Chapter 116
As a young person, or even a teenager, Yun Shanshan is sometimes not very clear about the complexity of the adult world. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info To be honest, Yun Shanshan grew up growing up, and she never thought that children were simple and simple. For example, kindergarten children will also fight because of one or two toys, or there are some complicated things in it, just to compete for what they like or to exclude different people, and to be of the same kind. In other words, the party fights for resources and fights for resources, and Yun Shanshan believes that this is the nature of human beings since their birth. It was there when I was a child, but there was a difference in the way adults and children behaved more or less.
At this time, for some reason, facing Zhang Ping, Yun Shanshan actually gave birth to something similar to fear in her heart at this time.
Someone once said that if you don't do bad things, you won't be afraid of ghosts knocking on your door. Yun Shanshan thought that she had not done anything bad, but Yun Shanshan also felt that she was suspicious and sensitive, and that she was too clever to know too much sometimes. If she knew a little less, maybe Yun Shanshan could be calm or simple and casual. And a lot of things, she always knows too much when she is so smart, and if she knows too much, many things will be like a burden, on her back, and in some future actions, it may really have some impact on her.
At this time, Yun Shanshan sat in the car, recalling the embarrassing scene of Zhang Ping approaching Li Jie on the gravel road in the dark, Yun Shanshan's heart was full of sympathy for her. However, as the only eyewitness, at this time, Yun Shanshan had a feeling that she was about to be wiped out, and she was very frightened.
However, Yun Shanshan is not a child after all, and students will always be students, and students with rich imagination like Yun Shanshan will be able to develop brain cells to touch these somewhat mysterious things. Ordinary people, I'm afraid they won't have such rich feelings. In the end, in the face of these feelings, Yun Shanshan also tried to leave them behind.
After all, Yun Shanshan also knew what the tasks of students were when they were students. This evening of relaxation is already very rare for them, and it is actually an extra feast. Perhaps, on this night, what everyone released was something that was usually hidden or buried in the depths of everyone's soul. Yun Shanshan believes that people can't say whether this kind of thing that belongs to the depths of the soul is good or bad. And, to be honest, Yun Shanshan herself doesn't know what the consequences will be if this kind of thing from the depths of the soul or the truth is released freely, or maybe it will really be as Liu Ban said or the principal usually thinks, it will lead to very terrible results. Perhaps, Liu Ban or the principal's various prohibitions on students also have their reasons.
However, Yun Shanshan believes that no matter what, everything must be done in a way that is truly good for the physical and mental health of the students. Now, Yun Shanshan's age is not too old, and for a view similar to the mean, it seems too early for a teenager like Yun Shanshan to deeply grasp or understand them.
But, no matter what, Yun Shanshan is Yun Shanshan after all, sometimes, she is both a monster and a genius. For the understanding of some things, Yun Shanshan sometimes thinks with some pride that she is very different and insightful.
Sitting in the car like this, Yun Shanshan's afterglow often felt the indescribable pressure from Zhang Ping. However, under this pressure, Yun Shanshan's brain has also traveled in all directions. Moreover, the direction of this cloud tour has almost nothing to do with Zhang Ping herself. For this, Yun Shanshan somewhat admired her concentration and ability not to be alarmed.
In this way, the car walked unhurriedly, through the quiet suburbs, and finally slowly drove into the campus.
Entering the campus, that familiar feeling suddenly permeated and surrounded Yun Shanshan and everyone in the car.
Before, for this school, to be honest, Yun Shanshan didn't know if she really loved it. Although every day, from the school or from many corners of the society, there are often slogans full of positive energy such as love for the motherland, love for society, love for school, love for homeland, and Yun Shanshan also believes that this is the most basic quality of a person. However, slogans are slogans, and emotions are emotions. Yun Shanshan knows that she is not the kind of person who belongs to the traitor, in fact, she loves the motherland very much, loves her homeland, and loves school even more. However, from the perspective of personal feelings, sometimes, Yun Shanshan thinks that school is a cold place, where there are countless exercises, pressures, competitions, and even some emotions that she can't express in words. And these emotions, sometimes look closely, are not a healthy and positive thing, although these things are not good, and even despised and rejected by everyone, but there is no doubt that these are there. Even sometimes, people can't drive it out with their hearts, it's like a demon, or something that comes from Pandora's box, something we can't get rid of or change.
Now, when the car returns to campus again without hurry, Yun Shanshan's mood is also very complicated. The feeling that had always existed in the past suddenly permeated all of Yun Shanshan's cognition. The breeze on campus, the bookish atmosphere on campus, and the purity on campus that is somewhat alien to the outside world also returned to Yun Shanshan's mind. But there is also that kind of pressure and competition, a restlessness that is always suppressed and some feelings that are difficult to describe in words. Some are positive energy, while others are not in the category of positive energy.
The car finally stopped in Yun Shanshan's thoughts. When the car finally stopped, the lights in the car suddenly became brighter. And at this moment, Yun Shanshan felt a little dazzling. The darkness that she had been accustomed to just now suddenly subsided, which made Yun Shanshan feel uncomfortable from the dark underground and suddenly into the sun.
"Yun Shanshan, what's wrong with you, are you okay?" Now, just when Yun Shanshan was still feeling a little dizzy, she suddenly heard a person's voice. Yun Shanshan tried to make herself look up at the man's face, and finally saw that the person was Li Jie.
Originally, Li Jie's seat in the car was a little bit ahead, but now, he came to the back seat to find Yun Shanshan, and the purpose of looking for Yun Shanshan was to get back his bag.
"Yun Shanshan, where's that pocket of mine?" Lee Kit looks like he's back to his original state now. Originally, when he saw Zhang Ping, the look like he had seen a ghost no longer existed, and he looked exactly the same as usual.