Chapter 29: The Truth
When Qiu Ci returned home, Su Yinian was already gone, and there were still two or three dumplings left on the plate, perhaps because he thought that Qiu Ci didn't bring the key when he went out, so he put the key under the trash can outside when he left, and specially sent her a text message to tell her. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
She didn't turn on the light, and by the moonlight outside the window, Qiu Ci walked to the sofa and sat down, covering her forehead decadently, tonight not only made Lu Fengbai misunderstand, but also hurt Su Yinian.
Why does she always say such hurtful things inadvertently, and every time she hurts someone who is good to herself.
Qiu Ci waited for Lu Fengbai at home for several days, but he didn't come to her, not a single phone call or text message, as if he had disappeared.
As a result, the first call she received in so many days turned out to be a call from Sun Xiaoan, who said that he was too busy because of the exam some time ago, and now he is free, so the people in the studio wanted to make up a birthday banquet for Lu Fengbai together, and asked her if she would like to celebrate Lu Fengbai's birthday three months late.
Qiu Ci hesitated, Lu Fengbai was still angry with her now, and he definitely didn't want to see her, but Qiu Ci looked at him very much, she said, "I'll go." ”
Sun Xiaoan left her an address and asked her to come over early.
When Autumn resigned, there weren't many people in the box.
Sun Xiaoan told her: "When Mr. Lu comes, we must behave naturally, and then order a birthday song when he is relaxed, and then send a cake." ”
"You're pretty thoughtful."
"Of course, I'm also the head of the studio." Sun Xiaoan said very proudly.
The people gradually came, and they could tell Lu Fengbai that they were half an hour late, so when they were singing, Lu Fengbai pushed the door open.
The moment Qiu Ci saw him, his heart fluttered as if he was about to jump out, and his eyes trembled slightly.
Lu Fengbai saw Qiu Ci sitting in the crowd at a glance, obviously he didn't deliberately look for her, but he still saw it at a glance, he faintly withdrew his gaze and found a place to sit down.
"Teacher, do you want to sing?" As soon as Lu Fengbai came over, someone gave way.
He and Qiu Ci are one in the south and the other in the north, obviously like a long distance, but they always raise their eyes to see each other.
Lu Fengbai shook his head: "I can't sing." ”
"Huh? can't sing, aren't the average handsome guys singing very good? ”
"It really won't, it's not perfect." Lu Fengbai refused with a smile.
Sun Xiaoan took the microphone and sang selflessly, and then looked at Qiu Ci: "Come on, let's sing together." ”
Qiu Ci was still sad because of Lu Fengbai's indifference, but when he heard Sun Xiaoan say this, he was half frightened: "Don't, I can't sing." ”
"I don't believe it, you sing very well."
"Not really." Qiu Ci was very embarrassed and refused.
I saw Sun Xiaoan whispering in her ear: "Don't you remember what I told you when I came?" Nature's performance. ”
Qiu Ci was very depressed, she was very natural, and it was a completely real reaction.
"Okay." Qiu Ci took the microphone and didn't start singing yet.
I only heard Sun Xiaoan shouting: "Cut the song." ”
And then a good song, only to hear the scrub scrub scrub.
Qiu Ci could only sing along with embarrassment: "Wash and scrub and scrub ......"
"Sing louder!" Sun Xiaoan shouted excitedly.
Qiu Ci blushed and threw the microphone in his arms: "Sing it yourself." ”
Then he drank depressedly.
Lu Fengbai looked at her and felt very uncomfortable, it turned out that she could live well without him, she got along well with her friends, she could talk and laugh with anyone, without him, she still lived very comfortably.
Qiu Ci sat on the sofa with a blank glance at Lu Fengbai, he was talking to the classmate next to him with his head sideways, and the female classmate next to him was so amused by him that he covered her mouth and smiled.
Qiu Ci was very uncomfortable, she didn't know who put the red wine on the table, she didn't even think about it and drank it directly, Wen Ruojin exclaimed when she saw this: "Qiu Ci is wine." ”
Even if they don't get along, friends are still friends, and Wen Ruojin still can't ignore the existence of Qiu Ci.
After Lu Fengbai heard Wen Ruojin's shout, his body was stunned for a moment, and he looked at Qiu Ci, he knew that Qiu Ci was not a drop of wine, wasn't she so happy as she seemed on the surface?
Qiu Ci just smiled: "It's just wine, it's okay to drink it so happily." ”
Wen Ruojin looked at her with her eyebrows together: "Are you really happy?" ”
"Happy, happy." Qiu Ci put down the empty cup, only felt a little dizzy, but there was no discomfort.
Lu Fengbai looked at such an autumn speech, his heart felt like a heavy punch, and even his throat was cramping, but now he couldn't hug her and comfort her, so he could only look at her quietly like a stranger.
As promised, the birthday song sounded, and a cake was delivered outside.
