Chapter 11: Rei Ayaami's Diary

Pen %Fun %Pavilion www.biquge.info sometime in 2005

I, was created

When I came out of the container, two strange men stood in front of me, no, a grown man and a boy my age

My body was so cold, and I shivered slightly, like my attitude towards the world so strange

The boy took off his clothes and draped them over my body, which warmed my cold body, and his smile was soft and warm...

My name was given by Ikari Naga, my name was Rei Ayaba, and the boy's name was Ikari Hong, and he held my hand from beginning to end, and my heart felt warm

Ikari took me to the house, and in the hallway, a woman with long purple hair and beautiful cheeks was in a very bad mood and slammed the door loudly, is it because of me......

Ikari gently shook my palm, and a soft voice came from his delicate lips, explaining to me why the woman was in a bad mood

After that, Ikari Hong removed the house number of the house, turned over the back, took out a marker, and clearly wrote the words 'Ikari Hong and Ayanami Rei's home', in the future, will this be my home...

Sometime in 2006

Hong taught me a lot of common sense in life, and in the same way, he taught me some knowledge that I needed to learn every day, and he told me about Japanese etiquette, but he said to me, Lei, I only tell you alone, in fact, I don't like Japanese history and culture

So, he asked me to only call him Hong in the future, and not add any suffixes, such as Hongjun, and he didn't like to listen to it very much

My habit of reading was passed down to me, because sometimes when he handed me the test papers for writing, he would sit next to me with a chair and pick up his gray and yellow book and look at it

I would occasionally take the book curiously and secretly read it, he didn't look at it like others, just smiled and said to me, this is a Chinese character, teach me later, and then I learned that only the closest people around him are qualified to touch the book......

6 June 2006

Hong said that today was a special day, so he didn't continue to give me the test papers, and took me to the shopping mall in the city early

Sometimes I don't know what I like to eat or what I like, but sometimes as long as I say something unintentionally, Hong will remember it, for example, I say that I like white, I like cute kittens and rabbits, and I don't like to eat meat

In the past two years, Ikari has been cooking every day, because I don't like to eat any meat, so he taught himself to practice, and every day when he cooked, he held a Chinese cooking book in his hand, and made all kinds of vegetables delicious

I sat on the sofa wearing the bunny cartoon slippers that Hong bought for me from the shopping mall and read a book about music, because Hong said that he likes music, and at the same time, I also have a strong interest in the culture of this mysterious country, why does Hong like this country so much?

In the evening, Hung took a big birthday cake and put it on the table and told me that from now on, his birthday would be my birthday, and it was my first birthday since I realized it, and I was very happy

Originally, it was only the two of us who were celebrating our birthday at home, but after a while, the purple-haired woman named Misato Katsuragi who lived next door to us also came to my house with a birthday cake, Ikari Hong was very enthusiastic, I saw that he was so enthusiastic about other women, and I felt a little sad in my heart, Ayanami Rei, what's wrong with you......

After a while, an old man named Dongyue, whom Hong had always called a teacher, also knocked on the door of the house, holding a gift in his hand

It was a long time since my birthday, and after Misato Katsuragi returned to her room, I saw so many people caring about Hong, and my heart was happy for him, but also a little sour, and when I was stunned, Hong gently walked behind me and hugged me

"Li, what I have in the future, you will not lack anything, because of me, how can you, how dare you be sad?"

Hong's embrace is very warm, this birthday, I have a good time

June 6, 2010

After I finished the exam paper handed to me by Hong today, Hong praised me with satisfaction, but I always have a kind of him praising himself in disguise, he is sometimes very narcissistic and close to self-blackening to say how good he is, how handsome and handsome, for this, although I know that he is very good, and he is very handsome, but there is an urge to beat him, Ayanami Li, don't don't, he said that impulse is the source of all evil-!

Hung said today that he wanted to teach me the basic usage and pronunciation of Chinese Chinese, and said that if I could talk to him in Chinese, he would be very happy, I was also very excited, and I also wanted to make him happy

Just as Hong took out a pen and paper and was about to teach me, the doorbell rang, and a man in work clothes said something to Hong respectfully

Hong then smiled at me helplessly, saying that his father had something to do with me, and he would teach me Chinese again when he had time

Director Ikari even asked me to instigate a person, and said that he would force that person to kill me, and said that even if I died, there would be another one to replace me

Yes, orders must be obeyed, these are the commands I have had in my head since I was born, but if I die now, will the 'me' who will replace me still me? Will Hung still be as good to that 'me' as he is to me now......

