Just after the full spring, the white winter will follow the footsteps of the four seasons and slowly come, Mo Wei stood on the overpass and watched the below, the flow of people and cars shuttled in front of him wantonly, he was also the same as ordinary people, waking up in the early morning mist, returning alone at dusk, working in the four seasons, walking alone with firm steps.

Time went by, three years of time passed quietly inadvertently, and a dull atmosphere was revealed in the tranquility, which sometimes made Mo Wei feel short of breath. Looking at the changeable weather, as if it were his mood, the clouds were clustered and scattered evenly in the sky, he let out a long sigh and paced away.

Remembering the scene when he just got out of school two years ago, with the belief that he was full of confidence and expectations in the society, when he was full of hesitation, who knew that employment was extremely difficult, and he ran into walls everywhere was not as intended, and gradually he liked to meditate, and sometimes he also loved to dream, hoping that he could be an excellent writer in the future, to integrate the world into his pen, but the reality was like wind and rain again and again, and suddenly blew down, drenching him all over the body, cool and penetrating, often unable to himself.

After graduation, the students scattered and left, most of them were not in contact again, Mo Wei made a few sincere friends, and the people who grew up with him, they took care of him like brothers, it was insignificant for them to do it, but in his heart, they gave him warmth and care like relatives, he was happy and depressed and uncontrollable, full of grief and indignation in his heart turned into a wisp of sorrow lingering in his arms, he felt that although his fate was rugged and ill-fated, but any person he came into contact with in his life was sincere to himself, He is so good to himself, he often has low self-esteem in his heart, hates himself, hates himself for always losing too many people, and is unable to make up for it.

He is pure-minded, often hurt from all sides, and he has a deeper understanding of reality, so he is somewhat disgusted and cynical.

That dark time lasted for a few months, and he resolutely crossed it, never having time to think about whether he was bitter or not, and whether the meaning of life was worth it. Every day is spent in a busy rush, with the support of his friends, he insists on relying on a fried rice every day, he calls home but has no help to respond, and he does not give up when he is disheartened. From borrowing a few dollars every day, browsing job search websites, taking the subway everywhere to apply for interviews, in hard days, he sleeps when he is hungry, wakes up and rushes to find a job, as long as he thinks of her, it will always make him more determined and determined, no matter how hard it is.

Today, to this day, he is still living hard, with a small clerk's salary has been living a life, no matter how he is living every day, he can eat a warm and full meal, tired and have a place to sleep, although he is still thinly dressed all year round, but in his heart, he does not care about the warmth and cold, after all, the temperature in SH is not too bad.

"Xiao Mo, your phone is ringing! Someone must be calling, hurry up and answer it! The big guys are already working! It's a little noisy. Mo Wei just handed this month's report to his boss, walked back to the office area, and immediately came the eager words of his colleagues.

He looked at his colleagues who were operating in front of the computer desk, they also noticed that they looked at them immediately, and their expressions were quite annoyed, Mo Wei hurriedly apologized, his eyes showed a full of apologies, and he quickly approached and connected the phone.

"Hey!" Seeing the caller ID, Mo Yu immediately knew who was calling, and his tone was light and just said one word.

"Xiao worry, your grandmother is hospitalized, it seems that she is dying! Let's go home! ”

The message transmitted from his father's words suddenly made Mo worry for a moment, and the color of worry gradually covered his entire face, and after hanging up the phone hastily, Mo Wu said to himself in a deep voice: "I don't need you to say, I will go back too." After all, it is my grandmother, although the contact time is very small, but the care that my grandmother gives me makes me feel the warmth of the heart, how can I ignore it and ignore it? ”

Hurriedly asked for leave, caught the train, returned home to see that his grandmother's condition was not particularly serious, and he handed over a comforting statement in the hospital all night, and he left under the comfort of his relatives.

It wasn't until a month later that the news came that his grandmother was no longer dead, and he couldn't believe it at first, until the phone kept ringing, and he couldn't believe that it could be fake. So, I borrowed some money from my classmates and rushed home to visit with a heavy face.

It was still that place, the enthusiastic villagers called to him and greeted him, and he walked with heavy steps into the village, in a melancholy mood, still unwilling to believe the news that his grandmother was terminally ill and dying, and from the first day he came home, he sat beside his grandmother, and only during the day when people were more squinting for a few hours, and this state of affairs lasted until late at night on the fifth day, and until the early hours of the morning.

On the night of the fifth day, the house was brightly lit, and the old man had been struggling with the disease, and from time to time there were mournful roars, and the crying was so poignant that his relatives could not sleep. Seeing that he had stayed up all night by the old man's side, Mo Worry's eldest father was a little worried about his body, and said, "Xiao Worry, you go to sleep!" Your grandmother has us to take care of you. ”

Mo Wei didn't make a sound, he had been smoking a cigarette far away from his grandmother, the smoke rose in a swirling manner, and the anxiety suddenly revealed on his face was instantly covered, and some distorted faces made people imperceptible, "I can't sleep!" He said lightly, extinguished his cigarette and walked to his grandmother's side.

