109 And he lived as he was
"Nothing, I didn't say anything!"
Jiang Xian covered his mouth tightly and refused to say anything, Xia Nan stared at him suspiciously. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info
"When did our Ah Xian learn to speak ill of people behind their backs?"
Hearing Xia Nan do this, Jiang Xian immediately became anxious.
"How can I speak ill of people behind my back."
He muttered, his eyes eager to prove himself.
Although he behaves sophisticated, he is still a child in his bones.
"Then you just opened your mouth again to call people Lord Yan hypocrites, and they also saved our lives." Saved her more than once!
Jiang Xian's face was not very good-looking when she heard her mention Lord Yan, Xia Nan caught his expression, and couldn't help but wonder, when did Lord Yan ...... Offended Ah Xian?
"Anyway...... Anyway...... I just don't like him anyway! ”
After saying this sentence like a little daughter-in-law, Jiang Xian ran out of Xiyan Pavilion, looking like he was afraid that Xia Nan would ask him.
Xia Nan couldn't cry or laugh.
For Jiang Xian's little temper, she is becoming more and more incomprehensible.
The night is getting deeper, Xiyan Pavilion planted a lot of flowers and plants, earlier in Xia Nan to Huainan when he went to Huainan, Pianruo ordered someone to erect a grape shelf, at this time the spring equinox has arrived, the evening weather is quite cool, grape seeds have quietly sprouted, slender and weak branches and buds are slowly climbing up to the house, adding a touch of emerald color to the whole yard.
Pian Ruo ordered a few mothers-in-law to move out of the rocking chair, and prepared some melon and fruit cakes, so that Xia Nan could lie on it, and she gently pressed the acupuncture points on her head behind her to soothe her nerves.
"Sister, you have been tired recently, today the second lady and Lu, you are also busy, you should also be relieved."
Xia Nan is most satisfied with the maid Pianruo, her intimacy.
Pian Ruo is like a pair of eyes, always by her side, paying attention to her body and mood, when she is tired, she can change various ways to relieve her tiredness, more often, but she is silently on the side, carefully taking care of all the things around her.
Xia Nan smelled the faint fragrance of flowers coming from the yard, as if a wisp of light smoke lingered on the tip of her nose, lingering, extremely tranquil.
The moon hangs in the night sky, and the light emitted by her body covers the light of the stars around her, and there is a kind of enchanting beauty in the dark night.
In Anya, who was extremely comfortable, Xia Nan slowly closed her eyes.
She was a little tired.
Can't guess, can't see and can't touch many things one after another, she is overwhelmed, but she can only resign herself to moving forward.
Many things are different from those in previous lives.
For example, Mr. Tong, such as Jiang Xian, and ...... Yan Jue.
Xia Nan in his previous life had no intersection with him, he had only heard of his name, but when he met at the end of the execution ground, she even blurred his face a little, but in this life, he seemed to be deeply engraved in her mind, appearing again and again, at her most critical moment.
It's so different.
Xia Nan suddenly remembered Yan Jue's indifferent and handsome face, the candle flame last night was slightly yellow, his original hard lines became softer and softer under the candle flame, and the original indifference seemed to be softened by the candle flame, he pursed his lips, his eyelashes drooped, and he didn't know what he was meditating.
At that moment, if it weren't for the blood-red traces in front of her, Xia Nan thought, maybe she would be moved; At that moment, if it weren't for the fact that she had already pretended to be someone in her heart, Xia Nan thought, she might be moved.
But her heart, although alive, is like dead.
Seeing Gu Changting again, he will still be heartbroken, but he no longer wants to love him.
She can't afford to love anymore.
She thought that everything would follow the trajectory of her previous life, but she didn't expect that now she is getting more and more deviated, and she can't turn back, so she can only work hard to move forward.
Women are already a vulnerable group in this era, but when they are pioneers, women have become tenacious.
At that time, Mrs. Xun followed the eldest princess to fight the world for the current Zhaochang Emperor, and became famous in the first war, and then successively solved many difficulties, and the eldest princess was called a female double male, known as a role model for women at that time and to this day.
Who says women are inferior to men?
No one dared to look down on them.
Although Xia Nan didn't know why Mrs. Xun accepted her as an apprentice, was it really as Mrs. Gu said, Mrs. Xun was extremely obsessed with calligraphy, and when she saw her high talent, she wanted to take her as an apprentice, which was also incredible.
But no matter what, she won't pass up any chance to become stronger.
Call her selfish or ruthless.
