Chapter 40: The Demon with the Heart (5)
??? Naitifa carried the dragon Batian all the way south, and he may have flown across the border at this time, which means that even if the army of blood slaves has entered China, Blood Hate has not personally entered the battle, and he has not even moved his position.
However, Long Batian didn't have the energy to think about it, Ruan Tianqiu's tentacle sneak attack just now really injured him, although his body had automatically recovered, but now his consciousness was still very confused.
At this moment, only one voice kept lingering in his head.
Someone is peeking into his inner world, and the thing in his heart that he doesn't want anyone to see the most seems to have been seen clean by that person.
Long Batian felt like he was in a dream, in a trance, dreaming that he was walking naked on the street, and the pedestrians on the street were all looking at him.
This sense of shame.
No, there seems to be some pleasure.
These people were tightly wrapped, timid and obscenely hiding in the shell that they thought could cover everything, but they didn't know that their filthy and rotten hearts had already been exposed in the eyes of Long Batian.
Yes, they are wrong.
If it is said.
Self-discipline is a disguise of hypocrisy to the extreme, and they did it, and they did it well.
"I'm going to be a big hero like him. β
Actually, this sentence was said to Lin Xi, at that time, Long Batian knew that Lin Xi had already walked not far from the door, and with Lin Xi's ear, he must be able to hear it clearly.
Because, on that night, Long Batian knew a lot of things, the coexistence of good and evil, the use of the world master, seeds, and super gods, and even, he also knew that Lin Xi and Ying Feng were actually the same person.
Like all living things, the dragon must live, and in this world of the jungle, the dragon must also become stronger, incomparably stronger.
Lin Xi is a suitable teacher for Long Batian, he has a lot of knowledge far beyond this world, it is not an exaggeration to say that it exceeds the sum of all crystal holders, Long Batian just doesn't understand, why Lin Xi has such terrible knowledge, but he is still not ranked among the many crystal holders?
Of course, this didn't matter anymore, because Long Batian had learned everything that Lin Xi mastered, but it didn't include self-discipline.
In Long Batian's view, self-discipline is a kind of hypocrisy to please Lin Xi, in order to learn knowledge from him better and faster, because, Lin Xi likes self-discipline, and Long Batian will make him feel very satisfied and get the sense of accomplishment as a teacher.
But Long Batian doesn't need this kind of hypocrisy.
This is also one of the reasons why Lin Xi, who was in the square, was so shocked that he couldn't speak.
This little kid actually thinks that self-discipline is a kind of hypocrisy? Isn't it time to spank? No, Lin Xi understands that Long Batian's self-discipline is made to show him, and Long Batian's heart rejects self-discipline, so this is hypocrisy!
Lin Xi never expected this to be the case, but don't be in a hurry to be angry now, it is indeed wrong for Long Batian to deceive him, but isn't it the mentality of resolutely resisting hypocrisy that cultivators have been pursuing?
Yes, Lin Xi also hates hypocrisy, but he must be hypocritical when necessary, such as when facing the super-powerful god, this is the difference?
Okay, so now we can get angry.
Another content that Lin Xi saw was: Long Batian has been accused by others since he was a child, he was blamed by his parents at home, he was blamed by teachers at school, he was blamed by classmates after class, he was blamed by countless older people on the Internet, and he was blamed by Lin Xi when he arrived at Super No. 1, and he was blamed everywhere, in short, he was wrong about everything, he only felt that his whole person was wrong, and there was nothing right.
Lin Xi is really helpless, people are not sages, who can be without fault? When everyone was first born, they naturally didn't know anything, the so-called life experience is a heel and a heel fell out, human beings can only grow better after making mistakes, because failure will make the memory more profound, so the probability of not making the same mistake next time will be lower.
This kind of accusation is actually helping to improve, everyone is here like this, what's wrong with the accusation? Lin Xi didn't expect Long Batian to be so glassy, he couldn't stand it, he couldn't help but say, heheda, the psychological quality of young people in these years is really poor.
But I heard the little madman say: 'Master, don't people who are older than you also accuse your generation of being brain-dead?'