Sun Xiaoan walked up to Lu Fengbai with the cake and grinned: "Teacher's late birthday cake, happy birthday." ”
As soon as Sun Xiao'an finished speaking, all the students stood up and faced Lu Fengbai: "The teacher has taken care of you for so long, hard work, happy birthday." ”
The voice was neat and consistent, Qiu Ci saw that Lu Feng's eyes were red, but he still stood up with a smile and took the cake: "Thank you." ”
Perhaps only at this moment did he understand the happiness of being a teacher and the greatness of the profession of a teacher.
"Teacher, blow out the candle and make a wish." Sun Xiaoan said.
Lu Fengbai closed his eyes, the orange candlelight shone on his face trembled slightly, and at that moment, Qiu Ci felt that Lu Fengbai, who was so quiet, was like a gust of wind crossing her heart, making her unable to ignore it.
It's so quiet here, Qiu Ci is breathing heavily, and the room is very stuffy, as if he can't breathe.
After Lu Fengbai blew out the candles, he heard Wen Ruojin shouting: "Autumn resignation." ”
Immediately after that, there was the sound of the door closing, and Wen Ruojin chased him out.
The air outside circulated a little, and the feeling of suffocation was gradually relieved, and Qiu Ci leaned against the corner of the wall and gently hung his chest, making his heart more energetic.
When Wen Ruojin came out, Qiu Ci was leaning against the wall: "Out of breath? ”
"Yes." Qiu Ci nodded, his voice very soft.
"You don't seem to be happy today." Wen Ruojin and her have been friends for so many years, and Qiu Ci is a person who values her friends very much, so when Wen Ruojin talked to her, she was more happy than bored.
"It's just not as happy as you think, and it's not unhappy." Qiu Ci lowered his head, and his voice was faint and calm.
After Lu Fengbai cut the cake, he went out by going to the toilet.
Wen Ruojin looked at Qiu Ci, a little silent, and asked for a long time, "Is it related to Teacher Lu?" ”
"Why do you ask?"
"I think you have an unusual relationship with him, tell me if you like him."
"What do you think?" At this time, Qiu Ci didn't want to mention Lu Fengbai the most, let alone hear Wen Ruojin mention it, she obviously knew and told Han Mo, and now come and ask her what she means.
Wen Ruojin said: "To be honest, I can't say whether a person like Mr. Lu likes it or not, but I can be sure if I have a good impression." ”
"You say I have a crush on him?"
"Yes."
"What about you? Since you are so sure of him, do you like him or not, do you have a good impression of him? Qiu Ci's words sounded a bit competitive, and she was angry when she saw Wen Ruojin talking to her about Lu Fengbai so casually.
Wen Ruojin was stunned and did not answer.
Qiu Ci sneered: "You can't tell you, then let me tell you, you don't like Lu Fengbai, what you like is Han Mo, so I have always regarded you as a friend, but you have regarded me as an enemy, you took a photo of me and him, sent it to Han Mo, and forcibly turned me and Han Mo into strangers, and now?" I didn't get him, and neither did you. ”
"You ......" Wen Ruojin looked at Qiu Ci in disbelief, it turned out that she knew everything.
"I'm surprised, why do I know, Wen Ruojin, do you really think I'm blind, I really can't see your careful thoughts for so many years? It's just that I don't want to admit it, I just thought that as long as I could be with you and Han Mo all the time, it would be fine, but you just broke this relationship, and the eight-year relationship was torn apart by you. Qiu Ci said very emotionally, and kept gasping.
Wen Ruojin lowered her eyes, she had already regretted it, but when she heard Qiu Ci say it so quickly, she was still heartbroken: "I'm sorry Qiu Ci, I don't want to do this either, I'm just confused for a while." ”
"Do you really want to apologize to me?" Qiu Ci's voice gradually slowed down.
"Yes."
"Okay, I can forgive you, but the price is that you can never be with Han Mo, as long as you are not with her, I will forgive you."
Wen Ruojin's hand clenched into a fist, the Qiu Ci in front of her was no longer the Qiu Ci she knew, she had never seen her angry before, and now she knew that such a gentle Qiu Ci was like a hedgehog, full of thorns that could not be touched.
She closed her eyes in despair, and her voice was soft: "Okay, I promise you." ”
Lu Fengbai heard it clearly, word for word.
She still couldn't put Han Mo down, she knew that it was impossible for her and Han Mo to be together, so she didn't want others to get what she couldn't get, Lu Fengbai smiled self-deprecatingly, yes, they have only known each other for a few years, how can they have a relationship for eight years.
When Qiu Ci returned to the private room, Lu Fengbai was walking towards her, Qiu Ci looked at her and her heart was pounding, she thought that Lu Fengbai wanted to talk to her, but she didn't want to pass by directly.
The tip of her nose still smelled of Lu Fengbai passing by, but she couldn't see his figure, and his indifferent eyes passed through her heart like a sharp sword, without a trace of blood, but it made her feel pain.
Wen Ruojin saw Qiu Ci's almost dull gaze, and saw Lu Fengbai's indifferent and departing figure, she knew that Qiu Ci really liked Lu Fengbai.
It's just that there seems to be a contradiction between them, Qiu Ci is very painful, Wen Ruojin knows that Qiu Ci must be buried in her heart again, she won't say anything to anyone, she bears it alone, she always has a faint sense of distance like this.