Qiu Ci lowered his head, his thin body seemed to merge with the darkness, his shoulders kept shaking and crying, all of which was telling Lu Fengbai what he had just done as a bastard. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

"Excuse me." Lu Fengbai called her softly, but she didn't respond.

When he reached out to touch her, she shrank back.

"Are you going to never want to see me again?" Lu Fengbai's voice was very sad, and there seemed to be a flash of water in his eyes in the darkness.

Qiu Ci whispered: "En." But it was like a cry.

"Okay, then I'll go and never appear in front of you again, so that you won't cry and won't be sad, right?" Lu Fengbai looked at her, but she didn't say a word.

Lu Fengbai felt extremely uncomfortable in his heart, as if he was being pulled by something, the pain was so painful that he couldn't breathe, he got up and walked towards the door, until he walked out of the bedroom, Qiu Ci raised his head and saw his figure disappear from her sight.

Suddenly, Qiu Ci was scared, she was afraid that Lu Fengbai would really disappear like this and never see him again, obviously he was bullying herself like that just now, but she couldn't help but want him to stay.

Why did you become like this, Lu Feng Bai Lu Feng Bai ......

She couldn't accept it, she couldn't accept Lu Fengbai's departure, she couldn't accept Lu Fengbai disappearing into her own world, she found that she seemed to really like Lu Fengbai, or love.

Qiu Ci's mind was blank, and she only felt that her body was light, and she ran out.

When Lu Fengbai was about to open the door with her suitcase, she heard footsteps, and she saw Qiu Ci running out with tears in his eyes, not even wearing shoes on his feet, standing there looking at him.

She raised her feet and walked towards Lu Fengbai: "Teacher, don't go." She couldn't stop crying, her speech was intermittent, her body was sobbing without listening, like a child abandoned by her mother, very pitiful.

Lu Fengbai's heart hurt so much, the hand holding the doorknob tightened but loosened, he still couldn't let go of her, he turned around and walked towards Qiu Ci, but before he touched Qiu Ci, he was hugged by her.

Qiu Ci put his feet around his neck, and buried his whole body in his neck and kept sobbing: "I'm sorry, I spoke too much...... You are the best for me in this world, if you leave me, I will become a person again, that feeling of loneliness, so uncomfortable, I don't like it at all, teacher, don't leave me alone. As she spoke, tears kept falling, and her voice was choked and she couldn't say a complete sentence.

It turned out that she had already regarded him as family.

"It's me who is not good." Lu Fengbai picked her up, his voice was extremely gentle, but Qiu Ci's face was still buried in his arms: "I won't touch you until you grow up, I will do what I say." ”

He hugged Qiu Ci on the bed, covered her with a quilt, and was about to turn around to leave, but Qiu Ci immediately grabbed his hand and looked at him with teary eyes: "Teacher, do you want to leave?" ”

"I'm not leaving, I'm going to sleep outside."

"Teacher, the bed is big, don't go."

Lu Fengbai looked at her, he always couldn't refuse Qiu Ci, although he really wanted to sleep with her, but what he thought about was completely different from the feeling of being asked by Qiu Ci.

He lay next to her, took her into his arms, patted her on the back gently, and coaxed her like a child, while Qiu Ci closed his eyes, lay in his arms, and fell asleep quietly.

She slept very peacefully this night, and she had never slept so peacefully when she was so old.

And Lu Fengbai finally knew, Qiu Ci, who didn't seem to care about anything, was extremely concerned about him, she was more sensitive than anyone else, and she was more afraid of loneliness than anyone else, even so, she didn't show it easily on weekdays, she always smiled when she looked at people, and seemed to be very good to everyone, but no one could get into her heart.

She is a person who lives in loneliness, so when a person can dispel her loneliness, she must be reluctant to leave him.

When Qiu Ci woke up the next day, it was already dawn for a long time, and he was definitely going to be late for this morning's class, but it didn't matter, it didn't affect if he didn't paint in the morning.

She staggered out of bed, what happened last night was like a dream, and she didn't care, so when she got up, she didn't see Lu Fengbai, and she wasn't so surprised.

But when she saw herself in the mirror, she couldn't come back to her senses for a long time, her eyes were swollen like walnuts, she lowered her head in despair, how to see people in the afternoon.

When Lu Fengbai came back, he was carrying a dish in his hand, he went into the bedroom to take a look and found that Qiu Ci was not there, so he walked to the bathroom and found that she was lowering her head and didn't know what she was thinking.

"What's wrong?" Lu Fengbai's voice suddenly passed through her ears.

She raised her head and saw Lu Fengbai standing at the door, and after a second, she raised her hand to cover her eyes: "No...... It's nothing. ”

Seeing this, Lu Fengbai smiled, and he cared so much about his image: "If your eyes are swollen, don't block it, I'll cook for you, go to class in the afternoon, I'm going to go back too." ”

"Oh." Qiu Ci obediently put down his hand.

Lu Fengbai was busy in the kitchen, and Qiu Ci finished washing up and changed into clean clothes, sitting on the sofa and waiting for the food to be served.

"Teacher, your cooking is really delicious!" Qiu Ci praised without hesitation.

Lu Fengbai wiped his sweat, just shredded green pepper meat, just because you like to eat this, but Lu Fengbai didn't say anything just smiled and ate silently.