Although today is my birthday and Hong, I am sad

Sometime at the end of 2010

Today is the day when the MAGI supercomputer is completed, and it is also the day when I need to complete the order of Director Ikari

I waited quietly for Ritsuko Akagi to leave, and then came to the opposite side of Naoko Akagi and told her that I was lost, and she smiled very kindly, just like an elder, and I really couldn't bear to hurt her, but an order is an order

I used the vicious language that Ikari taught me to stimulate Naoko's fragile and sensitive heart after passing middle age

Until I saw her running over and choking my neck with a hideous face, I knew that the task was complete, Naoko's fingernails were very sharp, and the stabbing pain in my neck, the feeling of suffocation was getting closer and closer, I thought, I'm going to die soon, Hong, I'm very reluctant to ......

Just when I was about to lose consciousness, Ikari Hong saved me as if he had fallen from the sky

He picked me up and carefully stroked the wound on my neck, and I saw a deep sense of care and distress in his eyes, and then he helped me to Naoko Akagi with great anger and looked at her condescendingly

I've never seen the always gentle Ikari Hong so angry, he said something to Naoko in Chinese, although I didn't understand, but I thought it must not be a good word, I saw Hong grab Naoko by the collar and lift her up

I hurriedly hugged Hong's arm, but I didn't dare to face Hong, so I could only whisper to Hong that I wanted to go home......

Hong just carried me to the house, without saying a word, I was very worried in my heart, I wanted to explain to Hong, but was interrupted by Hong's gentle words, he said, our Jiali is the most well-behaved, right?

When I got home, Hong bandaged my wound very carefully, still very gentle, and cried and told me that in the future, when it comes to life safety, I can not carry it out, watching Hong cry for the first time, I was very scared

A summer day in 2012

I know, from today onwards, I will be separated from Hong, I secretly took out the photo of me with Hong and hid it in the pocket of my jacket, in the days to come, I will no longer have Hong's meticulous care and care, I put on the clothes that Hong bought, and strive to dress myself up cleaner, more beautiful, I want to give him the best impression when parting

In the station, Hong mysteriously took out two rings, one with 'Hong' written on it and the other with 'Li' written on it

The names of the two of us, Hong tore off the red rope that he had always regarded as a treasure from his hands, put the ring with the word 'Hong' written on it into a necklace and put it on my neck, and said that when he grew up, he would personally wear it on my ring finger

Hong left, I looked at his back, and shouted to him uncontrollably, I will wait for you, and when you grow up, you will marry me

Hong rarely cried, and he had only cried less than three times in the past few years, but this time, he turned his head and shouted at me with tears streaming down his face! I love you

I was both happy and disappointed

In 2013

Time flies very slowly, but slowly and slowly for a year, since Hong left, my daily life is three points and one line, school, training, sleeping, without Hong, I can't eat any food, every day by eating capsules containing LCL to maintain life

Director Ikari became Commander Ikati, and after Hong left, the only one who still cared about me was Captain Misato Katsuragi, who was recognized by Hung as his sister, and the people in the organization looked at me with strange expressions, Hong, I miss you very much, do you think about me the same

I have secretly learned Chinese, waiting for the next time I see Hong to surprise him

When I'm fine, I'll put down the book in my hand like Hong, look up at the sky, Hong said

Although we are not in the same place, we see the same blue sky, and when you think of me, you look at the sky, and maybe, I am also looking

Ikari Hong, I really miss you

Late 2014

I don't like red because red represents pain, with blood, except for Hong's eyes......

In the past few years, I have often been injured during training, which is very painful, but Hong said that boys should be self-reliant, girls should be self-reliant, and they need to be strong even more in the days without him

This time the injury was very serious, and the zero machine lost control and went violent, is it because he once successfully piloted the first plane?

My left eye was wrapped in thick gauze, and my right arm was also bandaged, and I was so sad that Ikari was not there, and no one even cared about me

To be continued......