Chapter 76: Have You Ever Regretted It?
With Yuwen Junyan's personal order, the doctors of the Tai Hospital worked day and night to regulate Mo Ruqi's body, and all the rare medicinal materials that could be used in the Beichen Palace were also used. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info
In addition, she was only a heart disease, and her body was fine, and now she is actively cooperating with the treatment, but in the seventh day, except that her face is still a little pale, she has almost recovered. Because the imperial doctor told him to recuperate, he kept lying on the couch.
Everything is as usual in Gantang Palace, the holy favor is still the same, and the king is still in and out, but only the palace people in Gantang Hall know that some things are no longer what they started to be.
Although the king stayed in the Gantang Hall except for the time when he was in the last court, the lady refused to see her, even if the king stood in front of her bed, she pretended to be asleep to avoid the two of them meeting.
She refused to see her, and the king did not force her, but every day at night, she would sit at the door of the inner temple and watch in amazement. Where have the palace maids and eunuchs seen the king like this, and the villains who were secretly talking about the flowers for a hundred days also began to look at the king and his wife differently.
"Qi'er, what the hell is it that you are willing to see me? Will you talk to me? ”
At the entrance of the hall, Yuwen Junyan, whose face was flushed, sat crookedly on the ground, and everyone in the palace had already been dismissed by him. In the air, the rich aroma of wine wafted everywhere, and there were many empty wine jugs on the floor.
After waiting for a long time, the inner hall still did not respond at all, which was also expected by Yuwen Junhiko.
Yuwen Junyan sneered bitterly and poured another sip of wine into his mouth.
He didn't know how many words he had spoken at her door for the past seven days, but she had never responded, and he knew she must have heard, so even if there was no response, he would speak.
"You need time, I can give it to you. But can you give me a deadline, we've missed seven years, do we have to spend time with each other like this? ”
With that, another flask hit the ground, clanging, crisp and harsh.
At this moment, in front of the lover he had loved for so many years and had been wrong for so many years, with the strength of wine, he let go of all his pride and dignity. At this moment, Yuwen Junyan, this invincible king, looks so lonely and desolate.
However, in the hall, there was still no response, and when he turned around, there was only a pale face that was still in his sleep.
"You know what? You've changed so much, and you're so smart, that even I was almost fooled by you. ”
Yuwen Junhiko was still talking to himself, as if he was caught up in some kind of memory.
"It wasn't until she saw it first and gave you the phoenix head gonghou that I became suspicious. However, looking at your unfamiliar face and the identity of the Pavilion Master of the Water Killing Pavilion, I denied my own thoughts. ”
Yuwen Junhiko smiled regretfully, if he had recognized her earlier, he would not have missed such a long time.
"Until the Water Killing Pavilion pursued the relics of the mantle of the dark incense and the shadow relic, and learned that it fell into my hands, you didn't care about anything and broke into the prime minister's mansion alone. Although you try your best to believe that you are only accepting money from people to do things for others, I have always sent people to take care of the relatives of Dark Fragrance and Shadow, and no one has entrusted you with errands. In order to find out the truth, I secretly sent someone to follow you, and finally, on Tingfeng Mountain, I passed on the conversation between you, Dark Nine, and Dark Dust to me, and I was sure that it was really you who came back! ”
Yuwen Junyan's lips showed a long-lost smile, the strength of the wine came up, a touch of crimson appeared on his cheeks, and there was a tenderness rarely seen in his fortitude.
"You have no idea how happy I was at the time! It's been seven years, and you're finally back! It doesn't matter if you're in it for revenge or something else, as long as you come back! It seems as if I went to you right away and told you how much I missed you for the past seven years, countless days and nights. But ......"
The smile on Yuwen Junyan's face was replaced by bitterness: "The hatred that unintentionally reveals in your eyes makes me feel complicated every time!" On the one hand, it makes me sure that it is really you who is standing in front of me, and on the other hand, it also makes me ask myself again and again, what have I done to you to make you hate me so far! And in the past seven years, I have been unable to find you, how much suffering has you suffered, how much suffering! Although I was born a prince and a dignified king, I can't even protect the woman I love the most, and my life is in vain! And with what posture can I stand in front of you and tell you all this? ”
"Do you know how desperate I am in the seven years that you have lived without seeing anyone or dead a body! But I always believe that as long as I don't see your body, you're still alive! Fortunately, you didn't die seven years ago, and I can still see you! ”
Since he was a child, someone told him that as a member of the royal family and the heir to the future throne, it is rare for him to confide in his heart, and he will tell all the things that he has buried in his heart for so many years and dare not show it.
At this moment, the person who had been sleeping suddenly opened his eyes slowly, but Yuwen Junyan, who was talking to himself, did not notice that a line of tears oozing from the corners of her eyes was hidden in the quilt with excellent texture when she skillfully turned her head, and disappeared without a trace.
"Yuwen Junyan......" Mo Ruqi trembled, and her throat, which had not spoken for a long time, was hoarse and low.
"Qi'er, you're finally willing to talk to me!" Yuwen Junyan's depressed expression instantly lit up again, and he excitedly held Mo Ruqi's hand, but Mo Ruqi just raised his hand lightly and hid his hand in the quilt.
His hands fell into the air, and Yuwen Junyan's heart was also empty.
"So far, I only want to ask you, ...... you" In Yuwen Junyan's lost eyes, Mo Ruqi paused, covering the choked throat: "Do you think you did something wrong seven years ago?" In the past seven years, have you ever regretted what you did back then? ”
Yuwen Junyan looked at him and fell into deep thought, he asked himself this question for seven years, a thousand times, ten thousand times! There has been no answer, or there has been an answer for a long time.
Even if he hurts Qing Qi'er, even if he hurts the brother in the dark camp, if he does it all over again, he will make the same choice. Because he is the king of Beichen, he is the prince of the former dynasty, he is burdened with a sea of blood and hatred, and he carries the hope and future of a country on his shoulders.
The love of children has long been a luxury and unattainable thing for him, no matter how much his heart makes him want to choose to be like an ordinary person, desperate and desperate to protect his women and brothers, but the responsibility and mission on his shoulders will force him to make the most beneficial decision for the country and the people!
"Qi'er, I don't want to lie to you, even if you hate me, I ......"
Yuwen Junyan spoke with difficulty, because he knew what she cared about, so he couldn't bear to say it, but after going through so much, there was no room for deception between the two of them.
"I see." However, before he finished speaking, Mo Ruqi's cold voice like a floating cloud and a breeze blew by, interrupting his words.
The opened eyes closed again, slowly turned around, turned his back to Yuwen Junyan with red eyes, and refused to say a word!