At around ten o'clock in the evening, Sika woke up crying, and she had to admit that after beating Taeyeon, she felt that she shouldn't have beaten Taeyeon. The pen "Fun" Pavilion touched the other side of the double bed www.biquge.info, it was a little cool empty, Taeyeon may have been gone for a while, Sika was inexplicably a little nostalgic, nostalgic for lying in Taeyeon's arms and asleep, and Taeyeon lying in his arms and asleep, because he could have sweet dreams willfully.

Did Sika forgive Taeyeon, maybe he forgive, but he didn't have the heart to start over again, until Sika saw a letter pressed under the lamp, it was a letter written by Taeyeon to Sika, not a parting letter that Taeyeon gave up, this letter was just a letter.

Sika, when you look at this letter, I don't have any problems, I'm not terminally ill, and I'm not going to go to so-and-so at the airport. I've written this letter because I wanted to write to you, and that's it.

To be honest with you, this method is also the last way I can think of that can reconcile us, I don't necessarily guarantee that it will work, maybe we won't go back to the same life of caring and loving each other after today, but I won't give up, I will take time to dissolve little by little like Shanny said, you have frozen my heart, I won't hurt you like today, because hurting you is actually hurting myself.

Maybe if I don't give up, there won't be any hope between us.

Don't expect me to say anything that moves you, I don't want to sensationalize now, and don't expect me to shed tears on this piece of paper, I don't cry since I was born.

Unless I sprinkle some water on this letter.

I have to tell you, I am waiting for you behind that big rock in the distance, and I don't know if you will wake up, nor will you see this letter when you wake up, and I don't know if you will come after seeing this letter, so I despise myself because I have done the most stupid thing. I will not be gone, and when the candle burns in the palm of my hand at dawn, I will come back, not only because I still have to live a normal life, but also because the candle will not shine when the day is up.

It's a despicable method you've used against me, and now I've given it back to me, and you can imagine me laughing wildly.

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Sika cried, not because she loved to cry, but because she wanted to cry.

The bits and pieces on the highway on the side of the beach are so familiar to Sika, looking at the flower stalks on the side of the road that have withered in winter, Sika seems to have a self and a Taeyeon in front of him, Taeyeon walks all the way and steps on the wildflowers weaving a colorful flower crown, but when it is his turn, he can only dress Taeyeon as the second girl in the east of the village, but with Taeyeon's appearance, it is Erya, but it must be the second Ya as the village flower.

Sika said to herself, Sika, why are you so careless?

Then Sika saw himself naughtily standing on the corrugated guardrail like a single-plank bridge walking with cat steps, Taeyeon was afraid that Sika would fall, so he could only hold Sika's hand tightly on the other side of the highway, and whenever Sika was about to fall down with his balance, he would subconsciously pounce on Taeyeon, and Taeyeon subconsciously caught the falling Sika with his arms, and finally hugged Sika tightly to prevent her from falling.

Taeyeon, you said that if we were a couple, what would we do every day, tell us what you think is the most romantic!

Still soap pick up soap still soap pick soap, then still soap pick soap still soap pick soap!

Seeing himself and Taeyeon at that time, laughing and making trouble, carefree and carefree, but now he is just covering his mouth alone, sobbing silently.

Looking at the place not far away where Taeyeon used to put her glasses, and the place where she and Taeyeon set up a small pot together, the laughter and emotion that were left there. Sika remembers that she had an urge to form a small family with Taeyeon and to add a permanent plastic wrap to this sweetness.

At that time, he was nervous but firm about confession, because he was afraid that he would confess Taeyeon's refusal and that he would never be able to go further with Taeyeon if he didn't confess.

This is your own heart, you can't avoid it, you can't struggle, you can only compromise.

Now everything that happened in my mind comes back to me, remembering Taeyeon smiled and said to herself, Actually, I have to eat if I don't cook, Sika, guess what I eat?

What do you eat?

Eat you!

Taeyeon, you're really despicable, it turns out that this is the purpose of your coming to the beach, but unfortunately I don't know until now.

Taeyeon you're really a big fool, you don't know if I'm going to wake up, I don't know if I'm going to see this letter, I don't know if I'm going to come, you're going to stand here all night, that's how you forced me, right, you despicable fool!

