Chapter 43: Returning Home
Wen Ying looked at Wu Xiaoge's figure, his throat hurt as if he had been pulled, but he still turned his head to Jiang Wan and showed a very apologetic smile: "I'm really sorry just now, I apologize to you on her behalf." Jiang Wan reacted and rubbed his face, sat there quietly without speaking.
Wu Xiaoge was pulled back, and Miao Le was not ready to hide, and shouted to Qiu Ci who was squatting in the corner: "Qiu Ci is gone." For the first time, Qiu Ci felt that her name was so harsh, and for the first time, she felt so uncomfortable to be noticed, she raised her steps slightly hesitantly, but she didn't dare to step out of that shadow.
Seeing this, Wen Ruojin walked to Qiu Ci's side, looking at each other, Qiu Ci saw the encouragement and firmness in her eyes, but Wen Ruojin saw the fear and panic in her eyes, she sighed and said to Qiu Ci: "Don't be afraid, come with me." A few simple words, a force inexplicably burned in Qiu Ci's heart, and he followed her out.
Lu Fengbai, since you are engaged to someone else, then I won't bother you, you say you like me, I will take it as a dream, I won't mention it again when I wake up from the dream, and I won't tell you again, I really, really like you, just let this love be buried in that dream!
Qiu Ci was led forward by Wen Ruojin, the heart seemed to be very heavy, so heavy that it was difficult to beat, she lowered her head for some reason, but her eyes blurred, a drop of water fell to the ground, stirring up a wave in her heart, Qiu Ci hurriedly wiped away her tears and walked forward.
At the moment she went out, she turned her head to look in that direction, she saw Lu Fengbai's figure, but she didn't see the expression on Lu Fengbai's face.
She may no longer see Lu Fengbai's humble expression in the dust, her dark eyes kept trembling in anticipation, her hands were tightly clenched into fists, but the gaze that had just been resolute was shattered into foam the moment she turned back.
In that love, he had put himself at the bottom, and after he saw the despair in Qiu Ci's eyes, his heart fell to the bottom.
Xu Feifei stood beside him, taking in his every move and expression, she couldn't help but smile bitterly, what if he was engaged, his heart would never be his own, even this engagement ceremony was just an agreement between her and Lu Fengbai.
In order to be with Lu Fengbai, she gave up everything, and even she regarded her high self-esteem, and she unconditionally agreed to the request made with Lu Fengbai.
She clearly remembered Lu Fengbai saying to her: "Xu Feifei, don't you just want to get engaged to me, I can promise you about this, but there is one condition, you have to accompany me to act, as long as you are willing to accompany me to act, I will give you an engagement ceremony." But she didn't want an engagement ceremony, she wanted a marriage with love, but she still said yes.
Lu Fengbai said: "This scene won't last long, and when she marries me, our deal will be over, I get her, and you get free." Without his freedom, what was the point of her asking for it, but she still said yes!
Look, how ruthless Lu Fengbai is, he won't even think about what Xu Feifei wants, nor will he consider whether Xu Feifei is so willing to agree to all his requests, whether he wants freedom from his father's control as he thought.
Since Xu Feifei lived in the Lu family after the death of her parents, both of their lives were controlled by Lu Fengbai's father, but Xu Feifei never thought of resisting, she felt that this control was kind and she could accept it, but Lu Fengbai was full of malice towards it.
He doesn't like Xu Feifei, a very important part of the reason is because his father is very optimistic about Xu Feifei, and his character of hating the house and Wu makes Lu Fengbai full of disgust for Xu Feifei, but Xu Feifei is a good person.
After Qiu Ci returned to the dormitory, he buried himself in the bed and did not move. Miao Le was very puzzled when she saw that Qiu Ci and Wu Xiaoge's movements were the same, Wu Xiaoge was lying on the bed because Wen Ying was not in the mood, she could understand, but Qiu Ci was so depressed.
She moved to Wen Ruojin's side and asked in a low voice, "What's wrong with Qiu Ci?" ”
"If you're not in a good mood, don't bother them."
"Then I'll bother you."
"Huh? Why bother me, I'm not in a good mood, don't bother me. ”
"Why are you in a bad mood?"
"I'm annoyed to see you." Miao Le suddenly looked at her with teary eyes and couldn't speak, silently moved to Meow's side, hugged Meow Ye aggrievedly and kept stroking Meow's soft fluff.
"Mom's heart is bitter!" Then I started singing, little cabbage, yellow leaves...... That crying is really extremely sad!
Wen Ruojin glanced at her helplessly, sat at the table and looked at the book with her head down, but her ears were too noisy, so she simply plugged in the headphones, ignored what was going on outside the window, and only read the sage books.