Mrs. Xun had the ability to convince and worship the whole world, and now that she is under her hands, she can find an opportunity to learn from her and take the essence of it.
Xia Nan closed her eyes, thinking about it in her mind, but Pianruo thought that she was already asleep, so she stopped what she was doing, withdrew the melons and fruits around her lightly, and quietly guarded her side.
My sister is so tired.
What many people have experienced these days may not have experienced in their lifetime.
Suddenly, someone came in a hurry to report.
Pianruo reprimanded and said in a low voice, "What do you look like, my sister is asleep, don't wake my sister up." ”
When the woman heard this, she poked her head out and glanced at Xia Nan, and saw that she was lying peacefully on the recliner.
"Or I'll go back to the man and ask him to come back tomorrow?"
Pian Ruo was puzzled.
"The man? Who? "It's more than half of the hour now, who came to find my sister in the middle of the night?
"It's a man, he looks delicate, he doesn't look very old, it's about the same as the young master, but I asked him what he came to do with his sister, but he didn't speak, he stood at the door and refused to leave, very persistent."
Hearing this, Pian Ruo couldn't help frowning.
The woman's eyes rolled, and she said, "But I see that he is dressed in a gray shirt, and there is a piece of linen sewn on the cuffs, and I don't know who he is paying tribute to......
Before the mother-in-law could finish speaking, she saw a figure passing by.
Pian Ruo was the first to react and hurriedly followed.
"Sister."
Xia Nan walked quickly, stepped forward, and walked out of the courtyard, and what was imprinted in front of him was Ah Heng's thin and thin back.
Dressed in a gray shirt, he looks lonely in the dark night.
Hearing the sound behind him, Ah Heng slowly turned around and met Xia Nan's eyes, but this time it was not as hostile as before.
Xia Nan could even see a faint sadness in his eyes.
She didn't know how to speak.
Ah Heng said that Mr. Tong was killed by her, his reproach, his abuse, Xia Nan was powerless to refute and deny, and I didn't know if Ah Heng would come to her again, or at this hour.
"I'm hungry."
Xia Nan never expected that the first thing Ah Heng said would be that he was hungry.
A table of pastries was eaten, and Ah Heng devoured it, as if he had been hungry for dozens of days.
Xia Nan looked at him quietly, waiting for him to finish eating.
Ah Heng grabbed a bun, but his eyes were fixed on the white and fat bun, he lowered his head, but Xia Nan vaguely saw that his eyes were gradually turning red.
I only heard his choked voice, which was a little hoarse and a little indistinct, and came out.
"What Mr. Tong gave me to eat before was such a white and fat bun, and I still remember that it was stuffed with leeks."
Xia Nan had repelled the people beside him earlier, and at this moment, looking at Ah Heng, listening to what he said, the tip of his nose was sour.
"When I was alone on the street, in order to pick up the meat buns that others fell to the ground, I was punched and kicked by others, and the whole person was seriously injured, but it was Mr. Tong who was passing by who saved me, he took me home and gave me a place to live. Mr. Tong is not rich, he is dressed in a gray shirt, and he groped out a few copper plates all over his body, but he resolutely bought me hot buns, Mr. Tong lived in a thatched hut that he saw temporarily, it rained that night, and the thatched hut was overturned, Mr. Tong was afraid that I would get cold, so he wore a hat and a cloak overnight, and carried me to a temple. ”
"I was beaten and scolded, I got cold and soon became feverish, I was in the temple at the time, Mr. Tong was penniless, he could only wrap his clothes one after another around me, and kept warming me, I was dazed, I only knew that it was the first time that someone around me cared so much about me, and then I fell asleep. Fortunately, my life is cheap, and God doesn't accept it, but it's so good. That was the first time I saw Mr. Tong smile with a blessed smile. ”
Ah Heng was already choked up and sobbing as he spoke.
"But you know what? He said that he would take me to study, to take the imperial examination, to become a master, and to make a name for myself, but I refused, and I chose revenge. In order to take revenge, I endured by Hu Hai's side for seven years. Mr. Tong left, and I never saw him again. ”
"Until you arrived, even after all these years, I still recognized him at a glance."
Hearing Ah Heng's words, Xia Nan was just silent.
It turns out that Mr. Tong is warm, and she is not alone.
It's just that he never warms himself.
"I was going to follow him after taking revenge, go to study, go to the imperial examination, and do what he wanted me to do."
"But why, why did he die? Why did he die for you? ”
Ah Heng suddenly roared, he raised his head, his eyes were red, like a beast about to explode.
