Chapter 51: The Price of Trust
Chapter 51: The Price of Trust
Another day passed like this, and Ding Hao didn't plan to go anywhere today, because Ding Liang told him that Zhao Rou would come again, and he also wanted to see this woman again.
It was about near noon when Zhao Rou finally came and came in a carriage.
When Ding Hao saw her, he found that her face was much worse, and she seemed to be a little pale, until she met Ding Hao, and her face finally bloomed with delicate flowers.
Her figure is very plump, and she has a unique charm of a beautiful woman, which seems to be because she wanders among all kinds of men, and she has an indescribable charm when she smiles.
This meeting will be much more familiar than the last time, she sat with Ding Hao for a while, and then said that she was going to go to the backyard to go around, Ding Hao hesitated for a moment and agreed.
In broad daylight, I am afraid that the other party will not be able to eat me.
"Ding Shao. As soon as she entered the backyard, Zhao Rou grabbed Ding Hao's hand tightly, looked at him, and said seriously: "Hurry up." ”
With a sudden voice in his heart, Ding Hao said softly: "Zhao Rou, what do you know, tell me." ”
Zhao Rou's body began to tremble, as if he felt endless fear, this fear made Ding Hao feel it too, he reached out to hug Zhao Rou, feeling her soft body, and finally began to slowly calm down.
Zhao Rou leaned on his chest, as if she was finally no longer afraid, raised her head and said, "Ding Shao, since you are not in this game, why do you have to enter the game? Listen to my persuasion and leave quickly, okay?"
Ding Hao smiled brightly at him and said, "Now that you have entered the game, how can there be anyone who is not in the game, and it is too late to be out now." Don't worry, they can't help me. ”
seemed to feel Ding Hao's strong confidence, Zhao Rou was intoxicated, and said emotionally: "It's so warm, I don't feel scared at all." Ding Lang, can you hug Rourou tightly?"
Will it develop too fast? I didn't think about it like this, Ding Hao began to react a little, and wanted to push her away, but it was too late, so he had to comfort: "What are you afraid of, you can tell me." ”
Zhao Rou smiled and said: "I'm not afraid at the moment, even if I die now, I'm not afraid." ”
She finally regained her usual calm at this moment: "Do you want to hear my story?"
The two finally separated, and Ding Hao sat with her in the pavilion in the courtyard and listened to her quietly.
"I was originally a daughter of the Zhao family, and I married the Cao family when I was sixteen years old, so I am a good match. However, the good fortune didn't last long, my husband died less than a year ago, and I didn't think much about it, I just thought that my life was not good, so someone in the Cao family scolded me like this, and I put up with it. Later, Uncle Cao actually behaved badly towards me, and I couldn't bear it anymore and killed him by mistake. I was scared, so I ran out of Cao's house. ”
Zhao Rou looked at Ding Hao's face, saw that his face was calm, and finally said: "Later, I came here and gained a foothold here, you know how difficult it is for a woman to gain a foothold here, so I pay a lot." Originally, I thought this was my life, my destiny. It's just that I only found out last night that my fate in all this is not my real fate, and there is an invisible hand manipulating all this. They are terrible. ”
"A pair of invisible hands?" Ding Hao finally changed color at this time, and he seemed to smell something different.
"Yes. "They know every bit of my past, they know every one of my experiences, and let me know that what I'm going through isn't that I'm really going through these things, it's that they want me to go through these things," Zhao said. I am a puppet in their hands, and I dare not resist at all, and I am powerless to resist. ”
"I've been wondering since last night how many people like me there are, who they are, and whether they know what they're going through. I don't dare to speculate, I don't even dare to think that there is such a thing. ”
"So, they want you to deal with me?" Ding Hao asked.
"They want me to get close to you and find the secret in you. Zhao Rou said: "They said that you have a big secret on you, so I must find it." ”
"And how can I believe that all this you say is just to gain my trust?"
"Ding Lang. Zhao Rou said softly: "When I came, I knew that I couldn't complete such a task. You know, these are my hardest days. What you said is so good, it's not that you choose life, it's that life chooses you. If only I had met you sooner, I would have been so happy sooner. I'm not asking you to trust me, let alone stay by your side, I just want to tell you the truth and make you careful. I ......"
Suddenly, a mouthful of blood spurted out of her mouth, Ding Hao was taken aback, and hurriedly reached out to support her.
I saw her smile at Ding Hao and said, "Ding Lang, I have long felt that I have lived enough, and I don't even feel that I am living, but these few days are the happiest days I have lived." Look, how good it is, I can die in your arms. Since you don't choose to leave, then you have to be careful, they are terrible. You want...... Take care ......"
"Zhao Rou, Zhao Rou, Rourou......" Zhenyuan entered Zhao Rou's body with Ding Hao's voice, but there seemed to be an extremely domineering force in her body that was eroding her vitality, and it should be an extremely domineering poison.
"I can't do it anymore. Ding Lang, do you believe in Rourou?"
"Believe, I believe. ”
"Then I beg you for one thing. I have a younger sister named Zhao Yu who helps me take care of her. Take care of ......"
"Okay, I promise you, I will promise you. ”
"Ah, I'm relieved, I'm so happy...... Ding Lang ......"
Feeling the gradual stiffness of the body in his arms, the tears in the corners of his eyes finally slipped down, and Ding Hao cried loudly for a long time.
This woman, just for her own words, would rather sacrifice her life to convince herself of the truth she said.
Maybe because she knows that such a fact is incredible, no one will believe it easily, and Ding Hao will not believe it easily.
Maybe she thought that she couldn't do anything to betray Ding Hao at all, so even if the moth was fighting the fire, she still pounced without hesitation, just to make him believe what she said.
So she had no choice but to die.
When a man is about to die, his words are good.
"You are so stupid, what can be more important than your own life?" Ding Hao said to her body, "I promise you, I must kill that hand." ”
At the moment when Zhao Rou was lying in his arms, he finally understood that her feelings were so hot, so unhesitating, and so heavy.
And he was still hurting her before she died.
Perhaps, if he chose to believe Zhao Rou, he would not force her to die, but he knew that he couldn't. Zhao Rou also knew this, so she chose to use death to make him believe in herself.
Death, for her, is both trust and relief.
Zhao Rou couldn't answer anymore, if she could, she might tell him: "If it's more important than your own life, it's the life of a person who is more important." ”
That day, Ding Hao sat for a long time, and he kept asking himself whether he should trust others or not.
Perhaps, trust is so hard, and life is the price of trust.