Chapter Ninety-Seven: Self-Deception Is Not Easy

Linglong gritted her teeth with red eyes and said: "Yes, what you said is right, I know it very well in my heart, Gongzi abandoned me, but what about you, how much better can you be than me?" Cheng Xuan also abandoned you, I heard it really outside just now, and now he clearly wants to marry someone else, don't you have expectations? ”

Shen Jinyu said: "What you say is not bad, if he told me in person that he really married someone else, I would naturally die, but right now, he has not married, and I have not married, just what others say, I still decide to believe him." Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info Moreover, my net worth is tied to my career, not my emotions, even if I and Cheng Xuan no longer discuss love, I can go on according to my goals. ”

Linglong said indignantly: "It's easy to say what others say, then I want to see, you let go when you come, but you are now persuading me to be light." ”

Shen Jinyu said: "Naturally, it will not be light, and no emotion in this world is light." But the long pain is better than the short pain, and when the time comes, you have to endure the pain and make a decision. And ......"

She paused and said with a smile: "You can see from me right away, parting is never a choice." ”

Linglong darkened her face and didn't speak, Shen Jinyu said: "I will go to Pingkangfang from the official office tomorrow, you still have one night to think." If you want to go back, pack your things as soon as possible, and I'll send someone to take you back tomorrow." ”

Linglong originally thought that she was colluding with Jiang Yao, and came to persuade her not to go back, full of fighting spirit, thinking that anyway, you are unkind to me and unjust, you have no good intentions for Jiang Yao, I will definitely poke your pain and tear off your hypocritical face, looking at her posture at this time, it seems that it is not very similar, and she has some doubts in her heart, half of the anger is instantly extinguished, and she is deeply blessed and wants to go back to rest.

When he walked to the door, he was stopped by Shen Jinyu, and he couldn't help but be a little dissatisfied: "What, do you still want to persuade me not to go back to Pingkangfang?" ”

Shen Jinyu changed her face and said gloomily: "You can't go back to your own decision, but the words you heard just now ......"

"I know, I've been in Pingkangfang for so long, I can't be wrong with these rules."

Shen Jinyu said sharply: "I'll go with you about the next things, I won't care about the small talk between us, it's just this one, if Yuheng knows the slightest bit about what happened just now, no one can protect you." ”

Linglong looked at the chill in her eyes, she didn't show any displeasure when she was disrespectful to her just now, but now she can do this in order to protect Yuheng.

It was as if his feet were nailed, and he stopped at the door and couldn't walk anymore.

She moved back to Shen Jinyu and knelt down, hugged Shen Jinyu's knee and cried.

How can you deceive yourself to think that she has not returned to Pingkangfang so far, all because of Jiang Yao's obstruction? Sang Tian wants to pick her up, who can really stop her?

Rao was ruthless and lied to herself that it was Jiang Yao's fault, but at this moment, there was no way to deceive anymore.

How does Shen Jinyu treat Yuheng? How did Sang Tian treat her?

That's right, she was abandoned by Sangtian, she and Jiang Yao were unhappy, the person he chose was Jiang Yao, it turned out that Yuheng knew the truth a few years ago, she didn't understand it for so long, when Yuheng left, thinking that it was her except for Su Qing, who would have thought, but it was an outsider who occupied this position.

Linglong cried and asked, "Is it my wishful thinking?" If it was Sister Yuheng who did such a thing today, would Childe also abandon her? What if it's Su Qing? Just me? Just don't want me? ”

Shen Jinyu waited for her crying to become quieter before she helped her up and said, "Everyone has greed, you can't coax yourself for a lifetime, you will wake up." ”

Linglong said: "I have been working hard in Pingkangfang for so many years, everything is for the good of my son, and I have never had selfishness, why me?" What's wrong with me, why doesn't Childe want me. ”

Shen Jinyu said: "You are not for anyone, you are for yourself from beginning to end." You people are the same when you first arrive in Pingkangfang, if you don't strive for the top, how can you have today's favor? You have been proud of the spring breeze in Pingkangfang for so long, isn't this all the result of your efforts? Give some and get some, no one disappoints you, get what you deserve, and the rest you want more is all delusion. ”

Linglong retorted: "Then why did you hate Cheng Xuan before, I am humble, my efforts are not worth mentioning, I don't deserve it?" What's so good about you, you're just an orphan girl, you're better than me? If I don't deserve it, will you? ”

Shen Jinyu said: "It's not because of your humble status that you don't deserve it, no matter how noble the eldest princess is, but she has never really had Shen Zheng, Jiang Yao is even if she is a re-Jiao, but this is Sang Tian's choice." In my opinion, you are not humble, although I am just an orphan girl, I am not humble, I will always meet someone, he will come to love you, he only chooses you, only loves you, no matter how good others are, they can't get into his eyes. ”

"All the efforts are for yourself. You are for the sake of others, and you have no regrets, no one has forced you, if that person has not appeared, you have never even had happy memories, so which is more sad? ”

Linglong said with tears in her eyes: "Is this how you persuaded you to obey yourself?" But why do I understand the reason, I still feel so sad? ”

Shen Jinyu said: "In the same way, I can only persuade others, but I can't persuade myself." Just like no matter how much you understand the truth, you will still be in pain, but we still have to endure the pain with the pain to survive, and after a long time, the scar will slowly heal, and there will be a day when it will not hurt, for a longer time, or there will be a chance to laugh and talk about these past events. Life is long, don't rush, it's always okay. Today you go back to pack up your things and cry a lot, think carefully all night, and tomorrow morning, you decide whether to go back to Pingkangfang. ”

Linglong said: "I want to know one more thing in the end, why did Gongzi give you Pingkangfang, why did you really accept it?" ”

Shen Jinyu smiled: "For you, why it doesn't matter, the important thing is that I have." ”

Linglong's careful thinking was debunked, and she blushed and retreated.

The door closed, Shen Jinyu's tears burst out of her eyes, this stupid exquisiteness, isn't it the original jasper?

If she had lasted longer, she could have been with her until now, and she would have seen the more reliance she had now, would the outcome be different.

Winter and spring, cold and summer change. After so many years in the blink of an eye, except for Shen Jinyu's memories, she has not left any traces of her life.

Stay alive! It's important to be alive!

That's why she secretly poked and coerced, regardless of whether the means were legitimate or not, hoping that Linglong could figure it out and believe that she had the ability to protect her.

For Linglong, everything that should be done has been done, she did her best, but what should Yuheng do here?

This child, whether to stay or not, presumably Yuheng is also a mess in his heart.