Qiu Ci lay on the bed, his eyes were straight, his heart was empty, and he thought that something had slipped out of his body: "Lu Fengbai!" She whispered.
She thought about forgetting him, but when she closed her eyes, she saw him all in front of her. Suddenly, she remembered a sentence: If life is only as it was when she first saw it, if it was really like it when she first saw it, she would never like Lu Fengbai again.
Teacher, why do you think I'm so sad! Is it because you saw your engagement ceremony with another woman?
Or is it because I really like you that much? I like it to the point where I don't even know it. Teacher, why are you making me so sad, if, I said if, I try to give up on you now, will I succeed, will it be like losing my memory, when I see you again, it will be like not knowing you, just like when you forgot me, you forgot without warning.
Teacher, if I didn't love you, wouldn't I be so sad! However, falling in love is falling in love, and being injured is also injured, she will only cowardly hide in a corner where no one cares about and lick the wound, but the more she licks, the more it hurts, the more it hurts, and the more it hurts, the more she licks, and finally the wound bleers and festers until it swallows her.
Until the holiday, Lu Fengbai never contacted her, she didn't know what she was expecting, staring at her phone all day long, hoping that he would make a call.
But her thinking changed, if she was Lu Fengbai, would she call her, her answer was no, because for her, Lu Fengbai should have nothing to say.
In the past, she spent the winter vacation in her rented house, and only went back a few days after the Chinese New Year, but after she went to college, the rented house was no longer rented, and she could only go back to Su's house to live.
Even if there is a mother in that family, she still doesn't feel at home, even if Dad Su is very good to her, she feels like an outsider inside, and she seems nondescript.
As usual, Su Yinian will not come back until a few days before the Chinese New Year, but this time Su Yinian called her two days after she came back and told her that she would come back a few days in the morning this year.
Her youngest brother was named Su Xia, and because he was born in the summer, she gave him such a simple but very nice name.
Su Xia is now four years old, and her mother has been married to Su's father for six years.
But Dad Su is really good, although he doesn't talk a lot, but at least he will pick her up on such a cold day, and will stop on the road to buy hot sweet potatoes for her.
Dad Su asked Qiu Ci, "Do you have any dishes you want to eat?" ”
"Tomato and egg soup."
"That's it?"
"That's it." Father Su smiled slightly, that look very similar to Su Yinian. As soon as Qiu Ci put the suitcase, Su Xia ran over, leaning against the wall and looking at her from a distance, wanting to step forward but not daring to step forward.
Children are like this, they will have a sense of alienation from people they haven't seen for a long time, but after a while, they will forget this sense of alienation and have a lot of fun.
Qiu Ci looked at Su Xia and smiled at him, then beckoned. Su Xia walked over a little shyly, looked at Qiu Ci, and called out in a somewhat indistinct voice: "Sister." Qiu Ci smiled and rubbed his soft and smooth short hair: "Su Xia is so good." "She is still very patient with her brother, she doesn't like children very much, but when facing children, she will still be very gentle, at least she is a gentle woman.
Han Mo had contacted her before she came back, so as soon as she finished lunch, Han Mo's phone called and asked her to go find him.
Originally, Qiu Ci wanted to refuse, but Han Mo said, "Aren't we friends? After this sentence was spoken, Qiu Ci could no longer refuse, the word friend occupies a very important position in Qiu Ci's life, and sometimes even surpasses family affection.
She was about to go out after eating, but Su Xia stuck to her, unwilling to let her go. Qiu Ci called helplessly: "Mom." Mom came over and hugged Su Xia, but she didn't think about him but she started crying, and kept reading: "Sister, sister." ”
"This kid, what's so good about your sister, I haven't seen you for half a year." Mom didn't know who she was lecturing, but she was talking about it anyway.
Qiu Ci sighed helplessly, after all, he was still his own brother: "Forget it, I'll take him with me." When Su Xia heard this, she immediately stopped crying, ran to Qiu Ci's side with a smile, and took her hand: "Sister let's go." "The speed at which this face changes...... Qiu Ci helplessly held his forehead and led him out.
In fact, she also took Su Xia with a purpose, when she was with Han Mo, there was one more Su Xia, he shouldn't say or do anything bad!
Han Mo said he was waiting for her at a dessert shop near their school. Qiu Ci turned around for a while before finding the dessert shop he said, Han Mo sat in the store holding his chin in a daze, his appearance did not change much, but his hair was longer than the last time they met, and the dark circles under his eyes became heavier, and it seemed that he hadn't slept well for a long time.
He turned his head just in time to see Qiu Ci holding Su Xia, he straightened up and smiled slightly and waved his hand: "Qiu Ci, here!" ”