Chapter 81: Departure
The next day, Qiu Ci's father came to see her, and when she saw Qiu Ci, although she looked indifferent, she was a little distressed in her eyes.
He sat down and said, "I have a general understanding of what I said on the phone last night, have you really made a decision?" ”
"Dad, I really can't help it." Qiu Ci lowered his head and looked at this appearance, as if he was about to cry again.
Dad was distressed, walked over and hugged her head, patting it gently, as if he was a child, how many years, he hadn't hugged her like this, it seemed that he was really distressed.
And Lu Fengbai, who came in with breakfast, happened to look at a strange man holding Qiu Ci, he hurriedly ran over and pushed his father and asked, "Who are you?" ”
Qiu Ci's father saw him and said expressionlessly: "I'm her father." ”
"Her dad?" Lu Fengbai was stunned for a moment, and when he thought that he had seen his stepfather last time, he suddenly realized: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry." ”
Dad got up and said to Qiu Ci, "Then I'll come to see you at night." ”
If Lu Fengbai knew at that time, what did he mean by coming to see you at night, he would definitely not leave at night, even if he slept on the side of the road, he would not let Qiu Ci leave her sight.
But all this is a story for later.
When Qiu Ci took one last look at the child sleeping in the incubator, she thought that maybe she would never see him again.
Lu Fengbai didn't know anything, so when he happily came to see Qiu Ci with food, all he saw was an empty bed, and the person he wanted to see was gone.
He ran out almost like crazy and kept calling Qiu Ci, but there was a woman on the other side of the phone who kept saying that the phone was turned off......
When Xu Feifei led Lu Zhiyi over, he saw Lu Fengbai sitting at the door, sitting there like an abandoned child.
"White." Xu Feifei was very worried when he saw Lu Fengbai like that, and walked over and squatted beside him.
After Lu Fengbai heard Qiu Ci's voice, he raised his head and looked at her blankly, his eyes were red and his mouth was open for a long time before he said, "Fei Fei, my little resignation is gone." ”
Xu Feifei wanted to comfort him, but she didn't know where to comfort him, Qiu Ci was gone, she knew, she looked at Lu Zhiyi who was standing behind her.
Lu Zhiyi also understood what Xu Feifei meant, so he stepped forward and said, "Go home first, cry and cry." ”
For the first time, Lu Fengbai was so obedient that he didn't refute it, nor did he have a trace of disgust, he was as well-behaved as a puppet that had lost his soul.
Lu Zhiyi saw it in his eyes, although he knew that Lu Fengbai was difficult to accept for a while, but he also thought that it was only a matter of time, and after a long time, he would definitely forget that girl.
However, the child named Qiu Ci was also sincere to Lu Fengbai, when he received Qiu Ci's call, he felt a little uncomfortable, but she begged him, begged him not to hurt her family, not to hate her children, and begged him to be kind to Lu Fengbai, at the cost that she would not appear in front of him.
Maybe before I met it, I wouldn't think that I would be glad about the existence of another person, and most of them thought that even if I didn't have that person, I could get good, but when that person appeared, I would know that there was one less person in this world, as if I had lost everything, as if I didn't even have the strength to breathe, and even thinking was a blank in my mind.
Xu Feifei didn't know what kind of existence Lu Fengbai was in Qiu Ci's heart, but she knew what kind of existence Qiu Ci was in Lu Fengbai's heart.
Since he came back, he has been sitting on the bed or standing by the window in a daze like a puppet, and Xu Feifei often jumped from the window because he was worried that he couldn't think about it.
"Shiro, go see the child." Xu Feifei said softly, the tone was like coaxing a child.
Lu Fengbai looked back at her, nodded at her, and then walked towards the child's crib, Xu Feifei followed him all the time, and saw him walk into the bed, looking at the child quietly, and stretched out his hand to stroke the child's face for a while.
Xu is the blood relationship between father and son, after his hand touched the child, the child suddenly danced and laughed, Lu Fengbai's calm face appeared a smile that had not been seen for a long time, he smiled, the child smiled even more happily, holding his hand and giggling.
He looked back at Xu Feifei: "Feifei, I want to hug him." ”
Xu Feifei saw that he had finally spoken after so many days, so he immediately went over to pick up the child, Lu Fengbai stretched out his hand and the posture was rusty, Xu Feifei was very patient to correct his posture, and what should he pay attention to, Lu Fengbai was very obedient and hugged the little child as she said.
His eyes never left the baby in his arms for almost a moment: "He's so good-looking." Lu Fengbai said suddenly.
