Su Xia looked at them, the whole person was lying on Han Mo's body, his round eyes secretly looked at Qiu Ci, his eyes were red, Han Mo seemed to hear Su Xia's sobs, and hurriedly picked up Su Xia, looked at him and asked nervously, "Why are you crying?" ”

"Don't bully my sister." Su Xia said aggrievedly with a pout. Qiu Ci looked at Su Xia, such a young child, who would cry aggrievedly because he was dragged by a stranger, and his heart was distressed and moved.

She squeezed out a smile at Su Xia, her eyes were full of tenderness: "Su Xia, don't cry, I'm fine, no one bullied me." Su Xia pointed to Lu Fengbai and tugged at her wrist and said, "There, it doesn't hurt." ”

"It doesn't hurt." With such a gentle autumn speech, Lu Fengbai was jealous, he was about to go crazy with jealousy, that gentleness was very dazzling, and that look should have belonged only to himself.

"Xiaoci, let's talk." Lu Fengbai tried to put his tone as softly as possible. Qiu Ci glanced at Su Xia, then at Lu Fengbai, and nodded: "Okay." Lu Fengbai's heart was suddenly overjoyed, and Qiu Ci said to Han Mo: "You take Su Xia to sit elsewhere for a while, and I'll come over later." Han Mo glanced at her with some concern, in fact, he really didn't want Qiu Ci to go with Lu Fengbai at all, or a glance in his eyes, he didn't want Qiu Ci to give it to other men, but he had no reason to stop her, because they had no other relationship other than being friends, he nodded slightly and hugged Su Xia away.

Seeing that he was about to separate from Qiu Ci, Su Xia lay on Han Mo's shoulder and cried. Qiu Ci felt sorry for Su Xia, he must have thought that he was being bullied, but he was too young to help, Qiu Ci could only cry silently.

Seeing that Han Mo had taken Su Xia away, Qiu Ci looked at Lu Fengbai, the softness in his eyes instantly dissipated, and he was as calm as an emotionless puppet, looking at him and saying lightly: "What else do you have to say?" At that moment, Lu Fengbai felt a deep sense of powerlessness: "Can you stop looking at me with this expression, I don't like it." ”

"So what expression do I use? What emoticons do you think I should use? She didn't make a big fuss, and her tone was calm, but it didn't prevent Lu Fengbai from hearing the anger inside.

Lu Fengbai knew that she was still angry, so she didn't blame her, as long as she knew the truth, she looked at Qiu Ci and said, "Xu Feifei and I are not really engaged. "Not really engaged...... It's obviously a very simple sentence, but Qiu Ci can't understand it, and Lu Fengbai was stunned for a while, fake engagement?

For what? How could Xu Feifei agree.

"What do you mean?" Qiu Ci asked. Lu Fengbai saw that Qiu Ci's attitude was relaxed, the tense strings in her heart loosened, and the expression on her face eased a little, fortunately, fortunately, she was willing to listen to his explanation: "It's just me and her who are just acting." No matter how Qiu Ci listens, he feels like he's lying to himself, acting?

Which woman would joke about her life's events, and in her opinion, Xu Feifei doesn't seem to have any intention of acting with him, if her sixth sense as a woman is not wrong, Xu Feifei must like to land Fengbai, so acting...... How can it be!

Qiu Ci sneered in his heart, since Lu Fengbai decided to deceive, why not find a better reason, this kind of reason may still be believed by herself, now, I'm sorry, she won't be deceived so easily.

Lu Fengbai looked at her, but the perseverance in his eyes made Qiu Ci shake again: "Why do you want to act?" He dragged Qiu Ci to the bench and sat down, he looked at the white smoke coming from Qiu Ci's mouth, and said softly: "Do you remember the story I told you before?" ”

"Yes."

"I haven't finished that story, do you want to hear it again?" Qiu Ci nodded slightly hesitantly. Once upon a time, there was a man who had a woman he liked very much, but that woman married someone else on the day he was about to propose, and he was heartbroken and married according to his family's arrangement.

The two families had little contact until that day when he received a woman he liked and her husband had an accident, and the whole person became very irritable, and lost his temper with his wife and children all day long, until after his wife died, the boy saw his father bring back a girl about his age from outside.

He told his son that when he grew up, he would go to this girl as his wife, but the boy always regarded her as a sister, and later the boy learned that his father asked her to marry that girl in order to fulfill his original regrets.

But he couldn't get out of this relationship, so he could only listen to his arrangement. Lu Fengbai looked at Qiu Ci and asked in a low voice: "Everyone thinks that the boy and the girl should be together, but only that boy knows how much he hates that girl." ”

"How annoying is it?"

"I hate it to the point where I wish she was gone forever."

