Xia Nan got up, broke away from Su's hand covering her hand, walked to the window, and her eyes fell on the rippling lake. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

Today, the sun was very good, and a few wisps scattered, melting the thin snow on the flowers, reflecting Xia Nan's delicate face through the rippling lake.

Su could almost clearly see the wound in her ink pupils.

The body paused, and his eyes crossed with apologies.

"Auntie, Nan'er understands what you said, the love of parents for their children is the love of nature, incomparable, and I also understand that all mothers in the world are willing to do anything for their children......"

Su Shi almost didn't dare to look at Xia Nan's eyes.

There were many things in those eyes that she couldn't understand......

Bright and crystal like obsidian, but it seemed to collapse into countless pieces in an instant, and there was a pain in her eyes that was so thick that it could not be dissolved, and there was a trace of perseverance, a trace of sadness, and a trace of fear...... Finally, it turns into invisible rigidity!

"As you say, the queen and my mother are close friends."

Xia Nan...... Do you want to talk to her about her and the queen?

Su Shi was about to listen attentively, when he saw Xia Nan's eyes collide with her, his eyes were dark, with a clear look that he had never seen before.

"My mother Xia Mingzhu, the name of the capital, and the current queen and the second aunt are close friends, I have been lost since I was a child, some time ago I was found, the queen remembered and my dead mother Xia Mingzhu between the two friendship, ordered me to enter the palace, and she accompany!"

Xia Nan said slowly, her voice was sonorous and powerful, her eyes were neither humble nor arrogant, and she looked straight at Su Shi.

Su Shi hadn't recovered from the transformation she had just made, and Xia Nan said again.

"Nan'er thanked her aunt for taking care of her during this time, the silk cloud brocade and the golden silk Nanmu high-waisted carved kang table are too luxurious, Nan'er is just a cousin who temporarily lives in the Hou Mansion, if she uses these and spreads out, I am afraid that Nan'er will have a greedy reputation. Therefore, I hope that my aunt will be fulfilled. ”

She committed again.

Su Shi hurriedly helped her up.

For a while, she couldn't understand Xia Nan.

She was not only shocked by what she said, but also by the complicated look in her eyes.

That look looked like he was helpless after experiencing a lot of despair.

She is indeed a little selfish, Concubine Shu Niangniang was born in October when she was pregnant, Yu Xin, she is the biological mother of Concubine Shu, Yu Li, she also wants to know what happened between the queen and Xia Nan, she implied in her words, but she just wanted Xia Nan to realize it and take the initiative to say it.

But she didn't.

She first pointed out her willingness to do anything for Concubine Shuniang, and then talked about the queen's affairs back then, but in the end, it was Xia Mingzhu who unswervingly said her mother.

What else could she say?

All she can do is to love her child as a mother, but in the same way, she used this love to expose Xia Nan's injury.

"You can accept these things, Sister Nan, don't worry, you have it, the rooms are not bad, there are still many things in the account room that have not been handled, and the eldest aunt will deal with them first."

Out of the Yuyan Pavilion.

Su Shi let out a long breath.

That's it.

She is not only a mother, but also the mother of the Hou Mansion, what she should be is tolerant, not aggressive for a fact that she shouldn't know is like now.

Looking at the back of Su Shi's departure, Xia Nan's hand hidden in her sleeve was clenched tightly, and her nails pierced into the flesh, but she didn't seem to feel anything.

Her heart was desolate as it had never been.

For the sake of her daughter, Su Shi could come to test her, which invisibly put pressure on her.

But what about her?

In order to give birth to her, her mother had a difficult birth until she died, and she never experienced a trace of love and pity from her beloved.

She is a scourge, does she deserve to endure the exclusion and white eyes of everyone?

Xia Nan still remembers that she was sent to Ningxiang when she was sent to Ningxiang.

She looked at the muddy field, and the fierce men squinted at her angrily, and if she didn't go to the field, and didn't use her white and tender hands to go to the muddy field to plant the slender seedlings, she would provoke an angry scolding.

She was so frightened that her tears couldn't stop falling, but no one took pity on her.

She couldn't find her way back to the Hou Mansion, she couldn't find her grandmother who loved her, and she only had indifferent eyes everywhere.

She lived alone, and she lived in a dilapidated grass hut, curled up with her small body and crying faintly.

Occasionally, Aunt Li, who raised pigs next door, would come over to see if she was dead, and if she was sick, she would take her to see a doctor, and then she would be scolded again.

So she never dared to get sick casually.

Gradually.

She learned a lot.

In front of people, she never needs to cry.

All she has to do is to harden herself step by step, as long as she is strong enough, no matter how hard the knife is, it will not be able to pierce her hard chest.

After that, she began to find a way to work hard.

She will still follow those big Han peasant women to plant rice and plough the fields every day.

She can carry bags of rice thicker than her body.

She stopped crying, there was a small ancestral hall in Ningxiang, and there was a teacher in it, and she would quickly finish the farm work every day, and then hide in the window of the ancestral hall and listen to Mr. Teach.

She had no pen or paper, so when she returned to the grass hut, she looked for angular stones or sticks, and drew them on the ground one by one.

There is a Mama Jiang in Ning Village, who is said to have come out of the palace and is deeply respected by the whole village.

Mama Jiang is the only person in Ningxiang who doesn't look at her indifferently, Xia Nan will find time to find her every time, learn her speaking grace, treat others, and train herself strictly.

She told herself that she was the lady of Xia Weihou's mansion, not these country women, and that one day, she would still go back.

Mama Jiang often used her calloused but delicate hands to caress her face, shouting, "Touch our little face, let Mama always remember it." ”

That's right.

Mama Jiang's world is dark, and she can only touch it with her hands to outline her appearance.

Xia Nan was also glad that Mama Jiang couldn't see it, otherwise, she would look at herself with eternally indifferent eyes like those people......

Recalling this, Xia Nan let go of her clenched fist.

No matter how much it used to be, it was all in the past, and now that she is back, no one will bully her.

She has a grandmother who loves her, and as the daughter of the Hou Mansion, she has good things that others don't have.

She knows how to forbear, and she has never been a person who can only forbear.

She is gentle, but not decisive, she is tough, but not merciful, she is impulsive, but not ignorant, she dares to love and hate.

Otherwise, how could he dare to reveal his true identity in front of everyone in his previous life.

Otherwise, how could he be single-minded and unable to extricate himself from one person in his previous life.

Otherwise, how can you be infatuated with resentment and reborn with hatred.

Pian Ruo entered the room and saw Xia Nan's palm dotted with red tassels, and her eyes tightened.

"Sister, what's wrong with you?"