Yangpyeong-gun, Gyeonggi-do. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 At the foot of the lush Cheonggye Mountain, there is one of the largest Notre Dame churches in Korea. In addition to the functions of the general church, it also supports as many as 500 devotees (similar to public welfare volunteers, students of the first constituency, nuns and reservists). ), turning Notre Dame into the largest church internship school in East Asia. Every year, more than half of the students who have undergone various rigorous examinations and made vows are assigned to monasteries in various Asian countries. In addition to the compulsory courses, the most important thing these students do is to go to nursing homes, orphanages, nursing homes and other welfare institutions across the country to assist nuns or monks in evangelism, and then help people in need to do whatever they can. (For example, haircuts, chatting, laundry, feeding, wiping the body of people with limited mobility, tidying up personal hygiene, and other trivial chores are all willing to take this as a kind of practice.) Therefore, this is also one of the beneficiary institutions that Xu Canhao is willing to use most of the public welfare funds of e-life as a gift every year to support his use.

After Huang Meiying accompanied her sister Jessica to finish the morning service today, she found an excuse to ask for leave from the company and went to Yangping by car alone. She wants to pay tribute to the person she loves and most in her life, and she wants to tell her how much she misses her, and confide in her the pain and joy of living alone in a foreign place and pursuing their dreams together. Huang Meiying, who was in a low mood, took a two-hour long-distance bus ride, and then boarded the bus to Notre Dame Cathedral according to the instructions of the staff, and arrived at the foot of Cheonggye Mountain at one o'clock in the afternoon. She didn't care about the scorching sun above her head, took off her hat, and shaded the sun with a bunch of purple stamens and white petals daisies in her hand. It was a woman's favorite flower, a face in full bloom, just like the way she used to smile, brilliant and beautiful.

"My kids are like it. Innocent, beautiful, and pure, like the most beautiful white, is my hope. It is also the love that I and your father have for our family, and it is the love that is hidden deep in my heart..."Huang Meiying smiled, as if she was relieved after being reborn in the last days. She remembered the words she heard at dusk that year, with her brothers and sisters wrapped around the woman, on the grass, looking at the daisies stained with afterglow. It's a beautiful life.

Step by step, step by step, along the gravel road to the courtyard gate at the top of the slope, where two white angels are calling for people's inner peace. From time to time, a kind nun will greet her, or pass by, and both sides will nod and smile, even if it is the greatest respect. Gradually, Meiying lost the negative emotions when she came, and her heart was as calm as the stone sculptures and flowers in the courtyard, full of tranquility infected by the holy breath. Like an older devout believer, she walked forward with her eyebrows bowed and pleasing to the spire of the church, and followed its guidance to see the incarnation of the Virgin Mary in front of the door. Holding the Holy Child in one hand and a few roses in the other, he looked at the world lovingly. Huang Meiying stood in front of him for a long time, pulled out a white daisy and put it down, and entered the main hall of the church.

Only a small number of people know that Xu Canhao is back, filming for the music video of "Safe&Sound" in Eastern Europe, Congo and this hospital, and at the same time coming to visit Zhou Jiya, who has placed her ashes here. Dressed in a white loose linen shirt and barefoot, Xu Canhao is surrounded by several children with physical or intellectual disabilities holding hands, and behind them are several nuns bowing their heads in prayer.

“cut！ Nice, all over again, well done, Eber! "Mike. Gang Rui, the chief director of Xu Canhao's follow-up MV for this new album.

"It was the help of the children. Thank you for your hard work, how about my brother take you to get a gift? Xu Canhao smiled and stretched out his hand, patted the face of a little girl with a huge head who couldn't distinguish colors with her eyes, and said to the children around her. There was no normal language to answer, they laughed, or nodded, or chirped, and even one of the children ran to the nun behind her, afraid that he would do anything strange. Xu Canhao straightened up and saluted the nuns, thanking them in his heart for helping him and society. "Jenya, take the things and give them to the children!" He rushed not far away, and shouted as Jeon Zhenya, who was looking at the inventory of donated materials.

"Aren't you going with us?" Mike handed over the finishing work to his assistant and came to Xu Canhao himself, and together with him, he distributed gifts such as toys and candy to all the children.

"No, I'm going to visit a friend. Don't worry, I'll be at the airport on time, you guys go first. Xu Canhao smiled and handed the brightly colored populated candy to the child, and replied while looking back.

"Okay, then we'll go and enjoy your Korean food by ourselves, and we'll see you at the airport then." After Mike gave the last frog puppet out of the cardboard box, he patted Chan-ho on the shoulder and left.

Xu Chanhao left Li Dongxu alone to accompany him, and asked Jeon Jin-ah to take care of Mike's and his party's afternoon travel plan. He took a handful of blooming lilies, and under the guidance of the monk, he came to the mourning hall in the backyard, which was a product of following the customs of the locals.

