Chapter 50
Yun Shanshan looked at Li Jie's appearance and felt that he was very cute. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 At this moment, although Yun Shanshan's face was smiling, her heart was very moved. She thinks Li Jie is really good.
Since she was in high school, Yun Shanshan has left home. In fact, Yun Shanshan did not leave home too early. In fact, Yun Shanshan also knows that there are some students in the dormitory, or some students in the class, who leave home very early, and even some students start boarding in elementary school. Therefore, they are also very accustomed and adapted to their personal life in school. In fact, Li Jie belongs to this type of student. He has strong self-care and emotional control, or survival and self-care skills. And Yun Shanshan is indeed a lot worse than them.
Yun Shanshan is like a spoiled piglet, she has been cared for by her parents at home until she is in high school, and she only left home and lived in this key school to study hard. Therefore, Yun Shanshan also knows that her psychological condition is not too mature. Especially in the third year of high school, the study is relatively intense, and his weak situation is even more unconsciously out to harass Yun Shanshan's nerves.
In the sophomore years of high school, Yun Shanshan was able to control her somewhat unaccustomed or childish state. In the third year of high school, Yun Shanshan found that her sometimes inexplicable homesickness would increase unconsciously, and her mood would easily become inexplicably sad. And every time she is sad, her home has become the place that Yun Shanshan thinks about most often. In fact, for my father and mother, they don't live too far in the city, in fact, if you want to go to the school where Yun Shanshan attends, it is also very easy. In other words, Yun Shanshan's home is not far from the school, and it is easy to go back. However, in order to study in the third year of high school, Yun Shanshan's father and mother still let her stay in school wholeheartedly, so that the distance to school can be reduced a lot, and she can study with peace of mind. Therefore, even if she lives in the school, Yun Shanshan feels that she does not have the feeling of leaving her hometown, in fact, the distance between home has always been very close.
But for some reason, in the third year of high school, Yun Shanshan felt that her brain often had something similar to nostalgia for some reason. This makes it difficult for Yun Shanshan herself to figure out why this is sometimes.
And whenever this kind of homesickness-like thing becomes more and more intense, when the deputy squad leader Li Jie appears next to Yun Shanshan, it often makes Yun Shanshan feel that this deficiency in her heart has been made up a lot. Li Jie is like a warm big brother, bringing himself a kind of home-like spring breeze, and baptizing the sunshine again to his somewhat gloomy soul, so Yun Shanshan is really very grateful to Li Jie, and there is a strong warmth flowing in her heart at the moment. In this kind of warmth, when facing Li Jie, Yun Shanshan was even a little moved and speechless.
"What's wrong, Yun Shanshan?" Perhaps seeing that the expression on Yun Shanshan's face was a little complicated, Li Jie asked with great concern.
"It's fine." Yun Shanshan shook her head.
Maybe it was because he saw that Yun Shanshan's complexion was a little pale, Li Jie was very worried, he looked at Yun Shanshan, and his face was almost about to show a look of anxiety. "Yun Shanshan, I recently noticed that you don't seem to be the same as before. Especially in class, why are you always distracted, and say some inexplicable things. Li Jie looked at Yun Shanshan with some reproach.
In the face of Li Jie's concern, Yun Shanshan's heart was warm, but she also felt a kind of embarrassment.
Not really. What's wrong with you lately? How do you know? In fact, in the third year of high school, Yun Shanshan wanted to do her best to study hard, but now it seems that everything has backfired. In the impression of others, she is not working hard or serious, but often distracted or something. But in fact, Yun Shanshan knew that she was not. It's just that I've been suppressing myself before, and it's always the best of myself to see to others. And in the third year of high school, Yun Shanshan's brain has a lot less of the mood to leave a good impression on others, and it is more affordable. In addition, the pressure is really high, so I often give others a kind of result that she is working in one direction, but in the eyes of others, it is completely opposite.
"What's wrong, Yun Shanshan?" Maybe it was because seeing Yun Shanshan's silence, Li Jie looked at him a little anxiously, and now, it seemed that he really wanted to reach out, hold Yun Shanshan's shoulder, and ask him properly. However, because of the distance between high school boys and girls, Li Jie is restraining himself.
As for Yun Shanshan, her feelings are also a little complicated. For Li Jie, she treats her like a brother, every time she sees him, her heart will be full of warmth. However, Yun Shanshan also knew that he was not his own brother after all. He doesn't have a brother, and in fact, Yun Shanshan doesn't know what kind of role the so-called brother will play in his life if he really appears. Therefore, for this person who is not actually her brother, in a kind of instinctive sense of distance between girls and boys, Yun Shanshan feels that it is not too good to get too close to him. After all, this is a society of groups. Many things, if there are some rumors, cannot be explained clearly. Yun Shanshan's feeling about Li Jie is like this. She thinks Li Jie is very good, but she doesn't want to get too close to him, in order to avoid some unnecessary trouble. After all, everyone is already a senior in high school, so there is no need to cause trouble if you have nothing to do. Moreover, Yun Shanshan also knows that the school's attitude towards students' early love is directly prohibited. In addition, if discovered, they will be punished. And without punishment at the beginning, when some so-called signs may appear, the eyes of the head teacher will definitely be the first to stare at it.
Therefore, in the face of Li Jie, Yun Shanshan's mood is also very complicated. However, it seems that Li Jie's mind is not as complicated as Yun Shanshan, he looks like a big brother, thinking about Yun Shanshan everywhere and how to treat her well. To be honest, this moved Yun Shanshan's heart.
"Yun Shanshan, what's wrong with you?" Perhaps seeing Yun Shanshan fall into contemplation again, Li Jie's face showed some anxious looks.
"It's okay, Li Jie, thank you for caring about me. I always felt like you were good to me. Yun Shanshan said very sincerely.
Hearing Yun Shanshan say this, Li Jie smirked twice, stretched out his hand, scratched his head in embarrassment, and then said, "Yun Shanshan, I have liked you very much since I sat behind your position when I was a freshman in high school, and I thought you were very cute, like my little sister, so I would always care about you unconsciously." You see, shouldn't classmates care about each other? ”
Hearing Li Jie say this, Yun Shanshan finally couldn't help but laugh out loud.