Although I don't know many people who read my book, there are still a few people waiting for an update. The pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info said that it will be put on the shelves as soon as possible, and now it seems that it is far away.

I have to say sorry to all of you who have always supported me.

Break the change, just put it first, because I don't have the extra energy to code words now. Mom is sick and hospitalized, and I need to take care of her in the hospital. However, in just a few days, the whole person felt very tired, and his spirit was also very poor, and he felt that he was about to die. Perhaps, after a few more weeks, it will not be so tiring. Fortunately, my mother's condition is improving, and the hard work is worth it.

Today, I saw a book friend called "The First Cat in the World" in the book review area and asked, didn't the author write? Is there something going on?

I replied that the author was dead, and I mourned......

This is God's reply, right?

I don't know how long my mother will need to stay in the hospital, but I have to take care of her until she is discharged from the hospital before I can go back to Mr. Li. The doctor said that it should take at least two months, depending on the mother's condition.

I've been so busy these days that I don't have time to greet Mr. Li. He also happens to be busy, and sometimes at the end of the day, we even just send a message saying good morning, good night.

Occasionally, when I feel tired, I will say I miss you so much, and then send a crying emoji.

When I feel tired, I want to rely on something, but Mr. Li is not around, even if I want to rely on it, I can't rely on it......

Today, the whole person is not in a very good state, probably because the mood is too bad, the heart is too sensitive, and I think too much, so I did some bold things.

I left some people and quit some circles, I felt reluctant and uncomfortable, but I felt a little relieved and relaxed inexplicably.

I'm an extreme, very bad temper, and I really want to love the people I really care about, to love them, to protect them, to do what I can and what I can't do for them, and I did.

But when I find out that they don't need me, when I feel that I am suddenly superfluous, when I find that I begin to understand them, when I find that I am useless, when I find that I am dispensable, I will not stay with them anymore, because they don't need me anymore.

I feel that to be around someone is to feel that he needs me and I need him. It's like Mr. Lee, I need him, and he needs me.

On the contrary, when I feel that I am superfluous, that I am not needed, that I am dispensable, I know that it is time for me to leave.

Because I'm not as important as I think I am, because I'm not as indispensable as I think I'm going to be, because I'm not as unique as I think I'm going to be.

As you can imagine, everything is very different.

So I started to give up on myself, and I suddenly felt that I didn't deserve to be by your side.

Yes, I don't deserve it. Because you don't need me anymore, and I don't have the point to continue to exist with you.

Yes, it doesn't make sense.

You have someone better than me by your side, accompanying you, what are you going to do if you want me to be so bad, if you want me to help me with nothing?

Maybe you think it's funny, stupid, and ridiculous, but that's exactly what I think.

Since you don't need me, then I'll leave.

From now on, you take your Yangguan Road, and I cross my single-plank bridge.

If he can meet again one day, I won't even give you a look.

Reunion, that is, strangers.

Even if I poured out my heart to you before, even if I did a lot of things for you before, even if I couldn't cry when I left, even if I talked about you now, tears couldn't stop pouring out, even if I was sad and reluctant in my heart, I wouldn't look back for you again.

I will leave you before you forsake me. This is my last self-esteem and pride.

Maybe soon, there will be a new person standing by your side, standing in my former position, and after a long time, you may not even remember my name.

I don't want you to remember, I don't like to live in other people's memories. Because everything in the memories is dead! Dead! Dead!

Whoever can enter my heart will be treated as a king.

Those who do not enter my heart will be disdainful of perfunctory.

It's good to be happy.

Also, I will not bless you, but I will not curse you.

Because, I was disappointed. Because, I loved.

That's all.

The book friend group has been disbanded for the second time, and there shouldn't be a third time, who knows! It's not like you don't know my nature. A new book group has been set up, but I don't think many people will add it.

Walking, scattering, who came, who left, who left and came, I know, I remember.

I haven't coded words for a long time, and now I'm typing, and I feel rusty......

Tomorrow is another day, come on!

Wait for the update slowly, Ang.

There are three happy things in this world, some people love you, some people understand you, and some people wait for you.

It doesn't matter if you wait or not.

Because I know that there will be people waiting, even if it is just one.

I know, I'm sure, I'm sure.

Someone! I was tired, bathed and changed my clothes, and got ready for bed.

Tonight, let's turn over the brand of the queen mother......

Little Lizi, why don't you come over quickly?