Chapter 41: Homesickness
Her unmarried husband was the crown prince of Great Qin, her best friend was a nobleman of Qin, and her father was a close confidant of the emperor...... What crime did she commit that someone had to send to take her life?
"Today's Great Qin...... It's no longer the original Da Qin...... "What happened during her absence?"
galloping all the way, it was close to dark when we arrived in Luoyang City. The pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info the sunset at dusk, and there is no shadow of Qingluan in front of the city gate. Lerma stood and looked at the open city gate, Yuge clearly remembered that when she left, she was packing up her things in the house, and Qingluan sobbed and asked, "What should I do if the girl leaves Qingluan?" ”
"If you really miss me, you can wait for me at the city gate, and if I come back, you will be the first to see me!"
Thinking of the situation of the original separation, thinking of Qingluan, the corners of Yuge's mouth couldn't help but smile. Qingluan has been a beauty since she was a child, and she doesn't know what she has become now?
Seeing that the city gate was about to close, Yuge rode his horse and ran all the way in.
Luoyang City is surprisingly quiet, and the sound of horses' hooves echoes on the street. Compared with Fusheng back then, today's Luoyang City has a dilapidated atmosphere. What has happened in Luoyang over the years that has made it what it is today?
Yuge didn't have time to think about it, reined in the horse, looked at the dress around him, there was no appearance of his daughter, and remembered that back then, his mother didn't like him like this the most. Riding her horse back, she had to find a ready-to-wear shop to change into women's clothes. After being away from home for many years, she didn't want to make her mother unhappy just by returning home.
When I got closer, I found that the ready-to-wear shop was gone. After going around the street for a long time, I found a ready-to-wear shop, Yuge knocked on the door and walked in, saw that the workmanship and needlework were not satisfactory, remembered my mother, gritted my teeth and paid, and immediately changed my clothes and rushed home.
Walking on the road, I suddenly remembered that my mother and Yuxi both loved to eat the flower cakes of a pastry shop in Luoyang City, and turned around and went to the pastry shop, packed a lot of pastries before going home. As the moon rose, I thought of my father on the way home, and I wanted to turn around and buy some things before going back. Riding on horseback, Yuge couldn't help but ask in his heart: What are you afraid of? Thinking about it, he also stopped, and rode his horse home.
What does my father and mother look like now? What will they be doing at this time? Is my father still practicing calligraphy, or playing chess? Is my mother still making winter clothes under the lights, or is she playing chess with my father? How tall has Yuxi grown now, the government should invite Mr. to teach, is he serious in his homework, and how has he learned the Six Arts Riding and Archery? Qingluan is not in front of the city gate before dark, it should be in the house at this time, what should it be like to meet again after a long absence......
Yu Ge thought about walking towards Yufu one by one, and saw from a distance that there was no light in the huge mansion, and there was not even a gatekeeper in front of the door. When I got closer, I was afraid for no reason. He knocked at the door, but when there was no answer, the door opened on its own. Yu Ge murmured, "Mother." "I pushed the door in, and only then did I step through the door, and a gust of wind swept by. Yuge walked in with the pastries and the horse, only to see that the place was full of messes and overgrown with weeds.
Let go of the horse rope, Yuge only felt that the soles of his feet were floating.
Mother, father, Yuxi, Qingluan, where have you been?
Thinking of the past in my heart, I was breathless, walking step by step in the familiar mansion, I didn't know the pain in my foot, I only walked up the stairs step by step, from the courtyard where my mother lived to my father's study, and from the study to the garden garden. The huge fish mansion, how can there be a single figure, even the insects and birds are so quiet.
Step by step, I walked back to the courtyard where I used to live, and in the moonlight, I saw that it was more dilapidated than in other places.
Mother, Father, Yuxi, Qingluan...... Where did this go? You guys...... Don't want a fish song? Yuge couldn't get rid of it, sitting in the courtyard, the pastries in his hands scattered all over the ground.
