Chapter 57: The Mountaintop
Shen Jinyu stood like this, behind him was the lotus pond, midsummer had passed, the lotus flowers were gradually defeated, only those lotus leaves remained, and they still wanted to wither, yellow, yellow, green and green barely supported on the water surface, the wind blew through the leaves of the pond and jumped, one side was green and the other was yellow, the bright moon sprinkled silver-white moonlight, reflecting the lake surface exposed by the wind, and a little moonlight splashed. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
Cheng Xuan didn't urge her, seeing her alone in the autumn wind, her clothes were blown fluttering, he couldn't bear to urge her, and he couldn't bear to see her in the wind, Cheng Xuan suddenly stepped forward and hugged her.
What Shen Jinyu was most afraid of was this kind of concern at this time, she just didn't want to face anyone, so she ran to the lotus pond at this time.
Her state of mind is like a bronze mirror in the bath, stained with water vapor, and it only takes a little more for the water vapor to condense into water beads and roll down.
She hates to cry, there are too many things to cry about, and when she is a little weak, she shows signs of defeat, as if she will never be able to turn over.
This kind of care made her tears finally burst and surging down. Cheng Xuan will not understand that Biyu and her have known her for many years, and the reunion in Cheng's Mansion is not so much that she reached out to save Jasper, but that it is cold and freezing and two thinly clothed people hugging each other for warmth, she does not dare to doubt Biyu, just as she does not dare to miss her family, that pain, if touched lightly, it will spread throughout the body with a devastating and decaying trend.
Cheng Xuan hugged her gently, until she turned from crying to sobbing, and her emotions slowly stabilized, then he let her go, wiped the tears on her face with his sleeve and said, "It's windy at night, you should get cold if you don't go back." ”
Shen Jinyu nodded, Cheng Xuan thought for a moment and asked carefully, "Biyu, do you want me to help you keep an eye on her?" Was there anything unusual about her before? ”
Shen Jinyu nodded, shook her head again, tears fell in strings, and the pain in her heart that had subsided was faintly sprouting.
After a while, Shen Jinyu replied: "My mind is very messy today, I can't figure out anything, wait for me to sort it out." ”
Cheng Xuan was noncommittal, and only waved his hand to call Yun Lan, who was following him, forward and ordered: "You go to the big kitchen and instruct me to prepare more hot water for Jinyue Xuan, and send it over now." ”
Shen Jinyu wiped away his tears, and then looked at him with some doubts, Cheng Xuan almost never interfered in the affairs of the inner courtyard, even if there was something to do, he would not give orders himself. He seldom puts this concern directly on the surface.
Cheng Xuan stared at Shen Jinyu's eyes and said, "If you want to leave, if you want to stay, I shouldn't follow your thoughts, I know how difficult your situation is in the capital." It's easy to give up, but I don't want to regret it one day, or maybe, I can't help you much, at least I can share your joys and sorrows, through thick and thin. ”
Shen Jinyu didn't answer, she was moved in her heart, especially at a time like today.
Cheng Xuan she knows is a gentleman's virtue, his way is modest, outside the barracks, he is gentle to people, and he benefits from proportion. Speaking and acting, leaving three points of leeway, probably because of the changes in the family, except for official business, she has never seen him act reluctantly, before she used a few land deeds to return to him to express his refusal is to know that he is not a person who will be entangled.
Cheng Xuan and Shen Jinyu walked side by side towards Jinyue Xuan, and after a long while, Shen Jinyu said: "There are too many things today, I can't sort them out for a while, another day, I want to think clearly before I can ......"
Before Shen Jinyu finished speaking, Cheng Xuan smiled and said, "You miss you, I'll do mine, anyway, I can't let you fool around anymore." ”
Shen Jinyu had already walked to the door, she didn't finish speaking, she simply didn't speak, gave Cheng Xuan a salute, and went back.
Sure enough, the head of the family spoke, and the subordinates acted much faster. Shen Jinyu had just arrived at the room, and hot water was delivered. Shen Jinyu immersed her whole body in water, like the sun in winter, full of warmth, like a child lying in her mother's arms, with a place to shelter from the wind and rain, as if the wind and rain in the outside world have nothing to do with her.
Since this day, the people in Cheng Xuan's room have taken over most of the things in Jinyue Xuan, directly taking care of Shen Jinyu, the daily morning and evening supplements, and the weekday meals are all from Cheng Xuan's kitchen, Yun Lan said with a smile: "Girl, please rest assured, these are all made by me personally, and the raw materials are all confirmed to be safe before cooking." ”
It's just that I never saw Yunfang again.
Such days continued, Cheng Xuan would come every day when he was free, as if nothing had happened, they had not talked about the events of that day anymore, or went to stay and give gifts, but something did begin to change silently.
The effectiveness of the plum blossom needle gradually faded, and he was not affected by anything, and it seems that this plan should be feasible.
On this day, Cheng Xuan took Shen Jinyu to the top of the mountain he often visited, which was the highest place in the mountain behind Chengfu, and the surrounding area was very empty, Shen Jinyu smiled and teased: "Such a big land, even if you are not a general or a prince of King Cheng, you can also be the lord." ”
This is the truth, when the meritorious deeds were rewarded, King Cheng had great achievements, and his prestige was far and wide, but he was not proud of his achievements, so the ancestors of that year did not treat the Cheng family badly, and the Cheng family's land was only a little smaller than the palace. In the capital where every inch of land is valuable, this is really a big deal.
It's just that the Cheng family has few people, and the life is not luxurious, so there are not many buildings to be built.
Cheng Xuan introduced: "This can be regarded as the highland in the capital, I was wronged when I was a child, so I love to come here, especially at this time, at dusk, slowly watching the sun go down, and then watching the smoke rise from one household to another, and then light up one by one." It seems that I can also share the warmth from my family, this is not a mountain top or a scenery for me, it is a place of happiness. ”
Shen Jinyu had heard the treatment he had received when he was young, a young and vigorous young man from a family, but he lost his position halfway, and his relationship with his family was so estranged, he must have suffered a lot of grievances, and a burst of pity swelled in his heart, and he gently patted Cheng Xuan's shoulder to give him a trace of comfort.
They sat silently side by side on the grass, watching the sunset.
The crescent moon has given birth to birds, and the setting sun is in the west.
Cheng Xuan looked at the sky that was gradually darkening, the galaxy was quietly revealed, in the dark blue night, the stars like jewels decorated the night sky, he turned his head to look up at Shen Jinyu who looked up at the sky, his heart was soft, and he couldn't help but say to her: "I wanted to take you here to see it a long time ago." ”
"The sky is cloudy and foggy, and the galaxy wants to turn a thousand sails to dance. It was as if the dream soul had returned to the emperor's place, heard the words of heaven, and asked me diligently where I had returned. ”
Shen Jinyu's eyes were red when she heard this, and she sighed and said, "You were very lonely when you were a child." ”
Was that mood called loneliness?
Since he was a child, he has only received strict training at home, without warmth, he seems to have never lived as a child, and as soon as he was born, he was very strict.