Age 2: Hug me
Outside the window, the wind was blowing, the rain was falling wildly, and the weather was as bad as a typhoon, so EU53 was very glad that he was not standing outside. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
"Coffee or water?" Although Piris said to EU53 sitting on the sofa in an inquiring tone, she had already placed a cup full of water in front of EU53, while she sat on the sofa opposite, sipping on the steaming coffee.
Is this a disadvantage? Or is it sending the message that you're not welcome? EU53 thought of this in his mind, but the cheekiness he had cultivated over the years made him automatically ignore all this, and with Pyris's glaring, he leisurely raised his glass and took a sip, and then sighed "good tea" and "good tea".
"You're still so annoying..." Piris said directly.
EU53 didn't answer, just smiled and continued to drink his water.
Everyone has changed a lot in the past four years, and the once frizzy little ghost has now become mature and stable, and the girl who didn't know how to be flexible back then has finally become a bit of an adult. Of course, this is definitely not because the other party did not send herself to the official for investigation! Absolutely not!
Piris glanced at EU53, who was already deep in thought, and raised an eyebrow and said nothing.
Both of the two in the room fell silent at the same time, originally the two of them got along with each other on both sides of the enemy, but because of the "various" relationship, the two of them had some small "misfire" incidents, so the current reunion of the two people is both a little awkward and a little helpless, at least in the eyes of EU53. In addition, the kind of things that Piris forced to do because of his youthful relationship back then are constantly replaying in the minds of EU53, which is a very exciting memory for EU53, who has never had a "male" concept...
"Oops, it's starting to get hot again...", the change inside the body made EU53 frown.
EU53 is a personality that is born after frustration, so all cognitions, feelings, and comprehensions related to life are completely zero. Later, after waking up, because of the inhumane scientific experiments that caused EU53 to suppress his inner tyranny for a long time, his endurance reached an astonishing level, and after contact with Louis, his heart that belonged to a normal "man" gradually became active, but God testifies! EU53 is completely driven by only the hazy sense of attachment and instinct for Louis, and there is absolutely no H thought or behavior, and the pure cannot be more pure!
As for the kind of thing that happened to Kojima and Piris that time, it was completely subconscious and instinctive.
In other words, he doesn't even know what X desire is, so let alone channeling his excess desires... (Ahem, I felt ashamed when I typed this paragraph.) οΌ
However, EU53 didn't know anything about this, he simply thought that the heat was a side effect of the residual drugs in the body, and the best choice for EU53 to jump into the cold water for an hour or two when he came out of the bathroom, the heat in his body had long disappeared without a trace.
So, faced with the situation that has now reappeared, EU53 decided to take another cold shower.
"Ahem, Somapillis, can I borrow your bathroom? I want to take a shower. EU53 stood up and said, but his face was slightly red, and it was not very glamorous to borrow her bathroom from a girl.
Sure enough, after hearing this, Piris subconsciously stopped the coffee cup that was being sent to his mouth, and looked at EU53 with a strange look in his big golden eyes....
"I didn't expect you to ......"
"No, no, no, no, no!! I didn't mean that! Look, you also know how my body is doing, because the long-term experiment has left sequelae in my body, not only my body has completely stopped growing now, but even every once in a while, my whole body will heat up, and my head will be dizzy and can only be stimulated by cold water to stay awake, so it is definitely not what you think! "EU53 is also the fifth master of the dignified organization, how can it be compared to those bastards who steal girls' underwear and use girls' XX to XX!
Piris thought for a moment and felt that EU53 didn't look like a lie, so he nodded and pointed to a door, where the bathroom was.
- Whoa!
The freezing cold water washed EU53 from head to toe.
Wet droplets of water slowly slipped down EU53's strong body, and the icy temperature extinguished the burning lust inside.
"Whew..."The brain that felt gradually calmed down finally breathed a sigh of relief, and there was no need to worry about continuing like the first time, and he endured it until the end, and he lost his mind and forcibly pushed down Tieria, who came in and called him to a meeting... Anyway, since that time, whenever he gets close to Tieria, it seems that he always draws his gun and points it at me. Kindness..... It would be better to leave this terrible creature to Lockon, and only he could deal with Tieria's petty temper.
Turning off the gushing faucet, EU53 sat down in the icy pool, enjoying the rare tranquility as he surveyed the bathroom.
White walls and marble tiles, a folding door in front of it, and you can see the whole bathroom when you walk through the door, a gushing faucet, a large bath, and some cosmetics in front of the vanity window, plus a clean comb.
Clean and tidy. EU53 half-straightened up and reached out to touch the dresser not far away, taking off all the poor cosmetics on it.
These cosmetics are all common things, and except for the bottle of hair primer, which is pretty good, everything else is inferior. EU53 glanced at it a few times and threw it away, then lightly touched his right hand, only to see that the space in front of him suddenly distorted, and some bottles and cans suddenly popped out of the black hole that appeared out of thin air, and EU53 put them all in front of the dressing window.
"If a girl wants to be pretty, she needs to use a little more cosmetics..." EU53 seems to understand why Piris is so much like a boy, it turns out that she doesn't know what it means to be a girl's maintenance and beauty...
-- Bell
There was a knock on the door, and EU53 looked back.
"Is it Piris? What's wrong? β
β... Your clothes were completely soaked and you couldn't wear them, so I threw them away for you. Here are the clothes of the former colonel, and you will use them for the time being, but you still have to return them to me. After saying that, there was a sound of heavy objects being placed in front of the door, and it was probably Piris who had placed a change of clothes outside the door.
EU53 said thank you to the door, and Piris didn't bother to do so, she turned her head to get out of the place, but was surprised not to take a step.