"That's not fair, that girl is innocent." Lu Fengbai looked at her and suddenly laughed: "You are really objective. Seeing the tenderness in his expression, Qiu Ci hesitated, withdrew his gaze and lowered his eyes, and said no more.

Lu Fengbai said: "I know that in your world, you can live without me, but in my world, I can't live without you, I almost forget how I lived without you." That heart, little by little, became soft for him again, whether she liked Lu Fengbai or not, the answer was yes, he didn't hate Lu Fengbai, the answer was not hate, but between them seemed to be blocked by a gap that could not be crossed, and she was afraid and didn't dare to step forward.

"I ...... I don't like a relationship, there will be a third person. Qiu Ci's voice became soft, the cold tone disappeared, and she listened to his words.

"We are the only ones in our relationship." Lu Fengbai's palm gently covered Qiu Ci's cold hand: "As long as you believe me, I will pave everything for our future." ”

"I'm sure you'll do everything well, but I don't believe I'll be able to hold on to that day, you know, I'm an escapist and I can't change that."

"Then for me, for our future, be brave once." Qiu Ci looked at him, she knew that the story Lu Fengbai told was his own story, and she also knew that the boy was him, she didn't know who she should blame for making her so miserable in this difficult love, everyone was innocent, and there was an emotion that others couldn't ignore.

And in this story, Lu Fengbai is the most innocent person, born in a family without love, but the only mother who loves him committed suicide by jumping off the building in front of him, and he has not recovered from the pain of losing his mother, and his father told him that his future marriage is set.

If she is Lu Fengbai, she must be living in this world with hatred, but he doesn't, he is full of expectations for this unfair world, full of love for Qiu Ci, maybe it is because of the misfortune of witnessing his mother's love that he loves someone so firmly and never lets go.

Qiu Ci looked at him, her dark eyes flashed like stars in the night sky, so beautiful that she wavered: "As long as you don't lie to me and don't abandon me, I will always believe in you." Sure enough, she still couldn't be ruthless to Lu Fengbai, as long as he was willing to put down his body and talk to her, she would forgive him, and this willing forgiveness came from the love that could not be seen or touched but they both felt.

After she went back, she found that she had forgiven Lu Fengbai too quickly, maybe she should put on a stand for a while and let him coax herself more, but she knew that the final result was that she would still forgive Lu Fengbai.

She couldn't hate him, and she couldn't be angry with him. On the day Su Yinian returned, it snowed heavily in the city, and when Qiu resigned to pick him up, he saw him dragging a suitcase with a thick scarf, the only difference from the past may be that his hair was much shorter, and the hair in front of him did not even exceed his eyebrows.

When he saw Qiu Ci, a smile appeared on his tired face, and he waved his hand and walked towards her.

Qiu Ci greeted him and took the suitcase in his hand: "My hair is short." Su Yinian shook off his empty hands and covered his face and stared at Qiu Ci with big eyes: "Is it good-looking?" ”

"Beautiful." Su Yinian is very good-looking, Qiu Ci thinks that Su Yinian's mother must be a big beauty, so she will give birth to such a beautiful Su Yinian, especially those eyes are so good-looking that it is difficult to hold on.

He didn't show his eyes, partly because he didn't want others to see the emotions in his eyes, and partly because he didn't want to see his eyes, afraid that if he did, he would think of the woman who abandoned him.

The two flagged down a taxi on the side of the road, and it was much warmer in the car. As soon as Su Yinian got into the car, he breathed a sigh of relief, Qiu Ci looked at his appearance and asked with a chuckle, "Xu Yang didn't wait for you to come back together?" ”

"Why are you asking me about her?" Su Yinian looked at her and raised his eyebrows and asked.

"You guys are a school, don't ask who you ask, she hasn't contacted me until now." Qiu Ci's voice was a little lazy.

"She came back a long time ago and didn't wait for me."

"Oh." There was no word between the two. What kind of situation has been reached between Su Yinian and Xu Yang, Qiu Ci doesn't know, but she can guess that Xu Yang must be chasing Su Yinian very hard, because she really can't imagine that Su Yinian will like someone else, and it is difficult to think of what it would be like for him to like someone wholeheartedly.

Before arriving home, Su Yinian glanced at Qiu Ci and said with some uneasiness in his eyes: "I am really afraid to come back to this home sometimes." ”

"Why?" Although Qiu Ci doesn't particularly like this home, at least he has his own relatives there, so when it comes to fear, it's more of a resistance.

Su Yinian looked at the approaching building, and the footsteps of holding the suitcase became slower and slower: "There is my gray childhood and the past that I don't want to mention. ”

"Didn't you survive now, did you?" He looked at Qiu Ci, there seemed to be a glint in his eyes, and the back of that light was a look that she didn't dare, she lowered her head, Su Yinian didn't care, just smiled slightly: "Maybe it's because of the expectation that it will come every year as promised." "But Su Yinian, that expectation may be endless!