The old man was originally lying on a one-meter bed, but now he is lying on the ground where weeds are piled up, this is the rule of his hometown, Mo Wu didn't understand and didn't ask, he still silently stayed by the old man's side.

"Hey! What a good boy. Mo Wu's sister-in-law praised beside her.

Late at night, tired relatives or go or sit have fallen asleep, only Mo Yu and his aunt are guarding, seeing that the aunt is also slowly dozing, Mo Wei walked to the table and poured himself a full glass of liquor, not caring how spicy it is, one drink is gone, a cup of stomach still can't suppress the sadness in the heart, another glass of drinking, the wine suddenly came up, drunk, I saw him giggle, walked to the old man's side, sadness covered his clear cheeks, calmly looking at the old man who was struggling.

Vaguely aware of the old man's lips moving slightly, Mo Wei's ears immediately approached, the buzzing sound gradually became clear in his ears, Mo Wei's aunt was also awakened, Mo Wei understood that the old man needed to get up and come out immediately, was stopped by the aunt, and said solemnly: "Don't feed her, her stomach is almost rotten!" ”

When Mo Wei heard his aunt's words, he suddenly felt unhappy in his heart, his brows were tightened, and he said loudly because he drank the wine: "Auntie, grandma is dying!" You see how uncomfortable she is now, the first few times I didn't care about this time, I must say, you can't meet the requirements of a dying person? ”

After Mo Wei finished speaking, he walked out of the house, opened the freezer, took out a small piece of ice and held it in the palm of his hand, and carefully fed it to his grandmother's mouth, not forgetting to wipe the corners of the old man's mouth.

Mo Wu's aunt was said by him, and suddenly fell silent and sat down. The sleeping relatives next to him also gradually woke up, glanced vaguely at the old man lying on the ground, and fell asleep again when he saw that there was no movement.

Time ticking, it's early in the morning, the house is very quiet, even the whirring sound is as small as silent, Mo Wei has been taking care of the old man, seeing the old man more and more turning over and struggling, he comforted for a moment, the old man's body is even more trembling, Mo Wei shed tears, crying and said: "Grandma, don't move, sleep well!" It doesn't hurt when you wake up! ”

The old man seemed to hear his grandson's sad words, his body shook violently, and he roared again and again, Mo Wei looked at the old man's body trembling in pain, tears fell down, and the sleeping people were suddenly awakened, standing by the haystack one by one, looking at the old man quietly, his expression was full of sadness.

An hour later, the sky outside was so dark and lonely, the old man's body twitched violently, his feet kicked wildly, and he struggled for a moment and gradually became silent, and the silent people in the room looked helplessly at the gradually silent old man, tears fell suddenly, like flowing water, and the mournful sound filled the room, resounding throughout the village.

A few days later, Mo Yu returned to SH with a melancholy expression, depressed and unable to help himself, smoking cigarettes vigorously, indulging in wine at the barbecue stall, and people were also a little drunk, shouting "grandma...... Grandma"

Suddenly, I looked forward and found a figure walking out of the door of the bar, so like her, running closer, pulling the other party's arm and dragging it directly into his arms, hugging her tightly, and saying, "Little kite, I miss you so much!" ”

"Do you know how strong I've always been? My grandmother also left me, and I felt like I was in a mess now. Hehe, fortunately, you appeared! Mo Wei said aggrievedly, hugging the woman in his arms harder, for fear that she would run away, his head leaned against his neck, and the woman's faint fragrance made him a little intoxicated, at this time he felt very happy, and laughed innocently.

"You...... It hurts me!! ”

When Mo Wei heard such a familiar voice, he was even more sure that it must be her. Slowly let go of his embrace, only to see the woman slap him directly, stroked his waist and shouted: "Shameless"

Mo worriedly touched the cheek that was fanned, not believing that she would hit herself, looked up at her innocently, and was immediately stunned, it turned out to be ...... She was in a state of loss like falling into a deep valley, and she had no intention of reminiscing, and said weakly: "I'm sorry! Then he turned and walked away.

As soon as the woman saw his face clearly, she suddenly blurred and said in surprise: "Yes...... He, it turned out to be him!! It was the person who had been looking for countless days and nights, and when his heart was warm, he hurriedly caught up, and he didn't remember what he had said to him before, why he suddenly hugged her.

The woman saw that his back was full of gloom, and her surprised face suddenly showed a melancholy color, ran up, hugged his body from behind, and said, "Xiao Worry, I've been looking for you for a long time, why did you appear?" ”

Suddenly, Mo worried's heart suddenly screamed, his body trembled, tears poured out, and suddenly a voice sounded in his heart: It's her, it's her, it's her!!