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The faint light of a large number of candles tried to illuminate the whole beach, trying to add a touch of warmth to this cold night, they formed a heart-shaped circle to form a heart pattern, this group of candles is great, but the candles in Taeyeon's hand have hurt Taeyeon.

Taeyeon stands in the center of the heart-shaped candle, the candle in her palm is already burning, and the burned wax oil drips onto Taeyeon's palm.

"Sika, remember the first time you leaned on my shoulder?"

Taeyeon, who was standing in the center of the heart-shaped candle behind the big stone, had hair on both sides blocking her cheeks, so that Sika couldn't see Taeyeon's face clearly, and could only see Taeyeon's scorching eyes illuminated by candles, so serious, so unadulterated. Looking at the light of the candle, Sika was dreamlike, and the scene in front of him overlapped with the scene from more than a year ago, except that it was himself standing in the heart-shaped candle pattern at that time.

I think of the first thing I said to Taeyeon when I mustered up the courage, Taeyeon, do you remember the first time I leaned on your shoulder?

"Of course I remember, it was in a large closet in your room, I didn't believe it, I didn't have the heart or lungs to sleep deeply on you, and you wiped tears for me!"

"I know, that was when you first fell in love with me, and I'm sorry I didn't find out a day sooner." Taeyeon's voice sounded in Sika's ears like a dream: "Looking at you who are still a little young, looking at you who are asleep, at that time I was thinking that I must protect this girl, even if I sacrifice my life in the end, as long as I can let her live and live happily."

It was the first time I felt this way about you, and the first time I was so protective, and I didn't know what was wrong with me.

Sika, remember the last time you stood here and asked me to remember? ”

"I say to you, remember this moment, August 30, 2007 at 20:30, remember this place after the big rocks on Incheon beach!"

"I said I remembered, remember what you said about you?"

Everything Taeyeon said made Sika cry more and more painfully, Sika was struggling, but Sika also knew that she couldn't resist Taeyeon, let alone her own heart, and the unforgettable things they experienced became Sika's baggage, and became Sika's burden to get rid of Taeyeon.

At this moment, the place where she confessed to Taeyeon, Sika really didn't want to think about it so much, she just wanted to go back to the past with Taeyeon, back to the time when she confessed to Taeyeon, back to the time when Taeyeon desperately saved her, back to every bit with Taeyeon, she really didn't care about right and wrong and moral ethics, she just wanted to hug Taeyeon and cry, saying to Taeyeon that the baby was very wronged.

Sika cried and shouted to Taeyeon, "I said, I love you!" ”

Sika and Taeyeon confessed a year ago, and Sika doesn't regret being with Taeyeon! Watching Taeyeon and the rest of the sisters kiss me and me, Sika doesn't regret being with Taeyeon! Knowing that Taeyeon is with the rest of the sisters, Sika has no regrets being with Taeyeon! Hearing that her sister and Taeyeon are not clear, Sika does not regret being with Taeyeon! Taeyeon hurts Sika in bed at the hotel, and Sika doesn't regret being with Taeyeon! At this moment, in the place where they originally chose to be together, Sika chooses to forgive Taeyeon, and Sika does not regret being with Taeyeon!

Sika cried louder and louder, threw herself into Taeyeon's arms, threw the candle that wasn't hot at all onto the beach, and hugged Taeyeon tightly, this is this embrace, not firm but warm, this shoulder, not wide but very warm.

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"Taeyeon, are you crying?" The drops of water dripping down her cheeks made Sika stop crying and look at Taeyeon in surprise, because Sika knew that Taeyeon wouldn't cry.

Returning to this warm embrace again, Sika has some nostalgia, it is so soft and warm, it makes people feel at ease.

"I'm crying a fart, it's going to rain, it's going to be raining, it's going to be so much to blame for you, now we're going to be slapped on the beach by the heavy rain, people say that the back waves on the beach are beating the front waves, although we are the predecessors of showing affection, but we are not the front waves, okay, we don't wave!"

"Oh."

"Please, give me a reaction, I said it's going to rain soon, dear!"

"No, you're just crying!"

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