Xu Feifei couldn't help laughing: "Of course your child is good-looking. ”
"It's not." Lu Fengbai responded: "He misses his mother very much. ”
In a word, like a sharp sword, pierced Xu Feifei's heart, and her body trembled in pain, so she has been working so hard, can Lu Fengbai really not see it?
Did he really, really dislike her that much?
Lu Fengbai seemed to have mind-reading skills, looked at the child in his arms and said without looking back: "Fei Fei, if you have a child, you will definitely look good, if you can look as good as you, then it would be the best." ”
Xu Feifei smiled bitterly, is her child? Can she say that she doesn't feel like she's married to someone else?
Time is like quicksand between your fingers, and it passes away before you know it.
Yan Yuhao finally got down on one knee on his 28th birthday and proposed to the girl he had loved for many years but had been unable to speak, he knew that the girl had someone else in her heart, but he didn't care, he only cared about the final result.
Lu Fengbai held the child and stood quietly in the corner watching, with a burning smile on his lips, as if all those sorrows and depressions had dissipated in a blink of an eye.
When he put on his finger without an engagement ring, Lu Fengbai smiled even happier, Yan Yuhao hugged the girl for the first time, but his eyes looked at Lu Fengbai in the corner of the battle, as if he was proud.
Lu Fengbai kept smiling, as if he wanted to vent all the laughter that had been accumulated in his heart, but the moment he turned around, all the smiles disappeared, and the rest was endless loss and indescribable bitterness.
As far as the woman Yu Hao wants to marry is Xu Feifei.
She is such a beautiful woman, she wasted a lot of youth on Lu Fengbai, but fortunately, there is still a person who has been waiting silently behind her and has not given up.
Xu Feifei is unlucky, because she has been asking for a love that does not belong to her in other people's stories, but Xu Feifei is lucky, because she finally found a man in her life who loves her so deeply, just like Lu Fengbai who loves Qiu Ci deeply.
In the summer of the following year, Yan Yuhao officially gave Xu Feifei a wedding, although the scene was not very luxurious, but it was very heartfelt.
Lu Zhiyi watched Xu Fei fly out of the house, as if he was marrying his daughter, but he was also a little sad.
Lu Fengbai, who was on the side, walked to his father with the child in his arms and said, "Dad, do you know that there is a girl who married me when I have nothing, and I ...... She is owed a wedding. ”
Lu Zhiyi glanced at him, and then looked at the child in his arms, that child looked very much like his mother, and also looked like Lu Fengbai's mother, it turned out that the memories he had always wanted to forget would always come into his life in a posture that he couldn't avoid.
The child looked at Lu Zhiyi and opened his hand with a smile: "Grandpa." "The child is not very clear about his speech.
But just this call made Lu Zhiyi's constricted brows loosen, and he took the child and hugged him in his arms with a smile: "Ah Li misses grandpa." Lu Zhiyi hugged his grandson like an ordinary grandfather.
Lu Fengbai looked at them, his heart sank a little, Xu Feifei and Yan Yuhao in the distance stood together like beautiful people, smiling brightly, and where was his autumn speech?
If he was only born in an ordinary family, even if the family is not solid enough, even if he has lived a rough life, he thinks that there will not be so many tribulations between him and Qiu Ci.
After going back at night, Lu Fengbai put Lu Li to sleep, he sat in front of the computer and looked at the screen, opened a web page, an author called Banchengshu wrote a book called "Wine in a Cup", the story is not long, but there are a lot, the text looks very similar to Qiu Ci's writing, so after he saw it by chance, he took the author of this story as her.
It has been updated for half a year, and within half a year, he has watched every story she wrote back and forth many times, and each story has one thing in common, whether it is love, friendship or family affection, it is all tragic in the end, and no protagonist in a story has a perfect ending.
He didn't like tragedy, and it would be nice if she could write a happy ending.
To this day, after he finished reading this new story, the storyteller at the end of the story asked the protagonist, "When my story is finished, do you still have wine?" ”
He said, "The wine is gone, and I should go." ”
Since that day, the story has not been updated, as if the spiritual pillar of this time has been gone.
A few months later, there was a dynamic in that article, and he clicked in to see that all the articles had been deleted by her, and nothing was left behind.
All that's left is the title of the book and the following series of reviews, and that article has never been updated.
Things are people, and everything is resting, even if there is no thought at all?
Lu Li rolled over on the bed, called his father twice in an indistinct voice, and then continued to fall asleep.
Lu Fengbai turned off the computer, went to wash his face, sat on the bed and looked at Lu Li's face, that face really looked like his mother, but child, you tell Dad, where is your mother, let Dad go to her, okay?
The night was silent, leaving only the thoughts that no one heard and the soft sighs in the dreams.