Chapter 186: No Place of Return
"Ke Xin! Listen to me! I haven't told you the truth, that's because ......" Zhou Cong plucked up his courage and said, "That's because your father lied to you!" I would have visited you almost every day during the days you were in the hospital! It's just that at that time, you were unconscious and didn't see me. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info and your father, yes, it's that Director Chen! He told me plainly not to come to you again! So much so that every time we met, I was stopped by him! Kexin, how could I not love you? How could I not care about you when you needed me the most? On the day you got drunk, I searched for you all over the city and was almost beaten to death by the underworld! I didn't tell you any of that. Because I feel that these are too small compared to the love I can give you in this life. And you...... And you want to abandon me irresponsibly. ”
On Zhou Cong's beautiful and bewitching face, a tear was gently crossed, and a man could be as beautiful as a goblin.
The elf wept and fell to the ground.
Chen Kexin saw Zhou Cong's tears, and finally understood what heartache was.
But so what? If heartache can save a relationship, there won't be so many love tragedies in the world.
Zhou Cong didn't see any sadness on Chen Kexin's face, let alone the kind of emotion he imagined should have. Chen Kexin's expression was very numb, as if what Zhou Cong said had nothing to do with her at all. Zhou Cong was a little angry, he had seen too much of Chen Kexin's lukewarm attitude, even if it was wrong, Zhou Cong's "admitting mistakes" attitude was also excellent, couldn't such a trivial matter be forgiven? You must know that Zhou Cong was looking for Chen Kexin with his life that night.
"Chen Kexin, I didn't expect that you are really an emotionless and selfish person......" When Zhou Cong said this, his head was raised slightly, as if he wanted to use the angle to guide the tears that had been shed, so that the ending would not be so embarrassing and embarrassing.
Chen Kexin was stunned, even she didn't know whether to maintain this hard-won relationship. She loves Zhou Cong, but the love is a little special, the more she loves him, the more afraid she is to be with him, afraid that one day she will hurt him because of her selfishness, isn't there a saying? Better a finger off than always aching. There is also a sentence that it is better to forget each other in the rivers and lakes......
Chen Kexin didn't speak for a long time, Zhou Cong was a little desperate, Chen Kexin had reached the point where he didn't even bother to talk to him?
"Don't you want to talk to me anymore?" Zhou Cong asked coldly.
Chen Kexin's eyes felt a little strange, as if something was about to seep out, but he was stopped by some strange program in his mind and stopped.
Chen Kexin sneered: "Hehehe...... It turns out that you're not particularly stupid yet. You're right, I'm such a selfish and emotionless person! This relationship is just a joke I made when I was bored, and you take it too seriously! Why bother? Everyone is an adult, and we must learn to be able to afford to put it down......"
"Smack!" Before Chen Kexin's words were finished, a crisp and loud slap landed on her face.
Zhou Cong's eyes were wide open, his anger burned like fire, and his bewitching and slender face was hideously deformed, angry, unyielding, and desperate...... All kinds of emotions tangled up in his face, and finally his muscles twitched, but he calmed down, and the fire in his eyes was extinguished.
Chen Kexin did not cover her face with her hands like the heroine in an idol drama, looking extremely resentful and aggrieved. Her face was calm, with only slightly red and swollen cheeks, indicating that the face was numb, which had just been violently ravaged.
"I'm sorry." Zhou Cong, who calmed down, said very calmly, and then, he narrowed his eyes, a cold light appeared in the center of his long eyelashes, and the corners of his mouth were a little slanted, and he actually laughed, and there was some playfulness in his smile.
"Actually, I just want to be sure. I already knew that people like you weren't worth it! After Zhou Cong finished speaking, he turned around and left, leaving Chen Kexin who was standing in place stupidly.
"Boom!" A thunderclap rang out outside the window, Chen Kexin was so frightened that she trembled, and the last psychological line of defense completely collapsed. She sat down slowly on the floor with her back against the wall, her hands on her shoulders.
"Woo......" she cried quietly, why? Why are you so afraid to accept this love? Could it be that it is because you are used to enjoying the love of others, so you are afraid that you will be lost in this love? Or does she not deserve to have the feeling of loving each other at all?
