170. Three Days Left (1)
Why are you crying? There was silence for a long time, and the two of them had their own thoughts, and suddenly, this sentence appeared in his mind, he had never cried, not that he didn't want to cry, but that he wouldn't cry at all. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info
Why, yes, why, although there are only a few drops, it is undeniable that she did shed tears, last time because of night primrose, this time because of who, Ziyang?
What is Ziyang alive for? Do you just want to protect what is important to you? Is that enough? Isn't it like ...... Was she before?
Before, she didn't have any superfluous thoughts, as long as she did what she needed to do, it was fine, but after coming to this world, she felt family affection for the first time, made friends for the first time, met someone she could trust for the first time, and finally didn't have to live so hard.
She even hoped to meet her parents, and it was here that she realized the true meaning of the phrase that humans are greedy.
Greed is human nature, but there is nothing wrong with this nature itself, what is wrong is the way human beings treat this nature, what kind of method do you use to satisfy your own nature?
Xiao Yaqian is no exception, she wants family affection, she wants friendship, and wants to know Ziyang's life experience, it is because of greed that her life has changed, no longer killing people as before, but enriched.
People need to be greedy, and it is precisely because of greed that there is hard work, for the little desire in your heart.
But Ziyang's footsteps stopped, he was only limited to guarding, didn't he think about himself? The big thinkers who live not to take, but to give she really doesn't understand, indeed, if you just live for the sake of living, it is worthless, but must you give? I'm still willing to dedicate myself to my family and friends, but I'm blinded when I'm dedicated to strangers, am I very familiar with you? Why should I dedicate myself to you, I am just an ordinary person among thousands of people, I just want to satisfy my simple greed and do what I can for the people around me.
I'm not a big thinker, I don't want to be a big thinker, and I don't have the qualifications to be.
Life is very simple, it is greed, hard work, and getting.
What you desire, you fight for what you desire, and in the end you succeed.
That's all I need in my life, I just want to be with the people who are important to me, I don't want to meddle in things, I don't want to give myself to people who are not related to me, and this is at best to go down in history, what else can I gain?
"Have you never thought about yourself?"
'Huh? What do you mean? ’
"Do you think it's enough for you to protect your life?"
‘……’
'Yes, that's enough, I exist to protect, to protect this world. ’
Xiao Yaqian suddenly felt her heart clogged: "Don't you think this is very unfair? Why do you pay for it? Have you ever wondered how people who treat you as an important person feel? ”
It is wrong to blindly give, how can a person be happy in life? There is family, there are friends.
But when you give blindly, your family, your friends, how do they feel? Are you proud? Or are you worried? I think it's more worrying that for them, if you can live well, that's the biggest contribution to them.
'......' Ziyang was stunned, he didn't know how to answer, no one had ever said such things to him, and he hadn't thought about this kind of question, he appeared in this world to protect this world, and this world was the most important thing for him.
It was terriblely quiet, and there was no word on both sides, and I don't know how long it was: 'I don't have family, I don't have friends, I don't have your problems.' No one would have worried about him at all.
Xiao Yaqian was silent for a long time, she curled up, her head rested on her knees, and buried between her arms: "What about me?" I'm worried. "Ziyang saved her three times, saying that there is no emotion at all, is it possible?
Ziyang's breath was suffocated, no matter who it was, which race it was, he was only afraid of him, and he never cared, but now, why did he have an indescribable emotion in his heart.
"Ziyang?" Xiao Yaqian was slightly stunned, why did she feel that Ziyang's breath had faded a lot, and she went to sleep?
For a long time, no sound came, Xiao Yaqian was on her knees, her back against the tree, and she was not in the mood to sleep at all.
Suddenly, a black mist appeared in her chest, Xiao Yaqian was frightened, rubbed the ground and got up, and then stood up again, the black mist floated twice in front of Xiao Yaqian, flew to Xiao Yaqian's ear, whispered a word, and disappeared.
Xiao Yaqian's eyes widened, and then a relieved smile appeared, this sentence was completely useless.
No one dares to call my real name, but I have a personal name, Harder. ’