Chapter 76: Lonely Chinese New Year's Eve
Zhu Youzhu slowly turned his face away to look at her, his teeth slammed into the sore tip of his tongue, and he wanted to say something but only squirmed his lower lips and couldn't speak. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 Info's strong sense of powerlessness made him feel defeated, and he raised his fist and slammed it on the bed.
Li Mu'er was startled by the heavy sound in her ears and opened her eyes, and met his complicated eyes. Is it helplessness, frustration, regret?
Raising his hand and gently pushing his shoulder, he immediately got up again, straightened his back and sat on the edge of the bed.
Li Mu'er couldn't see his confusion, she got up and stood up, turned her back to him and indifferently sorted out her messy blouse, tried her best to smooth out the torn collar inch by inch, and said softly: "I did something wrong, if this is the punishment I deserve, I will suffer." But Ah mistake, I'm really not so dirty, so unbearable......"
There was a sudden sound of firecrackers in front of the palace, although it was close to Zhengdan, fireworks and firecrackers would be set off every day in front of the Qianqing Palace, but today I don't know which one is not long-sighted, it was put so early, and Li Mu'er covered the next words.
"Am I so humble, so humble that even you look down on me......"
Zhu Youzhu only saw a teardrop falling from the corner of her eye when she looked back, and her back staggering out.
He forgot to chase her.
I didn't have the courage to chase her.
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Li Muer never went to the Qianqing Palace again, and Chinese New Year's Eve came lively, and everyone in the palace was radiant, but they were also very busy. Some were busy preparing the Chinese New Year's Eve dinner of the emperor's family, and some were busy preparing the celebration gifts of the Fengtian Hall tomorrow.
No one will notice her, and no one will care if she is okay or not.
Li Mu'er sat at the table, looking at the empty piano case. There was Zhu Youji's "Qingping", but now I don't know where it has gone. Did he ever think about giving it back? Give her back? Li Mu'er laughed at herself, where is she still worthy. In his heart, she has long been useless, but she is one of the ill-conceived women in the center of this harem.
Tremella was sewing a red dress, and she couldn't help but sigh when she stared at a certain place. These two **** always look like they are lost and depressed, and they don't go on errands, they don't go out to meet people, and they don't even write letters. Yesterday, He Wending came to look for her, but she just listened and didn't reply, and when she went out, He Wending quietly pulled over the white fungus and told her to take good care of her in the past few days, saying that she had an awkward relationship with the emperor.
She had really never seen Li Mu'er look so passive.
"Sister," Silver Ear said tentatively, "Tonight is Chinese New Year's Eve, the emperor will definitely reward us with a lot of imperial meals, I got some good wine from the imperial wine room a few days ago, and I will accompany my sister to have a good drink in the evening." ”
Li Mu'er didn't look back, and replied lightly: "Okay."
Tremella sighed silently again, and said: "Sister, do you say that my brother is not alone tonight, he loves to drink the most, and I don't know if he will be lonely when he drinks alone Chinese New Year's Eve night......"
Li Mu'er reacted a little, turned around and gently pulled the hand holding the needle and thread of the white fungus, and said with a little guilt in her words: "The white fungus, my sister is sorry for you, we could have gone out of the palace to accompany my brother for the New Year." But I don't want to go out right now. ”
Whitefungus hurriedly shook her hand, "Sister, I didn't mean that. What do you like, Tremella is willing to accompany you. But seeing that you are so depressed, the white fungus is not comfortable, if my sister is not happy to stay in the palace, why not ask the emperor and go back to my brother's house to live for a few days? ”
Li Mu'er lowered her eyes and did not answer.
As night fell, the palace suddenly became festive. Laughter continued, in the Qianqing Palace, Zhu Youzhu and the Queen Mother, the Queen Mother chatted, and the Queen Mother was still recuperating and did not attend. He Wending commanded people to wait, and at the same time he was worried about the people in the hall next door.
Zhu Youzhu drank all the wine in the cup and put the glass down, just as He Wending came over and filled it for him personally. Zhu Youzhu raised his eyes to look at him, and said in a low voice: "Don't wait here anymore, go and accompany her."
He Wending was overjoyed, and couldn't help but sigh in his heart, obviously the emperor was also very concerned about her.
When I came to Yongsu Palace, it was deserted. Tremella opened up to eat, set up the wine glass, and was about to call her, but He Wending took the lead, "It seems that I came at the right time!" ”
Li Mu'er looked up at the door, and when she saw that it was him, she pulled the corners of her mouth and said, "Don't you have to go back to the capital to know the prison, and you don't need to be in the Qianqing Palace?"
"Well, I'm here by holy order." He Wending said and put down the food basket in his hand, and took out the things with the white fungus.
The table was quickly filled, Li Mu'er watched their movements, her heart was full of emotion, and she took the initiative to get up and pour them two glasses of wine. They paused and looked at each other.
Li Mu'er said with a smile: "Thank you for accompanying me to the reunion dinner, I have been running around for the past few years, and I have no fixed place, but I didn't expect to fall into this palace this year to eat the Chinese New Year's Eve dinner." Come, let's have a good New Year together, and hope that everything will go well in the coming year. ”
He Wending and Tremella were very happy to see that she had finally figured it out, and they were busy toasting and drinking, and then opened the conversation box again and laughed.
After a few glasses of water and wine, Tremella's face turned red, her eyes bent into crescents, and she said with a smile: "Sister, I haven't sung for a long time." Shall I sing one to you today? ”
"Okay, okay," He Wending seems to be old-fashioned, but he is also a drunkard, and he has a big tongue when he speaks, "Anyway, everyone is taking care of themselves, and no one notices here." ”
Li Mu'er listened to his words, and felt a little lost in her heart, so she poured a sip of wine. But this relief Du Kang, who is drunk and shouldn't be drunk, wants to be drunk, but she is more and more sober.
The ethereal song of the white fungus has sounded tactfully: "Qingqing Zijin leisurely my heart, even if I don't go to Zining, I don't have ...... sound"
Li Mu'er tapped her wine glass with her finger and interrupted her very impolitely: "White fungus, don't sing this." Sing the lyrics I taught you Protestant. ”
Tremella nodded and sang:
"Mountains and rivers, looking for bosom friends. Boya meets the child period.
Clouds want clothes, flowers want to look. Beauty loves Junnong.
The pearl casts into the heart of the king, and the heart of the king is difficult to peep.
Ask you what you can do, ask you what you mean.
In the world, what is love?
If you are not a sage, you can do nothing.
How can I say it.
Think hard.
There is no cause.
To no avail. ”
Fireworks suddenly appeared outside the window, and the three of them looked up, and naturally the sky in front of the Qianqing Palace was brilliant.
Li Mu'er suddenly whispered: "Everyone makes mistakes, I am wrong, but how can you deny me completely?" Zheng Jinlian makes a mistake, you don't move her, the queen makes a mistake, you protect her. But why is it my turn that you are so angry? Thou art merciful to all the world, why are you so cruel to me alone......"
Tremella didn't hear her words, and drunkenly held her head and said, "Sister, I miss my brother so much."
Li Mu'er retracted her gaze, leaned her head on her shoulder, and said, "I'm sorry, Tremella." It's not that I won't take you out. ”
"It's just that I'm afraid that as soon as I leave the palace now, I won't have the courage to come back." (To be continued.) )