Chapter 44: Life and Death Go Together

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To join the army was the first willfulness in her own life, and she did not regret it. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info If there is no willfulness this time, she will not be able to experience the joy of being free with her husband and grinding her ears and temples, let alone having this child temporarily living in her body.

She is looking forward to this child so much, she loves this unborn child so much that she can't imagine that this child is a posthumous child...... The only time she, as a mother, joined the army, and when their mother and son went back, without a father, what kind of days would be waiting for her and this child?

This kid was supposed to be the proud general.

She didn't dare to think about it, and she couldn't think about it. Life and death are fate, her life is on Xu Zhong, so she doesn't leave, he lives, she lives, he dies, she never lives alone.

Or in her previous life, she was just alive, and after experiencing the truth, who could just live like the walking dead?

She couldn't.

In Xu Zhong's heart, he pretended to be the whole city, pretended to be the glory of being the guardian of a city, and in Gu Mingzhu's heart, he pretended to be Xu Zhong.

Shen Jinyu wanted to persuade her, but she couldn't say anything, Gu Mingzhu had just cried, and her eyes were still hazy with tears, but she didn't have a bit of misery, she knew in her heart that she had made up her mind, so she could only smile and say: "Don't worry too much, General Xu is a hero in the world, and the situation may get better, it's good to have these things ready and not needed, and now it's just gossip." ”

Before the words fell, the door was slammed open, and Sang Tian entered quickly with a black face: "Things have changed, you two come with me." ”

Gu Mingzhu's face turned pale in an instant, and there was no trace of blood, and he couldn't even say a word.

Seeing her dejected appearance like this, Shen Jinyu also knew that the situation was urgent now, and there was no time to delay, so she handed over the food package to Sang Tian, tied the package of medicine bag to her body, pulled Gu Mingzhu and walked out of the door.

Gu Mingzhu Mu Ran was pulled up from the chair and woke up like a dream, and shook his head again and again while retreating: "No, no, no, I can't go with you." As he spoke, tears began to fall.

Sang Tian was in a hurry, and he couldn't take care of the defense of men and women, so he stepped forward and grabbed Gu Mingzhu's arm and dragged it out, Gu Mingzhu grabbed the door frame with his backhand and said, "You guys go, I want to stay." She broke free of Sang Tian's hand with all her strength, and went to Shen Jinyu to cry: "Think about my difficulties, if you want to take me away, it is tantamount to asking for my life now, I thank you for your rescue, but at this time, I can't go, I can't go, I want to wait here, waiting for my husband to win." ”

Shen Jinyu didn't know what the situation was outside, but when she saw Sang Tian's expression, she knew that the situation was urgent, stopped her movements, stood in front of Gu Mingzhu and asked: "Let's go first, the days ahead are still long, you still have children, let's find a way together, we must survive first, what's more, if you don't leave, General Xu will be distracted." ”

Gu Mingzhu had completely calmed down, she wiped her tears with her cuffs, pretended to be pretentious, quickly bent down slightly, pulled out a knife from her calf and said, "You forced me to go, and I ended my life here." Brother Xu arranged for me to go with you, I just won't go, he can't know now, if the city is really broken, I will never survive, I beg you, I want to stay, I want to stay here, I want to wait for Brother Xu to come to me alive. ”

Shen Jinyu knew just now that she had made up her mind, and she just wanted to try to see if she could be taken away. Life and death were at stake, she was reluctant, lowered her head and sighed, stepped forward and hugged Gu Mingzhu tightly.

Sang Tian stepped forward and grabbed Shen Jinyu's arm, took her to the outside of the courtyard, a low horse bolted here, he turned over on the horse, pulled Shen Jinyu to sit behind the horse, the two of them went all the way to the north, the enemy army was already attacking the city, outside the city gate could already see the high longitudinal cloud ladder, and the sound of the firelight blade colliding, Sang Tian and the two silently rushed to the mountain, did not speak, did not look back.

Anju, can't be any longer.

They were almost at the mountainside, and when the weather was getting colder, and when the day dawned, it was dark again, and they stopped occasionally to rest and recuperate, and then went on until they were finally exhausted, and then they found a small cave to rest.

Further up, the mountain became more and more dangerous, the pony itself is a breed that is good at climbing the mountain, but it can no longer climb up, Sang Tian patted the horse lightly, and released it down the mountain.

The two of them had not eaten for almost a day, and after taking a sip of the spirits that Kuwata had brought with him, he went out to pick up some dry wood and came back to make a fire.

Shen Jinyu tore some of the braised meat with his hands and handed it to Sang Tian, and sat by the fire without eating or drinking, pulling the fire with a wooden stick.

Sang Tian drank some wine, ate some braised pork, handed the wine bag to Shen Jinyu and said calmly: "I know that you are uncomfortable, everyone has their own life, and you can't help them half a point now." ”

Shen Jinyu threw the wooden stick in his hand into the fire before looking directly at Sang Tian and asked, "You saw the fire in the city, right?" Did they slaughter the city? Even if we go through the starry night, we won't have time to move the rescuers, right? ”

Kuwata looked back and didn't answer.

Shen Jinyu stood up suddenly, got up too violently, and hadn't eaten for a long time, shook towards the fire, Sang Tian hurriedly got up and helped her, and finally didn't let her fall into the fire, but the corners of the skirt were sticky with a little spark, and Sang Tian stepped on it a few times before extinguishing.

Shen Jinyu watched the fire at her feet gradually extinguish, and asked miserably: "This fire burned our friends, so many people in the city, and ......" She suppressed the sadness after suppressing her voice: "There are also Xu Zhong's unborn children." ”

Sang Tian's hand trembled obviously, his hand holding Shen Jinyu's shoulder was a little tighter, he pressed Shen Jinyu to the ground and sat down, took the wine bag and drank it fiercely, and then handed it over to Shen Jinyu to take a sip, exhaled a long breath, and then stood up, walked to the exit of the cave and said slowly with his back to the fire with a little wine: "You and I, the master of enlightenment are the same person, and the skills we have learned are all to save my life, and I have been thinking about how to protect myself since I was a child." In our eyes, the family and the country have never existed. ”

This is the first time that Sang Tian has clearly admitted Shen Zheng's relationship with him, once he was furious when he heard words that seemed to be unfavorable to Shen Zheng, and now he was willing to talk about Shen Zheng's shortcomings, Shen Jinyu turned his head to look at him, waiting for him to continue.

Sang Tian stopped, his heart began to shake a little from the time when the saint died for Lingnan, his previous cognition was a little shaken, the family and the country are the saints, this woman, everything she does in her heart is for the survival and safety of Lingnan and her people.