bottom of her heart seemed to have been cut by Yu Buckwheat's self-slashing sword, and she couldn't heal herself for a long time. The death of Yu buckwheat, the woman who survived under the gate valve system, and the woman who survived in the turbulent world, seemed even more like a gloomy tragedy. She doesn't know where she, a person who shouldn't exist, will go under the huge wheel of history?

Thinking back to the woman she saw in this life when she was reborn, the grandmother of the Yu family was well aware of the righteousness, and committed suicide by taking poison in order for the besieged Yu family to escape from the turbulent Yecheng.

Mother Jiang was born in a big family, knowledgeable and reasonable, for her husband Yu Haineng is willing to let go of the rivers and lakes, wash her hands and make soup, live in a simple house, and try her best to seek a good future for her children. But in the end, he couldn't escape the cycle of cause and effect, and was poisoned to death in Luoyang City by the daughter of the side room when the peony blossomed.

Aunt Xiao came from a humble background, and her life seems to be someone else's accessory, living for the sea of fish and living for the buckwheat. In order to stay by Yuhai's side, she is willing to keep the empty room alone for the concubine. She tried her best to get Yuhai to fall willingly when she turned back, and fornicated with Yuhe. After the scandal was broken, he was expelled from the house, implicating his daughter and being demoted to slavery. He also fell into the situation of becoming a plaything imprisoned by others. When the Later Zhao Dynasty was in turmoil, he was ravaged on the way out, mentally insane, and became a crazy beggar's wife. In the end, he was used and indirectly killed his daughter.

Fu Jian's mother, Gou Shi, has always been a strong woman, turning clouds and rain, and her means are very good. In front of Gou Yun's father, he showed that he could treat Gou Yun as if he were his own child, but when Gou Yun was a child, he never taught Gou Yun poetry and book etiquette, nor did he love Gou Yun, even if he combed Gou Yun's hair once. After her husband Fu Xiong died on the battlefield, her heart grieved even more, and her desire to control was stronger, and she conspired with Li Wei to pave the way for her son Fu Jian to become emperor.

Fu Chang's mother, Qiang's family, everything is dominated by her husband. Her husband attaches great importance to Fu Chang, and she also attaches importance to Fu Chang; Her husband despises Fu Sheng, so she can not regard Fu Sheng as her own. Her whole life was centered on Fu Jian, so that after Fu Jian passed away, and after Fu Sheng became emperor, she also fell into mud and dust, and fell into the depths of the palace wall, and lived this life.

Liang Huaiyu, who has been determined to become a member of the palace since he was a child, got acquainted with Fu Chang, and wanted to use Fu Chang to meet the Hou Zhao royal family, and finally Hou Zhao was destroyed, and she and her clan went into exile in Guanzhong. After the Fu family established themselves as emperors, Fu Chang was named the crown prince, so he began to provoke Gou Yun to deal with Yu Xiaomei, and tried his best to get to Fu Chang's side. After Fu Chang's death, she was willing to die for Fu Sheng, and was moved by Deng Qiang's true feelings and was willing to elope with Deng Qiang. However, the sky was unsatisfactory, and Fu Sheng was sideways and married into the palace. After the humiliation, he was killed by Fu Sheng himself.

Gou Yun, who lost his mother since he was a child, was fostered in his aunt's house, and had no worries about food and clothing since he was a child, but he was not pampered, and he admired his cousin Fu Jian, but he did not get the same care. When Fu Jian promised to marry her as his wife, he thought that he would be able to see the moon when the clouds were open, but he didn't expect that Fu Jian was just panicking for his mother Mrs. Gou if he encountered an accident on the battlefield.

Yu Qiao, who was implicated in his mother's fornication with his uncle, was demoted to slavery for many years, and finally got his wish to kill the Jiang family, who "harmed" himself and his mother, and when he wanted to stop it, he was already deeply involved. His father was unkind, and his hatred for killing the Jiang family in the past turned into hatred for the Yu family. In the end, the generation received the palace, and finally got what he wanted, so that the Yu family was destroyed, and he fell into a situation from which he could never recover.