On the other side, Fu Jian and the little servant entered through the small door, and only then did they enter the door, and a gust of wind came to them. The little guy held the lamp in his hand, and saw the moonlight shining in the courtyard of Yufu, Bai Cen Cen couldn't help but shudder, and said, "Master Lang, let's go back, tomorrow...... Come again to pay tribute to the dead. ”
Fu Jian walked into the courtyard step by step, only feeling that there was something in the courtyard today that attracted him. The footsteps on the fallen leaves made a "squeak" sound, and did not answer. Seeing this, the little guy was silent, thinking of the Yu family in the past, and felt sad for no reason, thinking that when he followed the lord to the fish mansion, someone would always give him some pastries to eat together, and treat him like his own. What a group of good people they are, but it's a pity that God doesn't bless them, and they can't avoid man-made disasters and natural disasters. Thinking about it, he sighed, and only followed Fu Jian all the way inside.
Fusang snorted in the courtyard, and when the little guy heard the sound, he was so frightened that the hairs on his body stood up, and he said in a silenced voice: "Lord Lang ......" Before the words came out, I saw that there was a behemoth in the courtyard inside that was moving, making a "da-da" sound, and the little guy forced himself to calm down and swallowed a mouthful of saliva. The guards beside Fu Jian were sharp-eyed, and they took the lead in drawing their swords and jumping in, and soon, the guards whispered in the courtyard: "Lord Lang, it's a horse!" ”
The little guy held the lamp, Fu Jian then went into the yard, and when he saw the horse, Fu Jian's mind buzzed, and he froze in place.
"This horse...... It's familiar...... "The little guy raised the lantern and looked at the horses in front of him.
"Fusang ......," Fu Jian said.
"It is said that the Yu family has had an accident for so long, even if this horse is fine, it should not be like it is now, there must be something strange in it." One of the guards spoke up.
Who is that person? Is it a horse thief, a horse slave of the fish family, a close soldier of the fish family, or a ...... Fish song?
"Find! I searched the yard and found that person for me! Fu Jian took two steps forward and stroked the horse, and said loudly.
"Lord Lang?" Fu Jian's serious illness has not recovered, and the guards on the side see that Fu Jian is different, for fear that something will happen to him.
"Go and find it!" Fu Jian said in a deep voice.
The crowd dispersed, and in the huge courtyard, only he and the little man in charge of the lamp were left. Fu Jian stroked Fusang's eyes, only feeling sleepy. The last time he saw it, it was many years ago that Yu Gece immediately went to Chang'an to find them, he remembered that she gave him and Brother Fu Chang a small note, so many years have passed, he never knows what is written on that note, and he doesn't know what is written on Brother Fu Chang's note.
Fu Jian sat in the garden of Yufu, listening to the sound of the water, and suddenly remembered that when he first met, he was only a son of seven or eight years old, and he accompanied his grandfather to Yu's house as a guest. I didn't want to go out soon, and I bumped into the little sister of the fish, struggling in the water. Yuge was rescued by his uncle Li Wei, and when he woke up, he only pointed at him and asked with some annoyance: "You kid, why are you looking at me?" ”
"Aren't you a kid too?" In the past, he was also a child, and retorted loudly.
He still remembered that Yu Ge looked at him with a puzzled face, and soon raised his head and retorted: "I'm different from you!" ”
As a child, he asked, "How is it different?" ”
When the uncle saw them raising the bar, he smiled and said, "Xu is your man, but the one in front of him is a girl." ”
The past is vivid, and now things are no longer human.
Fu Jian's guards checked up and down the fish mansion, and one of them saw Yu Ge in the courtyard, remembering the friendship of the former lord Lang for Yu Xiaomei, and remembering that Yu Xiaomei is now from the palace, so he made up his mind to hide it and not report it. Flew to another yard.
"Master Huilang, no one!" One of the guards returned to Fu Jian's side and replied to him. Soon, another guard returned to Fu Jian's side and replied: "Lord Huilang...... No one! ”
"No one?" Fu Jian didn't believe it, and said angrily: "Look for it again!" ”
Seeing Fu Jian's obsession, the two guards did not dare to go far because of the difficulty, lest this be a plan, lest someone plot against Lord Lang after they left.