The empty room was very poorly furnished, with a desk, two sofas, and a TV. For the past 4 years, Piris has lived in this environment, and after losing the care of the colonel, Piris seems to have lost a central pillar, and can only rely on his inner revenge against the Celestial Organization and the hateful body to support himself.
Even though a long time has passed, it feels like yesterday to Piris.
It's like a nightmare....
Pierres, with a dull look in her eyes, sat down by the bathroom door, huddled together, as if that was the only way to give her some comfort.
"EU53 I ask you, do you hate someone you want to kill?"
There was silence in the bathroom for a few moments, as if stopped by Piris's sudden inquiry, and after a while, EU53's slightly helpless response came out of it: "Why do you ask?" Isn't it a painful memory for people to kill people, whether they are the one who died or the one who survived? "EU53 hates killing, he hates war, and he even opposes all acts of violence. It's just that the changes of the times can't change anything by one person's mind, all we can do is to submit to the general will, of course, if you have enough strength to resist, then the general will will be changed by you.
EU53's answer made Piris irritated for a while, as if something nasty was lingering in his mind.
"I'm asking if you hate someone you want to kill, not how you feel about killing! Answer me seriously, EU53! "Pirris's mood swings are intense, and EU53 doesn't know where he provoked the other party, but he can guess something.
"No, even my enemies only have that kind of killing idea on the battlefield." EU53 replied, his body seeming to grow even colder when immersed in cold water: "I don't agree with the statement that people can't be blinded by hatred, but some things are exactly what it says." Human beings who are in the midst of hatred will always inadvertently hurt innocent people and lead to the birth of new hatred... β
"So you're scared?" Piris said as he turned his head and looked at the other side of the door.
"Well, hatred and murder, plunder and remorse, death and curse, as long as these are normal, who will like them? Who wouldn't want to avoid them? EU53 said as he stood up from the icy pool and wiped his wet hair with a towel. "It's like the armed intervention of the Celestial Organization, in fact, everyone is fighting against the injustice of the world in their own way, some people are happy to accept it, some people are desperately opposed, some are for money, some are for survival. All those who died in this were just members of the struggle in the vast sea of suffering, and even if they died because of this, they were just a drop in the ocean. β
That's right, if I hadn't met Louis, hadn't received the help of armor, and hadn't been recognized by my celestial partners, I'm afraid that I would have been...
"Therefore, people should look forward, even if they are covered in bruises, they must never look back. Because, behind you there is only a painful past and unbearable grief, and only the future has infinite possibilities and hopes. EU53 doesn't know how much Piris will listen to his words, he just hopes that the other party will not be immersed in the darkness of revenge and ignore the possibility of the future.
Piris ignored EU53's persuasion, snorted coldly and turned her head away from talking to him again, probably in her mind, EU53 just hadn't experienced all this to say such naΓ―ve words, in fact, as Piris thought, EU53 did not experience any unforgettable hatred, even the original dislike for those researchers gradually faded with the passage of time. But this does not mean that he has forgotten what he has experienced in the past, but he has chosen to face everything squarely, instead of staring at everything with a vengeful gaze.
Of course, if he had changed his personality to Char, it is estimated that the military base would have been razed to the ground by his anger a long time ago.....
EU53 wrapped himself in a towel and walked out of the bathroom with one hand open the door.
Outside the door, Piris had long since left, and she was now sitting alone on the couch huddled up, tilting her head slightly and thinking about something.
The rain outside the window had stopped for some time, and the bright moonlight passed through the dark clouds, shining on Piris who was sitting by the window, her swirling silver hair was freed from her limitations, and her beautiful hair like the Milky Way flowed down like a waterfall, shining in the moonlight.
The eyes that stared out the window were full of confusion, and the beautiful eyes that had once made EU53 praise were now dim, as if they had lost their life.
The weak figure sitting on the sofa held up a long black shadow on the wall, and the air of loneliness and loneliness hovered around her.
EU53 tidied up his clothes and walked out of the bathroom, and Piris frowned subconsciously when he saw this. He strolled up behind Piris and gently patted the man's thin shoulder, reviving Piris from his memory. Purris, who regained consciousness, turned his head to see EU53 in a human-leather uniform, and his already good-looking face was even more handsome against the backdrop of the neat and serious military uniform, and he was now looking at him with a dissatisfied look.
"Don't look at me with pity, I'm not a fragile glass!" Pyrrhis's retort left EU53 speechless for a while, he just frowned, where did he ever pity her? Anyway, I'm the one who deserves to be pitied, right? In terms of the degree of bad luck, no one dares to admit the first when he admits the second!
Well, but now is not the time to think about such things.
Even if you haven't perfected your human feelings, you know how fragile the girl in front of you is now, and the huge feeling of loss that you once mistakenly thought that she had a place to live but was shattered in an instant, even EU53 didn't dare to easily contact that kind of sadness and despair, but the person in front of her endured it and persevered...
"This nasty loneliness, the loneliness that no one cares about, the emptiness of the world that seems to be only one person....
EU53 quietly hugged each other from behind, without any blasphemy, just hugging each other purely as former sympathetic partners: "You're really strong, Piris.... "Piris was surprisingly close to EU53 with no struggle and no resistance.
Years of staying in this dark and cold room have long forgotten the warmth of his arms, and now, although this man is not liked but...
Forget it, just this time, let me have something to rely on....
"Don't call me Pyris, it's Soma Pillis..."
"Heh, why do you always have to get along with me..?"
"It gives me a little bit of joy in life..."
"Well... I understand.."
In the night sky, the dark clouds that once obscured the starry sky have dispersed, and the bright moon hangs high in the night sky.
The bright and colorful stars twinkled in the night,
The beautiful silvery white river soars beyond the sky....
The rain stopped.
and the heart rested.
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