journey
Because of joy, since then a person will be concerned at the ends of the world, slightly yellowed diary, treasure the most colorful bookmarks, open up, through the refreshing fragrance, as if after countless years of rings, still remember the original youth.
Even if you don't love, that person will definitely love you wholeheartedly, but if you want to love, that person will not necessarily love you anymore, we don't miss the best years, but miss each other in the best years.
The story begins with a friend of mine, who is a traveler who spends almost half of his year on the road and still enjoys it.
Every day, he and I would talk to me about which place is the most beautiful, which place has the most interesting customs, and which place is beautiful and crazy.
I listened quietly, and from his mouth I depicted a colorful and beautiful world, and at the same time I was happy and a little envious of his way of life, free from the shackles of the world.
So, I look forward to when I can get rid of this three-point life of eating, sleeping, and working like him, and have a trip that is just about to go.
Later, he gradually stopped traveling around, settled in a certain city, and had people around him, living a life of not being happy with things and not being sad about himself, and his room no longer had those various travel tools.
One day, I couldn't hold back the doubts in my heart and finally asked him: "Why don't you travel anymore, I remember that you used to love swimming in the mountains and rivers very much." ”
After hearing this, he just smiled, took out a somewhat yellowed medical record report from the drawer next to him, handed it to me, and said: "When I was eighteen years old, the hospital diagnosed me with congenital cerebellar atrophy, which does not cause any harm to the body, but there is one of the most fatal sequelae, that is, my memory will get worse and worse in the future, and finally I don't know anyone, so I will travel around and want to use a strange place to unfamiliarize myself, so as not to attract strange eyes." ”
I was a little surprised, and a little silent, I didn't expect that behind my friend's seemingly casual will, there was such an unknown disease.
In an instant, years of envy turned into sympathy, it turned out that not everyone can escape from the world, and they all have secrets in their hearts that are inseparable from this world.
When he left, he took out a thick notebook and wanted to give it to me, and I opened the notebook, which recorded all the things he had seen and heard over the years, and I wrote it down because I was afraid of forgetting.
He said: "I'm afraid that I will forget something important in the middle, so I have to write it down, but I don't need it anymore, so give it to me as a souvenir." ”
As I spoke, I pointed to my wife, who was writing something in the kitchen with a pen on a note, and I suddenly and happily took the thick notebook, and placed it on the most important top floor of my bookshelf.
The best time is on the road, the most beautiful self is in the distance, a person walking on a journey without a destination, accompanied by this notebook that carries countless memories, for him, this should be his most important treasure.
The scenery in the distance is extraordinarily gorgeous, everyone has the opportunity to appreciate it, and the easiest thing in the world is to walk on a long journey, unrestrained, free from all the shackles of the world, and do what you want to do.
But there are too many people who can't withstand the hardships of the long journey, giving up on the muddy road, and finally being stained with bruises all over their bodies, and only a vague front is left in their eyes.
This makes us helpless, people have too many fetters in the world, and after all, they can't change our past, present and future, only to accept it, just listen to the arrangement of fate.
Someone posted such a post on Tieba: "Everyone is gone, I am also gone, take your own steps, on such a long road, will you be by my side, the world is so big, so I hope you can wait for me in an unknown city and an unknown place." ”
There are a lot of replies below, all of which are all kinds of strange and strange jokes, and I also replied to one, which is very bland and confusing: "If you believe in yourself, you will definitely be able to do it." ”
We can only believe, we can only believe, because we have no way, there are too many unstable factors in the future, and we can only accept it if we can't resist, which is already doomed.