Chen Kexin regretted it, it was the first time in her life that she regretted it so much, if the time went back to five minutes ago, she would definitely hug Zhou Cong tightly and tell him that she would never be separated for the rest of her life......
The city's college student model competition came as scheduled in mid-July. Zhou Cong and Chen Kexin have developed to the point of being strangers, and both of them understand that neither of them will beg each other bitterly, even if they are actually in love in their hearts.
With the full support of the school and the joint efforts of all members, the Nanjiang University Model Club easily won the first place in the group group, the first place in the boys' group and the first place in the girls' group of the city's model competition with its excellent level and extraordinary performance, including almost all the projects set up in the model competition.
Director Chen praised Zhou Cong's performance, and decided to use the model club as a model club at the beginning of the next semester to help Zhou Cong recruit new students into the club.
"Zhou Cong! You are very capable. But young people, studies and career come first, emotional matters, don't be too hasty until you find a suitable partner. When young people fall in love, most of them have not considered the question of whether it is suitable or not. Your conditions are excellent, and I have also considered it for you, and I think that the excellent girl who is really suitable for you has not appeared so far. When Director Chen had a long talk with Zhou Cong, he lightly mentioned the topic of feelings. The implication is obvious, my daughter Chen Kexin is not your dish, so I will have less contact with her in the future.
Zhou Cong is not a fool, of course he understood Director Chen's intentions, he thought mockingly in his heart, my daughter and I, thanks to you, have long been strangers.
Of course, Zhou Cong didn't tell Director Chen these words, since Chen Kexin didn't say it, there must be a reason why she didn't say it, even if she broke up, she still had to leave some affection to help her lie.
After participating in the Jojo City Model Competition, the members of the model club were finally able to return to their hometowns and indulge in the taste of summer vacation. Not to mention how young people play for the time being, Zhou Cong is completely in no mood to enjoy this summer vacation. He stayed at home for a while, and he was really bored, so he remembered to call Cheng Qiang, who he hadn't seen for a long time.
"Zhou Cong? Why did you kid remember to call me? Cheng Qiang, who received the call, was very puzzled, this kid has always been on the Three Treasures Hall for nothing, and it is rare to think of Cheng Qiang when he is bored during the holidays.
"Isn't this the success of the model agency's activities, I want to thank you as a benefactor." Zhou Cong said with a flattering smile.
"Come on, you. You've always come to me for something. Tell me, what do you want to ask me about this time? Cheng Qiang said shamelessly.
Zhou Cong secretly despised it in his heart, and said in his heart how thick-skinned a person can say that what others ask him to do is "ask for advice".
"Hmm...... Actually, there's really nothing going on. It's just ......" Zhou Cong said this, he didn't know if he should tell Cheng Qiang if he had been holding back for a long time. He and Cheng Qiang are not good enough to dig out their hearts and lungs, but there are many times when Zhou Cong still wants to talk to Cheng Qiang. Cheng Qiang, who looks extremely unreliable with a flamboyant tongue, is actually a kind person who is tight-lipped when he encounters things and tries his best to help his brother.
Cheng Qiang heard that Zhou Cong's tone was not quite right, and he probably understood one thing in his heart, Zhou Cong was dumped by Chen Kexin eight times out of ten ^nine times out of ten.
Thinking of this, Cheng Qiang immediately changed his face and asked, "Brother, what happened?" It's okay to tell me about it, and I'll keep it a secret for you. ”
Zhou Cong hesitated again and again, but he still felt that he should find someone to confide in his inner emotions, saving time for a long time, the suppressed feelings could not be released, and it was very possible for straight men to turn around.
"Cheng Qiang, I just want to talk to you about this matter alone. Because you have always been a reliable and wise person in my heart. I'm sure you can help me and be able to keep it confidential. Zhou Cong said.
"Brother, don't talk so much. Although I Cheng Qiang looks unreliable, I ...... In fact, it's also very unreliable, haha......" Cheng Qiang's tone changed, and he changed from a warm card to a funny style.
Zhou Cong pulled three black lines, and said in his heart that this guy is really in the late stage of secondary two diseases, and he can't be saved.