"Ji Ya, although we haven't met, my brother knows that you have always been a strong and good boy, thank you for always paying attention to my brother. My brother really feels very, very honored... I didn't get to see the last one in person, I'm sorry... Hehe, you must have seen your mother there now, is she okay? Don't worry too much about your father, he is also a strong man, besides, there are many well-wishers who are helping you and worrying about you..."Li Dongxu stood behind him, quietly listening to his chatter, occasionally blocking the disturbance of passers-by for him.

When I came out of the memorial hall, it was already afternoon. The two walked all the way to the front of the church, and when they were about to drive away in front of the courtyard gate, it was here that Xu Canhao bumped into Huang Meiying, who looked alone.

"Oh, why is she here?" Xu Chanhao and Lee Dong-wook both saw her and saw her standing in front of the statue of the Virgin from a distance. By the time they turned the corner and walked around the flower beds, Huang Meiying had already pushed the door into the main hall of the church. Through the hidden door, it can be seen that there is only one girl in the main hall. Xu Canhao asked Li Dongxu to wait outside, and he crept in quietly and sat in the middle seat.

'Isn't it the day of worship here?' Xu Canhao didn't know what she was doing here, but she stood silently facing the statue of the Virgin for a moment, and then placed the flowers and a bracelet on the table in front of the Mass. I didn't know what to say to Our Lady again, and from Xu Canhao's angle, I could only see her lips that kept opening and closing. Is she here to pay tribute to her mother? Xu Canhao had a flash of inspiration and thought of the most likely scenario. "I can't imagine that this girl is always bumped into by me, fate~" Seeing Huang Meiying kneeling on the red cushion in front of the icon again, knowing that she was going to pray or confide in something, Xu Canhao couldn't bear the curiosity in his heart, and got up and approached.

"Our Lady of Mercity, the Lord Jesus taught us: Ask for it, we are convinced, you know our needs, you know our feelings, you understand our situation. Now, I pray for the needs of my heart, and I pray that you will listen to my prayers according to your merciful arrangement, and help me to convey the thoughts of my heart for my mother. Amen. Overhearing Huang Meiying's words, Xu Canhao couldn't help but slander in his heart: "This god is amazing, chatting with people is all telepathic, and he really pays attention to protecting privacy~"

"Answer the phone, answer the phone, my mother is calling!" Yun'er's voice suddenly sounded in the empty hall, so frightened that Xu Canhao hurriedly turned his back, took out his mobile phone from his trouser pocket and hung up Xu's mother's call.

"That, A.Za.xi?"

Seeing that his whereabouts had been exposed, Xu Canhao closed his eyes and gritted his teeth in annoyance, then put on a smiling face, pretending that nothing had happened, and turned around to say hello: "Hi, Fanny, such a coincidence?" ”

"Before... Predecessor!? How did you end up here! Huang Meiying showed a very exaggerated state of panic, and couldn't help but take a step back.

"Hehe, is it scary to see me?" Xu Canhao pinched his nose in embarrassment and said with a smile.

"It's not. Wasn't Eber still in the United States yesterday? ”

"I arrived in South Korea in the early hours of last night and came back to deal with a little thing. What are you doing alone in such a distant place? ”

Huang Meiying heard the questioning and was silent for a long time. Just as Xu Canhao was about to speak again, she expressed her grief that she didn't want to share. "Today is my mother's death day, and I want to talk to her and pray for my family." After speaking, she lowered her head, and immediately said to Chan Hao with a smile: "What are you doing here, are you also here to pray?" ”

Xu Canhao has become accustomed to this girl's Korean for a while, English for a while, sometimes the confusion of titles, and the chaotic use of honorific semi-words. "Well, sort of. Zhou Jiya, the one last time..."

"Ah, I know, the girl who did the concert for her. We also went to see her off together~ Her story is so touching. Huang Meiying behaved very cheerfully at this time, and it was impossible to think that she was here to thank her deceased mother.

"Yes, the dead are gone, and the living are like this." Xu Canhao couldn't help but sigh, but Huang Meiying, who didn't understand at all, put on a cute look. "Hehe, little girl, it's time for you to learn more. I mean, since the dead are gone, the living should take care of their ties and sustenance, and live happily. He explained with a smile.

"I understand that I have always regarded my mother's ideals as my own dreams to realize and strive for. That's why I came to Korea without telling my father. When Huang Meiying said this, her resolute look and unusually confident tone shocked Xu Canhao. A underage half-grown girl, who usually looks confused and ignorant, actually has such great courage and determination. The tenacious personality and inner dedication to feelings also made Xu Canhao feel admired. In addition, what makes people have to sigh is that she loves her mother, and at the same time, you can imagine how much love this mother has given to her children.