I only heard Fu Jian muttering alone: "No one? How could there be no one? ”
Seeing this, the accompanying little servant said loudly: "Master Lang, I'm afraid that the horse has met a thief and now he has come back, I'm afraid there is really no one in this house?" ”
"Hmph, hahahaha, what a nobody! Nobody, huh? I'll find it myself! Fu Jian sneered a few times, got up and walked away, Fusang is in this mansion, is there really no one in this fish mansion?
"Lord Lang, take a break!"
"Lord Lang, the night is heavy, let's go back!"
"Master Lang's illness has not recovered, please take care!"
Everyone couldn't persuade them, so they only followed Fu Jian to walk around in the fish mansion, and they had seen broken walls, ruins, flowers, and weeds, and there was no trace of people. Going back to the original garden, Fuso was still in the old place in the moonlight. Fu Jian sat by the flower pond and gasped for breath, staring at his eyes, he thought in his heart: Really, is there no one?
Seeing the incense candle at his feet, Fu Jian felt uncomfortable in his heart, did he still think too much about himself? The dead are gone, and if they don't believe in the facts, how can it not be disrespectful to the spirits of the dead? After reading it, Fu Jian ordered people to set up lamps and candles to pay tribute to the dead.
On the other side, Yu Ge sat in the courtyard and read about the past, got up, and walked out of the courtyard with the pastries he had bought before. What if the parents and Yuxi are all right? Maybe it's just that the war between Qin and Jin hit Luoyang, and her parents fled with Yuxi and had time to tell her in the future?
Yuge snorted and comforted himself as he walked. Walking up the stairs, bypassing the bamboo forest, brushing the banana leaves, walking to the edge of the garden, far away, I saw someone lighting incense candles under the cold moonlight to pay tribute to the moon. Not far away, is a small guy who holds the lamp and leads the horse.
Yu Ge approached step by step, and the guards beside the mourners heard the footsteps, drew their swords and flew up, and in the blink of an eye, two swords glowing with clear light were placed on her neck.
The people who paid their respects not far away were unmoved, and after silently offering incense, their Adam's apple rolled and asked in a trembling voice, "You...... Who is it? You...... What is your name? ”
Yu Ge raised his head when he heard the sound, looked at the side face of Ruyu who was not far away, and said lightly: "Zhang ...... Three! ”
When the mourners heard the sound, they stood there like thunder. The past comes to mind:
"I ask you, what's your last name?"
The girl in her memory looked suspicious, looked at the person in front of her, and opened her mouth to say, "The surname is Zhang." ”
"Then let me ask you again, what is your name?"
The girl twisted her clothes and bit her lip lightly, and said hesitantly: "Zhang...... Three ......"
Fu Jian had mixed feelings in his heart, clenched his fists, his nails embedded in the flesh, held back his emotions, turned his head and asked, "Sanniang, is it you?" ”
Yuge's heart was shocked when he heard this, and his tears couldn't stop flowing, his appearance changed and his voice changed, but the only person in this world who would call her "Sanniang" was Fu Jian! Unable to say a thousand words, she just wanted to hurry up to him and ask him what had happened during her absence.
Seeing this, Konoe took away his sword, and Yuge ran to Fu Jian's side, grabbed his clothes, and cried.
Fu Jian hugged the fish song, and his heart was full of joy and sorrow, sadness, sadness, sadness in this troubled world, the old man resigned from things and people; Happy, happy to be able to reunite with her after a long absence in this troubled world.
After a long time, Yu Ge stopped his emotions and calmed down, and asked Fu Jian: "In the years that Yu Ge has been away, how has Fu Jian's brother been, can he marry?" Sister Yun has guarded Brother Fu Jian for all these years, has she achieved positive results with Brother Fu Jian? ”
Yu Ge wanted to continue, but he heard a warm voice above his head: "No! ”
Those two words shook her heart, and she had an indescribable feeling. Both of them were silent for a long time before Yu Ge asked again, "Brother Fu Chang, what's wrong?" ”
Fu Jian's body was shocked, and he replied for a long time: "It has been many years since the prince died......