Qiu Ci is really a very smart person, she knows that some things should be forgotten and forgotten, remembered what should be remembered, said what should be said, and not said what should not be said, so even if it was like that last night, she would be as if she didn't remember anything when she got up the next day.

After the start of the school year, everything was the same as before.

Lu Fengbai taught the students, Qiu Ci sat in the corner and painted, this was the last semester they had been in class together, and there were still three months to go before the exam, and Qiu Ci didn't dare to slack off for a moment.

During the National Day holiday, Lu Fengbai took the autumn resignation to sketch, painted one after another on paper, 8 open sheets of paper, and painted an average of 20 landscapes a day.

When I went home at night, Qiu Ci was about to collapse, and I felt that it was very difficult to pick up the pen.

Lu Fengbai said: "Time is running out, I'm staying up, and it's easy to finish the exam." ”

Qiu Ci had to endure it and practice day and night.

Just like Lu Fengbai encouraged everyone in the classroom: "It will still be useful to hold Buddha's feet temporarily, it is better than not hugging." ”

After saying that, there will be a burst of laughter from below.

"Teacher, can I hold the feet of your big Buddha."

Lu Fengbai shook his head calmly: "No, and I don't believe in Buddhism." ”

"Then what does the teacher believe? Christ? ”

"I believe in Monkey King."

So there was another burst of laughter, Lu Fengbai always used cold humor to relieve everyone's nervousness, Qiu Ci felt that Lu Fengbai was really powerful, at least she wasn't so nervous.

Sun Xiaoan raised his head and looked at Lu Fengbai standing in the crowd and said, "Teacher, Sun Wukong died in the end, and he can't bless you if you believe him." ”

"Sun Wukong has obviously become a Buddha, and he will defeat the Buddha by fighting." Someone immediately retorted.

"Nonsense, obviously dead, it was a six-eared macaque that became a Buddha."

"Have you ever read the book "Journey to the West", which clearly says that it is a demon, and the six-eared macaque is the demon of Sun Wukong, either someone else or himself."

The more the two of them quarreled, the more fierce they became, Lu Fengbai was helpless, his words actually caused the two people to quarrel, and when he raised it, he waved it to signal them to calm down: "The Monkey King I said is different from what you said." ”

"Huh? How is it different? The two asked in unison.

"The Monkey King I'm talking about is the Monkey King, not the Monkey King who went to learn the scriptures, so don't fight, paint with peace of mind."

Once again, because of Lu Fengbai's words, the two of them quieted down.

Qiu Ci glanced at Sun Xiaoan and said helplessly: "Why did you suddenly fight with others." ”

"What to fight about, it's obviously an academic discussion, no matter how you say it, it's also a masterpiece, and it's not a shame to say it." Sun Xiao'an didn't stop his hand when he spoke, and it seemed that he also wanted to sprint at the end.

On the day of the exam, Lu Fengbai followed the bus very dedicatedly, standing in the carriage and urging him to bring the pencil, palette and knife......

At that moment, Qiu Ci felt that Lu Fengbai was really long-winded.

At lunchtime, Lu Fengbai bought a whole class of lunch, and distributed it to everyone.

"For the first time, I think the teacher is so considerate!" The classmate standing on the side said with a smile.

Lu Fengbai listened, just smiled, and then pretended to be serious and said, "Don't talk when eating." ”

As a result, it was okay not to speak, but as soon as he spoke, the girl next to him couldn't help it: "Teacher, you haven't laughed much since you taught us for so long, and it's so beautiful when you smile, but now you see that we are leaving, you are very happy, and you can't help but want to laugh." ”

"Then I'm not smiling." Lu Fengbai said that he would accept it, and immediately looked cold again.

This exam is very important, if the exam is good, the universities in the province will not have to worry, so he tried to make each of them feel better and play for a long time in the examination room.

"Hey, teacher, do you have a girlfriend?" The girl next to her stepped forward and asked.

"It's a secret."

"Well, if you don't have me, work hard."

Lu Fengbai smiled helplessly: "Let's study hard." ”

Originally, it seemed that Lu Fengbai suddenly became easy to get along with, so he let go of teasing him, but after chatting for a long time, he still didn't get anything, is this Lu Fengbai too lonely.

Qiu Ci and Sun Xiaoan sat on the steps of the flower bed to eat, the two of them didn't know what they were talking about, some were talking and laughing, Lu Fengbai came over and happened to see this scene.

Although it looked very uncomfortable, I thought that it was the time of the exam, so I held back, walked over and asked, "How do you two feel about the exam?" ”

"It's okay, it feels like it's the same as usual." Sun Xiaoan sighed helplessly as he spoke: "I specially worshiped the Bodhisattva yesterday and wanted to play extraordinarily." ”

"If your usual level is played, it's almost the same, I'm afraid that your painting skills that are sometimes high and low will suddenly fall out of level today."

"Then I'm not out of standard, I earned it?"

"Pretty much."

Hearing this, Sun Xiaoan's depressed expression just now was swept away, it seems that he is really a tenacious child, too easy to coax.

"What about you?" Lu Fengbai looked at her and asked.

"It's the same as usual, and I don't play for a long time." Qiu Ci sighed helplessly: "I thought I could submit the paper in advance, but the model brought a pair of glasses, which wasted a lot of my time." ”

"Just finish the painting on time, I don't worry about you when I sketch, but I pay attention to the color matching of gouache."

"Well, I've been drawing for so long, and my mind is full of templates, just basic color matching, don't do tricks."