Sang Tian looked at Yu Heng with some doubts, this was said to him at this time, he didn't know how to understand this. Pen fun and pavilion www.biquge.info

Is it anger, sarcasm, stabbing in two, turning against each other, or being sincere.

He was stunned for a moment and asked, "Then you linger at the door and don't come in, what are you hesitating about?" ”

Yu Heng said: "I was hesitating just now, but at this moment, I have already thought about it." Miss said that being an official is dangerous, different from the past, there will be life worries at every turn, she asked me, whether to go back to Pingkangfang, or go home to wait for her, although I also cherish my life, at this time to Pingkangfang, and you said these words, but still feel that I should go home and wait for her. ”

Sang Tian narrowed his eyes and squinted at Yu Heng and asked, "I'm not good to you?" Just because she cured your dumb disease, you are so desperate? ”

Yu Heng laughed and nodded: "You are good to all women, and naturally you are better to me, but you are better to me than because of Miss." If it was not her who overthrew me back then, but someone else, would you still take me back to Pingkangfang? You brought me back because you wanted to use your goodness to highlight the evil of Miss, so you would secretly take the small silver hairpin at that time and throw it away, and then give me a Hetian hosta that looks the same, but is bigger and more expensive. ”

Sang Tian Meng heard her mention the silver hairpin, a little embarrassed, at that time he was young and vigorous, and what he did under extreme anger, now when he talks about it, it is inevitable that he is a little unbearable, he disguised his disdain and said: "In your heart, I am so unbearable?" ”

Yu Heng smiled: "I didn't understand before, why did you want to be angry with the little girl, although she hurt me at that time, but she left the silver hairpin with me to make amends, and it can be regarded as peaceful." Yesterday, when Miss took out the teapot and asked me to give it to you, saying that you will definitely like it, I suddenly figured it out, it turns out that what you have said about hating over the years, not really hating Miss, you want to be her. ”

Sang Tian laughed and said: "The more I talk about it, the more outrageous it becomes, I'm a big man, why do I want to be a little woman." ”

"That's not accurate, that's what you should ask." Yu Heng pointed his finger at Sang Tian and asked in his heart, "Do you dare to say that you never imagined that if Mr. Shen was your grandfather, or even your father?" ”

Yes, of course.

Although Sang Tian is the eldest son of the Sang family, because of this covenant, and because of his father's frailty, the rest of the Sang family is not convinced by their long house, and he is in the Sang family, and the dangers he encounters are simply ...... Now everything is won by himself as an adult, so he is particularly angry that Shen Jinyu is so uncompromising.

Sang Tian didn't answer, he couldn't answer this at all, he thought about it, and asked leisurely, "Then why did you follow her?" ”

Yu Heng sat down and replied without thinking: "At first, you said that the young lady was stupid, and the Cheng family was deep, so I was afraid it would be difficult to stay." If you want me to go, I went, and then later, I felt that Miss was not a difficult person, and life was easier than yours, so I gradually got used to it, I followed her, and naturally cured the dumb disease, learned medical skills, and also learned acupuncture, so naturally that I forgot that all this was not what I deserved. What I got far exceeded what I paid, and I originally thought that it was these reasons that made me so desperate, but now, I don't think so. ”

She looked at Sang Tian's face and smiled, "For the same reason you hate her, I also want to be her." ”

Sang Tian said: "This is natural, Mr. Shen is a great Confucian in the world, and it is not wrong for you to think so." ”

Yu Heng shook his head and said: "This is the difference between us, you want to be a child who is loved by Mr. Shen, and I want to really be the kind of person who wants to be a young lady." Although it seems bumpy, every step is done according to my own ideas, my fate is not controlled by others, and I don't have to be confined to the backyard intrigue, which makes me see that there are many things that can be done in the world besides competing for men. ”

Sang Tian shook his head and said, "You look at things, it's still too superficial." What you see is that she makes her own decisions, and what I see is that she is passive everywhere and does not have the slightest opportunity to make her own decisions. ”

Yu Heng said in a low voice: "You think she is passive, because you didn't follow her and accompany her through every choice, not to mention anything else, if it was me who was trapped in the mountains back then, I might have become a real madman for so long." ”

Looking back after everything happened, she knew that Shen Jinyu's fate had been decided, and she was desperate to survive, although it had little effect, but it was not completely futile, Yuheng thought of herself, and was saved in a desperate situation because of Shen Jinyu's relationship, this feeling is very complicated, she hopes to help Shen Jinyu as Shen Jinyu helped her back then, and also hopes that she can be like her, after being able to survive the boundless darkness, she has the opportunity to control her life, rather than being chosen by fate forever.

Sang Tian had never thought about the problem from this angle, and he said loudly: "It's not wrong to think like this, but we people in the world only look at the results......

He didn't finish his words, and suddenly came back to his senses and said in surprise: "Intrigues? You're talking about my backyard? ”

Yu Heng ignored him, stood up and said, "I'm going back." ”

Sang Tian said: "I'll go with you." ”

Yu Heng lowered her head and burst into tears, choking up: "It's late, before I came, she had already followed the eldest princess into the palace." ”

Everything seems to have finally settled at this moment, there is no change, Sang Tian's heart has been entangled for dozens of days, he is a person of great affection, and now he wants to choose one between the two of the Shen family, after so many days, there is still no way to make a decision.

He breathed a sigh of relief, his expression was a little sad, and there was an indescribable lightness, seeing him like this, Yu Heng remembered the conversation with Shen Jinyu before going out, and felt sad, Miss guessed every step of Sang Tian correctly, and Sang Tian would definitely stop and listen to what he said.

The young lady said that he did not dare to face all this at all, he ran away, he wanted to be stable, so she gave him stability, and went on the road alone, so that he did not have to be in a dilemma, she herself had experienced these conspiracies, and knew the painful taste of having her memories destroyed, and she couldn't bear to embarrass him, so before he had no choice, let him live without knowing it.

Yu Heng couldn't stop crying, not only for Shen Jinyu, but also for Sangtian, he was an incomparable hero in Yu Heng's heart, but right now, he was so cowardly that he didn't even dare to ask a word that should be asked.

Or at this time, she can more or less realize that the young lady's memory was restored at that time, and the disillusionment with Shen Zheng caused the pain of one-twelve.

Sang Tian patted Yuheng's shoulder a little briskly and comforted: "I will try my best to help her, and after a while, I will find a way to let you go to her side." ”