Lin Xi waved his hand and said: "That's because they don't know what we really think, they only know that they are taken out of context, and as the saying goes, the benevolent see the two see the other, and they feel that others are brain-dead, and they are no better, yes or no?
Xiao Mad probably didn't expect a question to blow up Lin Xi's so many words, and after a while, when Lin Xi calmed down, he said, "Master, but you also treat Long Batian like those elders treat you." β
Lin Xi said: 'This is called the good inheritance of traditional virtues, 70 blames 80, 80 blames 90, 90 blames 00, and so on, how interesting...... Uh, what do you mean...... Obviously, no, I ask you, what is wrong about my education of Long Batian? I have worked tirelessly to help him improve, okay, now that I have learned all the things and things, I am better than me, can I get sucked? I tell you, this is the lesson of Chiguoguo! I don't want to take any more apprentices in the future. β
The little madman knew that Lin Xi was still in a state of annoyance, but it was still bold: "But master, this is very likely to be the demon of Long Batian,"
Lin Xi was stunned for a moment, and thought: "Probably not, there will only be two types of normal heart demons, you can't get it and you can't let it go, for now, Long Batian doesn't have anything in particular that he wants and can't get, and he can use source power to change anything he wants." And just now he didn't even want his life to save me, and with the consciousness of giving up his life, there is nothing he can't let go. But it can't be what you say, because it doesn't match at all. My thought is that his demons are probably related to self-discipline and indulgence, and that he is self-indulgent, but he has to abide by the self-discipline that I demand. β
But I heard Xiao Mad say: 'Self-discipline or indulgence should be the manifestation of the demon, not the demon itself, I think, the demon can also be condensed into a word, contradiction, if you start from the contradiction, then he can't accept the accusation and there is the possibility of being defined as the demon.' β
I have to say that our little madman is getting more and more advanced, and what he said is right, Long Batian thinks that he is not wrong...... No, Lin Xi understood, Long Batian must have known that he had done wrong, and his real self-contradiction was that he thought that his mentality of disgust with other people's accusations was wrong, but he wanted to be disgusted, and he couldn't control this disgust, this was the demon in his heart.
If this is the case, our Dragon Batian children have really taken their self-discipline to the extreme, which is completely opposite to what we thought before.
The madman said, 'But now it is dangerous, once he cannot overcome this disgust, he will become a slave to indulgence, because he no longer thinks that he is wrong, and that the fault is the person who accuses him, and he has already thought that his whole person is wrong, and vice versa, the whole world is wrong......
Once Long Batian can't defeat the demons in his heart, he will evolve into the appearance of that specially beepping famous saying - it's not me who is wrong, it's the world.
Lin Xi had already guessed this outcome, and it was the last thing he wanted to see.
Now, though, he's found a solution.
While we complain about others and accuse ourselves, we are actually accusing others at the same time, and so on, everyone is only left to complain and blame others, and will never think about what is wrong with themselves, this is a sad vicious circle, and Lin Xi and Long Batian are already in it.
The way to stop this cycle is actually very simple β no more blaming, no more complaining.
Isn't it better to stop blaming people and make mistakes, but we can use more positive methods to help them correct them, instead of just blaming others for their mistakes.
No longer complaining, we all know that many times other people's accusations against us are just out of incomprehension, so they are particularly wronged, how can we do without complaining? But in fact, we can think about it from another angle, what does the person who accuses us see in the eyes? From his point of view, maybe we will also make accusations, or even more excessive. That's right, at this time, back to ourselves, we have understood that there is indeed a problem, so it's good to solve the problem, by the way, thank you to the person who blamed us, because this person's sharp eyes found our mistakes, this is to help us improve, how can we do it without thanking him?
However, even if Lin Xi comprehends this, I'm afraid it's already too late, at least for Long Batian,
When the Dragon Batian Heart Demon attacked, there was a strong memory residue here, so Lin Xi could see it more clearly, as for the other parts, it was more of Ruan Tianqiu's various "I can't die" and some inexplicable fragments, Lin Xi only knew now that there was a blood slave general who might have taken away Long Batian, or Ruan Tianqiu who had taken Long Batian, but the result would not be good.