"Your mother must be proud to have such a daughter. You made me feel respectable, amazing. After Xu Canhao finished speaking, he smiled and stretched out his hand, hugged her gently, and patted her on the back.

Huang Meiying was a little stunned, she had a momentary feeling that the person in front of her was very much like her brother or father, looking at her. She had no reason to refuse the hug, and she had no intention of refusing the behavior of an elder when he was proud of his junior.

"Goo~~"

"Haha, are you hungry?" When Xu Canhao let go of the girl, he noticed the sound in her stomach.

Huang Meiying blushed suddenly, and subconsciously turned her head to look around. "I didn't eat breakfast in the morning..."She saw that Xu Canhao was always staring at her and was a little uncomfortable, so she had no choice but to tell the truth.

"Hehe, let's go. It's almost one o'clock, let's go get something to eat. Xu Canhao stepped forward and nudged the little girl to walk out of the hall.

After being introduced, the three of them came to Yuquanli, which is not far from the expressway, where there is a famous cold noodle village. In order to avoid trouble, I picked a small long-established shop and solved the lunch problem there.

"You girl is quite bold, she came alone without knowing the way, and she was not afraid of being deceived." Xu Canhao couldn't help but sigh with a smile after listening to Huang Meiying's excited description of coming to South Korea this time and going out alone for the first time.

"No, people are very kind. The driver's uncle, as well as the staff, they all helped me and told me where to get off and where to take which bus. Huang Meiying sandwiched the eggs in the bowl into a plate, and carefully divided the eggs into four cloves with chopsticks. I can't wait to pick up and eat noodles one by one, and Xu Canhao and Li Dongxu, who are looking at the opposite side, are speechless.

"Do you have to eat so finely, I've seen you a few times." The two men who gulped down the noodles were in stark contrast to her.

Huang Meiying didn't answer, just smiled. It took her half an hour to finish the bowl of cold noodles with a small portion, and then, like Xu Canhao, she came to a second bowl. Xu Li and the others were in a hurry, so they got up and went out to breathe. Xu Canhao also took the opportunity to call his mother back, and asked Jeon Zhenya about Mike's party. When she turned to the noodle shop again, Huang Meiying was holding a big bowl and drinking not a drop of soup.

"Hehe, it looks like you're really hungry, do you want some more?" Xu Canhao teased her.

"No need, I'm already full~" Huang Meiying hurriedly waved her hand shyly.

"Hehe, let's go, I still have to catch the night flight." Xu Canhao asked Li Dongxu to settle the bill, but he was pulled by the boss lady for a while to deal with it.

"Fanny, if you have something in the future, if you have difficulties or something, you must talk to your good friends. Or you can find me, don't be alone anymore. If people don't know what you're thinking, how can they help you? That would make you feel abandoned by the whole world, and you would feel lonely, okay? Sitting in the car, Xu Canhao still felt the need to remind the little girl, he didn't want her to be like his sisters, and suddenly break out one day without warning. She's alone in South Korea, and when the time comes, who will she throw these vents to? In the long run, what should I do if I want to hold back my illness. After thinking about it for a while, Huang Meiying nodded and agreed sneeringly.

"There's something I want to apologize to you. Last time, you were on the phone in the company's secure aisle, and I overheard it. Seeing that she didn't seem to be able to fully open her heart at once, Xu Canhao decided to slowly guide her in that direction and frankly threw out the secret.

"Huh?!" Huang Meiying obviously didn't expect this kind of thing, and she was quite surprised.

"I'm sorry." Xu Canhao solemnly apologized again, and said to Huang Meiying, who was stunned: "You like Bao'er very much, is it your goal?" It's nothing, Xiaoxian and they are like this too. Bao'er was actually in a similar situation to you before, as a lonely dreamer running around in a foreign country. Believe me, when you are successful, the problems that used to be will no longer be problems, and I said that to her. It's just that this process requires you to pay your own efforts and persistence that ordinary people can't match, to believe in yourself, to insist on yourself, not to follow the crowd, and to give up lightly. Can it be done? ”

This is the first time that Hwang Mi-young has heard someone encourage and enlighten herself with such concern in South Korea. For a while, I was a little moved, a little sour, mixed with a hint of warmth welling up in my heart. "Well, I can. I'll make my parents proud to see that day. With that, she raised her little fist and waved it to cheer herself up. The serious and cute appearance made the two men in the car chuckle unconsciously.

"Tell me your address again, maybe, I'll visit my home when I have the chance~" Xu Canhao wanted to see her surprised cuteness, so he said half-jokingly.

“yae！？” Sure enough, the little girl looked at him blankly, her eyes wide open, and her mouth slightly open. It was difficult to distinguish between the real and the fake, and he couldn't figure out the situation, which amused Xu Canhao again.

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