Chapter 205
Yun Shanshan slandered those legendary love saints and other characters in her heart for a while, but it wasn't too long, so she put this down, because these things were not important to Yun Shanshan. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info For a long time, Yun Shanshan was just a bystander, looking at some people and things around her coldly.
Because Yun Shanshan has many brothers and sisters, it is inevitable that some of Yun Shanshan's brothers and sisters will come back to talk about various things at the dinner table, so in Yun Shanshan's growth process, Yun Shanshan really didn't listen to those gossips or short things in the family.
However, Yun Shanshan is Yun Shanshan in the end, she is different from ordinary people.
If it were an ordinary person, if it weren't for a monster-like character like Yun Shanshan, I'm afraid that even dinosaurs would become long-tongued women. However, even growing up in that environment, Yun Shanshan still maintained her most primitive characteristics, that is, she liked silence and meditation.
Yes, silence and contemplation.
It is said that women are often emotional animals, and men are often much more rational than women. But Yun Shanshan felt that almost all of her body was revealing rational cells.
I don't know why, Yun Shanshan seems to be born with a dislike for those emotional things, she always thinks that kind of things are too emotional, since they are emotional, they will inevitably be subjective, and in Yun Shanshan's opinion, any subjective thing is often wrong, with too many personal emotions and preferences, it is inevitable that it will be a little biased. Therefore, if she chooses between emotion and reason, Yun Shanshan seems to have a natural preference for reason.
Yun Shanshan's habit is to be silent, and when faced with many things, she doesn't like to speak, nor does she like to express her feelings or opinions, so in the eyes of outsiders, people sometimes ignore the existence of people like Yun Shanshan. But, in general, the more people like to be silent, the more they tend to think.
While others spend their time in useless spitting and spitting, they are constantly testing and exercising their brain cells.
Therefore, even in the most lively environment, Yun Shanshan is generally calm. However, this calmness does not mean that she is the kind of person who lacks interest and enthusiasm for anything. Yun Shanshan is the kind of person who is cold on the outside and hot on the inside. It seems to be cold on the outside, but what is burning in her heart is still a fire.
The author believes that this fire, if measured by the enthusiasm of ordinary people between acquaintances, if the enthusiasm of ordinary people between acquaintances is already a fire, then the enthusiasm and love for this world that Yun Shanshan puts in her heart is the true fire of three flavors.
Sometimes, the more strange and indifferent people look on the outside, in fact, their hearts are often on fire, and this fire, like pure water in a water source, has no magazine. Because it is far away from the complexity of the crowd, it has not been cultivated by the world or deliberately rejects the world, this flavor of fire, like the three flavors of real fire, is pure, white, and transparent, but it is still warm, and even more enthusiastic.
In this way, under Yun Shanshan's calm appearance at the moment, Yun Shanshan's psychological activities are also as continuous as the waves of the sea, however, monsters are monsters, Yun Shanshan's brain is very active at this moment, but the activity of her brain is just inversely proportional to her appearance. Therefore, when Yun Shanshan's inner world was at its richest, and it was also when her external world was extremely scarce and pale, the monsters at this moment, expressionless, looked almost cold, as if anyone who looked at them would freeze them to death.
However, fate is fate, at this time, the big sister who has passed the test of Yun Shanshan's sixth sense really did not live up to Yun Shanshan's expectations of her, it seems that the big sister is really not frightened by Yun Shanshan's weird idiot appearance at all, or has a lot of unclean thoughts that want to go wrong, so she wonders if she has offended this little sister, what this little sister makes herself face, these and so on and so on. This big sister's mind is like a glass of pure water at this moment, trusting Yun Shanshan 100%.
"Haha," At this moment, the big sister in front of Yun Shanshan actually laughed, and then said, "Sister, you look so cute, are you thinking about something?" ”
Sure enough, it's not the same kind of person who won't go down the same road. Yun Shanshan couldn't help but feel a wave of warmth in her heart when she heard the big sister ask herself like this, and when she saw her eyes full of love looking at Yun Shanshan with a smile.
Confidant, one who understands me, this big sister.
People who are not scared away by Yun Shanshan's strange appearance must be people who can understand Yun Shanshan's inner world, such a confidant, how many more can exist in this world? At this moment, Yun Shanshan's brain thought a little incoherently in a mood that was almost excited.
"yes." Hearing Yun Shanshan call herself a confidant so excitedly, the big sister was also very happy. "Good sister, I know that you are a strange person, but for some reason, the more eccentric you are, the more I seem to understand you, I don't know why, when I see you, I always have a feeling that I can feel your heart."
Listening to the words of the eldest sister, Yun Shanshan had goosebumps for a while. However, that warm feeling still dominates. Therefore, Yun Shanshan's good impression of the big sister will not be affected at all because of this goosebump-like little thing, and in fact, in the end, Yun Shanshan directly regarded that goosebumps as a kind of training and tuition fees in the process of meeting a confidant.
Just like that, the two sisters, who had just known each other, stood at the gate of this small shop and looked at each other, feeling like a little couple on the screen when the movie was filmed, they looked at each other affectionately. If you don't know the truth, and don't know that Yun Shanshan is extremely eager for that long-lost sisterly feeling, people passing by here, must understand Yun Shanshan and that big sister as brokebacks or something like that. But Yun Shanshan knew that she was not.
However, although Yun Shanshan knew deep down that she was not a broken back, or the name of a lily or a comrade or something like that circulated on the Internet. However, for some reason, deep in Yun Shanshan's heart, sometimes, she still has some feelings and emotions that are a little flustered.