Thinking about it, Zhou Cong continued to tout: "No, no, no, you are very reliable, very reliable......" was taken off topic by a joke by Cheng Qiang, and Zhou Cong's originally brewed sad mood of telling about his broken love was swept away.
"Where are you?" Cheng Qiang didn't continue to talk nonsense and asked.
"I'm at home!"
"What to do at home? Feeling bored? Cheng Qiang asked.
"Don't be bored, who's going to call you!" Zhou Cong also said jokingly.
"Haha! That's right, too. Don't think about it at home, go back to Nanjiang! Let's start a business together! Cheng Qiang said ambitiously.
"Entrepreneurship?" Zhou Cong was stunned for a moment.
"Big man, don't care about those stupid mushrooms that don't have them! Let's start a business with my brother! If you have money, you have a lot of sister paper! Cheng Qiang was selling cuteness to fool Zhou Cong, while thinking that if everyone returned to Nanjiang, he could be tired of being with Mo Qingduo every day!
Of course, Zhou Cong didn't know Cheng Qiang's little calculations, he only thought that Cheng Qiang was a highly motivated workaholic. However, most of the holidays have passed, and it is really boring to stay at home, parents have to go to work, and relatives and friends are also busy, so it is better to take advantage of this time to go back to Nanjiang to experience a different life, which is also excellent.
Zhou Cong has always been the petite baby in the family, which can be seen from his dress. At present, he offered to go back to Nanjiang to work, but his parents were distressed and did not allow him to go back. It took a lot of effort for Zhou Cong to comfort his parents and get a "pass" to return to Nanjiang.
At this time, Jiang Chengche and Lin Muchen's engagement ceremony has also ended, and there is still about half a month left in the summer vacation, except for Tian Momo, who had an accident at home, and Yin Feng, who ran to her, Cheng Qiang, Mo Qingduo and Zhou Cong all rushed to Nanjiang University, which they were familiar with. The life of the junior year is about to kick off, take advantage of this half a month to experience what social life is.
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Tian Momo hadn't slept well for several days. Her hair began to fall out in large quantities, and every morning, when she stood in the yard to comb her hair, Yin Feng would feel distressed and want to bear the pain for her when she saw the piles of hair all over the ground.
"Little Momo...... Don't do this...... Don't ...... like this" Yin Feng tightly held Tian Momo's somewhat cold hands, and said some inconsequential but somewhat comforting words over and over again.
"Brother Yin Feng, I'm fine, don't worry......" Tian Momo raised her head, and a reluctant smile hung on her pale little face, which made her pale face even more ugly.
Yin Feng took her cold little hand and hugged her tightly into his arms. It seems that this is the only way to give her warmth, but no one can comfort her in the pain of losing her mother for no reason.
The missing person notices were posted one after another, one by one by the cleaning workers one by one, and one by one they were handed out by the street and discarded one by one by pedestrians. Hope, in the midst of disappointment after disappointment, gradually shattered, and finally only despair remained. Later, even despair gradually disappeared, and only unfazed numbness remained.
Yin Feng has always been by Tian Momo's side, eating, handing out leaflets, every day in addition to sleeping is busy with these repeated things every day, Yin Feng did not feel bored, did not feel troublesome, he just felt very distressed, if he could, Yin Feng would rather take the place of Tian Momo to suffer this crime.
On the side of the Public Security Bureau, the case is just prepared, and the search for Tian Momo's mother is said to be ongoing, but everyone knows that there are so many missing people every year, and the leaders are so busy, who cares about one or two inconsequential little people?
The day is approaching the start of school, Tian Momo wants to stay in Nancheng and wait for Tian's mother, who will not come back, Yin Feng did not agree, he used his not outstanding eloquence to persuade Tian Momo to go to school well, as for Tian's mother's affairs, you can ask the neighbors, once there is news of her, immediately notify Tian Momo, who is far away in Nanjiang. Even if Tian Momo's hand waits hard in Nancheng, Tian's mother may not show up, and she gave up her studies in order to wait for Tian's mother, if Tian's mother really comes back, she will not forgive Tian Momo for dropping out of school. (To be continued.) )