I'm afraid that time is not allowed, but Lin Xi has no intention of giving up, and wants to check again, after all, in addition to the sky above the square, Long Batian may have been to other places.
Find Long Batian's team emblem, which records all the movements of Long Batian when he carried it, and soon, Lin Xi followed this track to the ground, this place is three kilometers away from the square, and it is really impossible to find it without the team emblem.
Because the feelings are not strong, there are also memory fragments here, but Lin Xi saw an important piece of information-
Long Batian said that he wanted to see Blood Hate.
The madman asked, 'Master, are we really going to look for the Blood Hate?' I'm a little scared. β
In the absence of the help of other crystal holders, Lin Xi knew that he couldn't kill the blood hatred, after all, it was very time-consuming to control all the souls in the blood hatred source crystal, and it was not possible to control it from a long distance before it passed, the distance between Lin Xi and the blood hatred must be shortened to a certain extent, Lin Xi's guess is that this may be related to the trajectory of time and space, and those who are closer to the physical distance can be understood as standing at the same running point, at least a close point, so that they can be located at the soul level, which in turn shows that the operation of time and space is not a straight line or a plane as we imaginedγ
Lin Xi now regretted a little, he actually forced away Shadow Feng and the Ice and Fire Maiden at that time, if there was help from the two of them, he might be able to fight now.
No, there is no need to regret it, because there is only one reason that can keep them fighting, and that is to watch the Ice and Fire Maiden kill Wang Qiqi.
That's right, never regretting is an attitude, and Lin Xi will also be responsible for this attitude to the end.
Let's go find Blood Hate, it's time to solve this big trouble, and save Long Batian by the way, why not?
Lin Xi soared into the air, and the source crystal aura of blood hatred was there, and it hadn't moved so far, just like a silent battle book, now it just needed to fly over as fast as possible.
However, at this moment, a black shadow suddenly appeared in the oblique blade, and this black shadow was extremely fast, and it stopped in front of Lin Xi in an instant.
It's Ruan Tianqiu.
I only heard him laugh wildly: "Okay, you Lin Xi, your conscience has found out that you have come back to find someone? It's too late! All the people who have been abandoned by you will die miserably in your endless remorse! In the end, you will be like them! Hmphhahaha......
Lin Xi sighed, these words were like predicting his future, however, he had no choice.
However: "Ruan Tianqiu, you must have been a poet or a joker before, and the words you said were too emotional, really." β
"Really?" Ruan Tianqiu couldn't help but ask when he heard this, but his expression quickly became extremely furious: "Do you think you can still escape like just now?" It just so happens that the virus in your blood has lost its activation, and I am still worried that I can't find you, but now it's good, you really sent it to the door by yourself, and you will die!"
Lin Xi waved his hand and said, "I don't want to fight with you, so let's do it, you want my blood, right, I'll give it to you now." After that, he really stretched out his finger and cut off his wrist, and used the source crystal to make a test tube to hold blood.
Ruan Tianqiu was stunned when he saw this, frowned and said, "What do you mean? Do you know how perfect I will become after getting your blood? Ah? Are you stupid? Wait, I see, you have more important things to do? Do you want to save Long Batian? Hmph, hahaha, I am really happy to see you regret it so much! Hahaha......
Lin Xi shook the test tube in his hand and said, "I know that the virus here is very powerful, but I also want to remind you that blindly pursuing these external things will make you gradually lose yourself, so do it yourself." With that, he threw the test tube to Ruan Tianqiu and flew to the location of Blood Hatred.
"You ......" Ruan Tianqiu took the test tube, a little stunned, and suddenly yelled at Lin Xi: "Do you think you can still save people?
Ruan Tianqiu's speed was faster than Lin Xi's, and he had caught up in an instant, and Lin Xi had to turn around to deal with it, however, at the same time, Notifa had already taken the dragon to fall in front of Blood Hatred.
What Long Batian didn't expect was that the legendary blood hatred was on a rocking chair at the moment, the kind that I am afraid that a gust of wind can blow to death, and the bloodless lips opened and only said one sentence:
"It's finally here. β