When Yuge heard this, his heart seemed to be drained of a trace of strength, and he muttered: "Mourn the prince? Brother Fu Chang? How many years have you been dead? "It's like asking yourself, and it's like asking Fu Jian.
Fu Jian didn't know how to comfort her, after all, since she was a child, Yuge had only thought about Fu Chang alone. Yuge took two steps back, smiled, his face was full of disbelief, but his tears couldn't stop falling, and said, "You lied to me, right?" Is it that Brother Fu Chang and Sister Huaiyu are married, and you are afraid that I will be sad and make up to lie to me? ”
"Fish Song ......" Fu Jian saw that her body was unstable and reached out to help.
I saw Yu Ge pointing at him and yelling, "You say! ”
Fu Jian's heart throbbed, and he said bitterly: "No! ”
Yuge twitched at the corner of his mouth and asked, "Then you say, what about Huaiyu?" ”
Fu Jian also smiled, unable to hide his sadness in his eyes, and said, "Queen Liang is dead." "Fu Chang is dead, Queen Liang is dead, and the people who have grown up together since childhood have left him one by one, like a knife stabbed into the bottom of his heart. These things are now spoken little by little, like a scabbed wound being revealed, and the person who uncovers this scar is the most unbearable person in his life.
Yu Ge laughed maniacally, stepped back step by step, sat down on the ground, and said, "Queen? "Fu Chang is dead, how did Huaiyu become the queen of Great Qin?
The pastries in his hand were scattered on the ground, and tears were falling down. After a long time, Fu Cai asked, "That...... Where's my mom and dad? Over the years, Daqin, what has happened? ”
Yu Ge looked at Fu Jian's eyes with hazy eyes, his Adam's apple rolled a few times and stopped talking, looking at the incense altar on the side, his heart was clear, with tears and strange smiles on his face, he choked up and said: "Is it the Huan Wen Northern Expedition, my father and mother and Yu Xi have not been spared?" ”
Seeing that Fu Jian didn't answer, Yuge bit his lips tightly and didn't make a sound, but he couldn't stop his tears. After being reborn, all kinds of things passed by the bottom of my eyes one by one, and my heart felt like a thousand pounds, and I only felt uncomfortable. Originally, Gu Nian Cangtian treated her well, but in the end, it only made her lose more completely. In the end, the Buddha said that there are seven sufferings in human life: birth, old age, sickness, death, resentment, hatred, love and separation, and unwantedness. She couldn't ask for it, she couldn't ask for a stable and happy life in her previous life, is it the same in this life?
The night was deep and the sound of insects was silent. Yuge picked up the pastries on the ground and stuffed them into his mouth, like crazy. I thought that this was my mother's favorite pastry, Yuxi's favorite pastry, such as today's eternal separation, she never had the opportunity to laugh with them, no longer had the opportunity to buy them their favorite pastries to eat with them, and no longer had the opportunity to make a mistake after buying this pastry and her mother to make amends, and begged her mother to forgive her.
Now that she has no home, no brothers and sisters, the Yu family has collapsed, the huge Daqin, where is her place, and where should she go from now on? Whether she should go with them or live in troubled times, she didn't know......
Fu Jian approached, squatted beside her, afraid that she would bite her tongue with too much sadness, and reached out to grab the pastry in her hand. Yuge went crazy, grabbed Fu Jian's hand and bit it down hard. Fu Jian looked at her in pain and didn't speak, and only ordered the guards and the little guy not to get close. Yu Ge's mouth was overflowing with the smell of blood, and he threw away Fu Jian like waking up from a dream, and stood up and looked at his eyes in disbelief.
The guards and the little maid stepped forward to check Fu Jian's injury, Yu Ge watched the candle flame on the altar on the side gradually extinguished, he couldn't believe what he saw in front of him, he couldn't believe that Fu Chang Liang Huaiyu was dead, and he didn't dare to believe that his father and mother had left her, turned around and ran to Fusang, turned over and jumped on horseback, and ran out.