Chapter Seventy-Five: Insomnia
Shen Jinyu always felt that her side face was a little hairy, and she felt like she was being stared at, although she was a little suspicious that she was thinking too much, she still held back and kept this stiff posture still. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info
After a long time, this silence gradually spread, and a trace of ambiguity rippled around him.
Shen Jinyu's heart began to panic, she was afraid of Cheng Xuan, she was only now sure that this feeling was afraid, she was afraid of this ambiguity, and she was afraid of Cheng Xuan approaching.
endured and endured, and finally when he was about to lose consciousness on the top of his head, he bit his lip and turned his head with great effort and said: "King Jin, what else do you have to instruct, if not, the lower officials will retire first." ”
Cheng Xuan saw that she used her title to open the relationship between the two people, did not force her, and also understood that she had just returned to Beijing from the border plug, and it must have been very the way, and said with a smile: "No, I'll send you to rest first." ”
After speaking, he wanted to hold her wrist and lead her down the mountain, Shen Jinyu broke free from him, she used to think that she could just treat Cheng Xuan as a "person", without any feelings and gender to get along, now she knows that no, she can't help it, Cheng Xuan is not reluctant, carefully escorted her down the mountain, drove the carriage, and personally sent her back.
In the afternoon, when Shen Jinyu and Yuheng had dinner together, they suddenly remembered and asked, "Have you stayed in Pingkangfang all the time, or did you go later?" ”
Yu Heng smiled: "Girl, why are you confused, when I first followed the young master, how old were we, where did we come from." ”
Shen Jinyu asked, "Then, Sang Mansion, it shouldn't be good." ”
Yu Heng put down the chopsticks, sighed and said, "It's not just that it's not good, it's just ......."
"Is it a matter of silver?"
The Sang family has a lot of money, and the succession of the eldest son is a foregone conclusion, and there will be trouble, and it is only silver.
Yu Heng shook his head and said, "If it's just silver taels, it's okay, and it won't be so hard." Not only the silver taels, but also the life, the last time, the trouble was extremely dangerous, it was after that time that the public middle school acquiesced to the son to buy property outside, and this is the Pingkangfang. There are so many big girls who come and go around Sangtian, they are not other people's chess pieces, and their lives are not long, I went to Sang's house, others see that I have no foundation, I have not been able to speak, and I think I am useless, so I lived peacefully until I left Pingkangfang. ”
To this extent? Shen Jinyu was really a little surprised, he was busy with his own affairs before, and he never cared about what Sangtian's family was like, thinking that his eldest son should be smooth sailing, but after thinking about it, it was right, Sangtian's father was in his position, but he couldn't make a move, sooner or later there would be a saying that virtue was not worthy, and someone would inevitably think about this position.
This situation is somewhat similar to Cheng Xuan's family.
No wonder he has such an attitude towards Jiang Yao.
At night, Shen Jinyu tossed and turned on the bed, and she didn't know why, and her heart felt like she was overwhelmed.
Sang Tian is like this, and he can't protect Jiang Yao.
I don't know if he underestimated Jiang Yao's true feelings, or for some other reason, Sang Tian gave her what she thought was the best way out, and still watched her become a divorced woman in just a few days.
I don't kill Beren, but Beren dies because of me.
I don't know how to get around, but after a few turns in her mind, she thought of Cheng Xuan again.
Without Cheng Xuan to take her back to Beijing, their sister and brother might be wiped out by the bandits, he didn't hand her over to the eldest princess, she was alone in the capital, and without that sentence of immovable protection, maybe the end would be even worse.
Maybe it's really as Cheng Xuan said, during that time, she was left alone in Cheng Mansion, and she didn't necessarily feel safer.
The eldest princess came with old grievances, not to mention how the Cheng family treated her, just said that she was poisoned as soon as she went to the mansion, what if she did it again?
Taking a step back, assuming that Cheng's mansion is governed like an iron bucket and water can't be splashed, when Cheng Xuan left the capital and entered the camp, the eldest princess made it clear to Mrs. Li that Shen Jinyu was her deceased husband and would be taken back to the mansion to raise, who could say that none of them would come?
After thinking about it for a long time, Shen Jinyu was a little depressed, why did he think of excuses for him, after knowing about his grandfather's affairs, after not hating him, didn't he already think about it, sit in the same boat with him, don't treat him as a man, let everyone go, fulfill his goal, and let himself go?
I thought of the daytime again......
Her cheeks were hot.
She closed her eyes and meditated, I am a kind of thing, I will sigh, it is not a personal relationship, I have no selfish feelings for him.
There is no selfishness, everyone is just colleagues.
After doing this a few times, the boiling in my heart slowly cooled down, and it was almost early in the morning before I fell asleep.
The next day, I didn't sleep long before I got up, whether it was true or not, on the last day of Humu, I must go to see the eldest princess and, the cheap grandfather.
After changing into men's clothes, he put on Cui's gourd jade, and before going out, he hesitated a few times and took the hand that had been given to Yuheng and put it on.
Since it's a play, let's do a full set.
But I was already out of the door, and I endured it in my heart, but I still felt unwilling, and put the things back again.
These things are just worn on the body, and they all make people feel unpleasant.
The drama is real, her love can't be true no matter what.
The eldest princess was in the same boat as her, relying on Cheng Xuan, not Shen Zheng, she thought and thought at the door, took a deep breath, and stabilized her mind, what's wrong with her, she is so impetuous, didn't she know the stakes that should be understood a long time ago?
When she arrived at the princess's mansion, Shen Jinyu waited in the flower hall for a long time, as expected, and after drinking cup after cup of tea, the eldest princess was late.
The eldest princess had silky eyes, and she looked a little younger than when Shen Jinyu first saw her.
She sat down casually, drank a few sips of the ginseng tea just served by the palace maid, and said slowly: "In the end, I am getting older, and I can't stand the toss, but I am tired after these few nights." Your grandfather is still asleep, and it will take a while to get up. ”
Shen Jinyu said with a smile: "Why do princesses need to be humble, there is a way that people are in good spirits when they are happy, I look at you, you are much more tender than before." ”
The eldest princess put down the teacup, glanced at Shen Jinyu lazily and said with a smile: "You're more well-behaved, okay, it's okay to come over, you can go back." ”
Shen Jinyu immediately knelt in front of the eldest princess and pleaded: "I am not only here for my grandfather this time, I am here to thank you sincerely, if it were not for your help, I would definitely not have the opportunity to be a leader, and I would like to ask you to show me my plans after returning to Beijing this time." ”
The eldest princess walked up to Shen Jinyu, looked at her condescendingly, and said, "This palace is getting older, and when I come, I don't have enough energy, and I don't want to participate in these battles anymore." Second, life must be full of joy, after suffering for so long, this palace just wants to do something happy. ”