Xia Nan looked at him, only to see two tears on Ah Heng's delicate but forbearant face.
All of a sudden, it was as if it had struck her heart.
Ah Heng roared, and suddenly lowered his head weakly, as if he had lost all his strength.
"But what? There is no more why, Mr. Tong is still gone. ”
"After coming to the capital, Mr. Tong told me that now he is alive for you, and he said a lot of things about you before, how you were strong, how you survived such a difficult environment, and how he made him feel extremely distressed."
"He said, you are far more miserable than me, I don't understand why, you are bright and colorful in life, where is the darkness, but I seem to understand later."
"It turns out that you and I are poor people."
"Mr. Tong, if he is gone, let me protect you for him, but I am unwilling, why should I be asked to protect someone who hurt him. If it weren't for you, Mr. Tong wouldn't have left, he might have a stable life and a happy life, but it's all because of you. ”
Ah Heng's eyes were red, and the green tendons on his hands were bursting up, but he bit his lower lip and said it, but his posture was decadent.
He also said.
"But I can't hate you, Mr. Tong has taught me a lot, and one of them is responsibility. I promised him that if he was gone, I would stay with you and protect you for him, so I came. ”
In the end, it was Xia Nan who had red eyes.
At this moment, Ah Heng has returned to his original appearance, his delicate and immature face is indifferent, if it has nothing to do with him, but if there is no red eyed, maybe everything will be true.
Xia Nan is also red-eyed.
She wondered if Mr. Tong regarded her as a daughter.
All her circumstances, Mr. Tong is very clear, she is taught by him step by step, from ignorance at the beginning, to everything later.
Mr. Tong may have met her in an accident, but her accident cost him his life, but he was willing to do it.
She thought, did Mr. Tong love someone very much, so he was so good to her, okay...... She had nothing to reciprocate.
Ah Heng looked at Xia Nan and looked into her eyes, and the two of them were thinking about one person at the same time.
"I heard you've been assassinated again."
Ah Heng spoke extremely calmly, and he couldn't see what he looked like just now.
Xia Nan was silent.
"I don't care if you believe me or not, in the future, I will be by your side instead of Mr. Tong, and if Mr. Tong is not finished, I will help him complete it."
Speaking of this, Xia Nan looked at Ah Heng.
There was obviously disgust in his eyes that couldn't be hidden, but his tone was stiff, obviously at a young age, but it seemed that he had gone through vicissitudes and all kinds of situations in the world.
"You don't have to."
Xia Nan finally spoke, but her voice was slightly hoarse.
"In the future, I will live in Mr. Tong's residence, the people under Mr. Tong, I know everything under him, Miss, please rest assured, the stewards under you, I have a way to convince them of me, if you have anything, just send someone to inform you."
Ah Heng got up, straightened his clothes, and straightened his cuffs.
Xia Nan looked at his action and was slightly stunned.
She remembered that Mr. Tong often sat in this motion.
Ah Heng has lived like Mr. Tong.
After saying this, Ah Heng left without looking back.
Xia Nan's heart suddenly hurt, it hurts, it hurts.
The twelve-year-old boy just now said that he would be Mr. Tong in the future, and he would stay by her side instead of him, do things for her, and block all the wind and rain.
The night was deeper, Xia Nan leaned on the windowsill, looking up at the night sky, his eyes flashing slightly.
Look carefully for the stars in the sky.
She wondered if Mr. Tong would be like her, he was also reborn, returned to the time when everything could still change, changed the result, and was happy.
Of course, just what she expected.
The next day, Xia Nan packed up, and Ji took her to the road to the eldest princess's mansion.
On this trip, Ji was surrounded by many guards, and the momentum was quite huge, and the people along the way looked at the carriage with the sign of Xiaweihou's Mansion and couldn't help but talk about it.
"Did you hear that? Miss Xiaweihou's Mansion was accepted as an apprentice by Mrs. Xun, and Mrs. Xiaweihou is taking her to the Eldest Princess's Mansion at the moment! ”
"Really, Mrs. Xun has disappeared for many years, and now she has reappeared, and she has taken a woman as an apprentice?"
"That's still false, this thing happened a few days ago, you don't know it now, it's really a frog at the bottom of the well."
"Mrs. Xun's clever calculation, known as the god operator, she accepted Miss Cousin of Xiaweihou Mansion as an apprentice, what did she like about this Lady?"
Someone was puzzled, and someone immediately sneered.
"You don't have to know what you like about other people, Miss Biao must have her excels." (To be continued.) )