And herself, before she was reborn, was just a little examinee, a little girl living in a broken family. In the previous life, she cursed that the pressure of the exam was too much, and in this life she was born in a family of eunuchs where women don't have to be strong; In the previous life, she couldn't even be coquettish, but in this life, she was regarded as the pearl of her palm; Her father was a close confidant of the former Emperor of Great Qin, her mother was a friend of the former Empress of Great Qin, her unmarried husband was the crown prince of Great Qin, and her childhood sweetheart's best friend was a general of Great Qin; She talked about poetry with Xie Daoyun, and she and Wang Xie called the children of the two families. She thought that God treated her well, but it turned out that she was just holding the pieces she expected in front of her, and broke them to show her!

How good would it be if I hadn't lived this life?

She still remembered that in the hall half an hour ago, Yu Qiao was holding the dead baby, babbling and coaxing.

She touched the scene, her heart was sour, squatted in front of Yu Qiao, and asked: "Yu Zhaoyi, Sister Yu Qiao, the feeling of losing your family is uncomfortable......

Yu Qiao ignored her and chanted, "Good boy...... The child is ......"

She knew that this was not Yu Qiao's child, but she couldn't see it, so she went to grab the dead baby in Yu Qiao's arms, but her mouth was still stubborn, "You say, which Yu family, Liang family, and Lei family members have died." In their hearts, will they feel good? You've done so many hurtful things, don't you deserve to die? ”

She still remembers Yu Qiao pointing at her and yelling: "Am I damned? You fish song, don't you deserve to die? Why do you think the Yu family died? It's for you, it's all because of you! So saying, he stumbled back into the house, rummaged through the cabinets, took out some family letters, carefully handed them to her, and said, "Look, look, your father." I will miss you until I die! "If it weren't for the robbery of these family letters, I wouldn't have known that the little sister who was praised by the world was actually in the Eastern Jin Dynasty!" "If it weren't for the robbery of these family letters, how could the Yu family be guilty of Tongjin!" "You say, if you hadn't gone to the Eastern Jin Dynasty, I would have been able to kill the Yu family so smoothly to vent my hatred? It's you, it's all because of you! "If it weren't for you, my mother wouldn't have been banished!" If it weren't for you, I wouldn't be relegated to slavery! If it weren't for you, I wouldn't be tortured in this deep palace! "Do you see this scar, this is the year my mother was expelled from the mansion on Chinese New Year's Eve, I was insulted in public by Yuhe and jumped into the frozen river to seek death!" Heaven won't let me die, and I know that one day, all of you who have lost me will have to die! ”

Yu Qiao looked at her father's handwriting, listening to Yu Qiao's cursing, she only felt in a trance, it turned out that it was not her father who affected the clansmen, it was not her father who affected the clansmen, it was not her father who affected the clansmen! The culprit of all this is her, who insisted on going to the Eastern Jin Dynasty to see the Lanting rally! Tears poured down. Seeing Yu Qiao stabbing at him with a sword, he escaped when he woke up. The buckwheat threw itself into the air and sat down on the ground, crying and laughing.

She held the letter in her hand and said lightly: "Yu buckwheat, don't you understand?" All this, in the final analysis, everyone is wrong, and no one is wrong. Yuge, died a long time ago, died in the river full of lotus flowers back then, it was you who killed it with your own hands, have you forgotten? ”

Yu Qiao smiled: "Hahaha, are you dead?" Don't you deserve to die? You should go to the eighteen layers of hell! ”

Yuge closed her eyes, she thought that if she could return to the old world if she died, she would rather die than just think of all this dream. However, there are so many favorable times, places and people for her to return to her former world.

When she opened her eyes again, the buckwheat was in front of her.

She doesn't understand her, this may be the so-called, there is no greater grief than heart death.

Walking down the stairs step by step, she couldn't help but think: according to the waste wood setting in the house, Yu Qiao's person was originally a concubine, and her mother was kicked out of the mansion since she was a child, and she was demoted to a slave. If the male protagonist is Fu Sheng, if the person who crosses at this time is a fish buckwheat, and is a first-class killer doctor, Miss Waste Firewood counterattacks, and it is a strong female essay at hand, how can there be anything about her fish song?

It's just that the person who crossed over is her fish song, a fish song that shouldn't exist in this world!