Chapter 192
In this way, after struggling for a while in a state of mind that almost made her feel a little inexplicable, Yun Shanshan found that she still didn't seem to be able to calm down her mood. www.biquge.info However, just when Yun Shanshan found that her mood was difficult to calm down, she also calmed down a little and let herself think about what was the reason for her unbalanced mentality.
It stands to reason that Yun Shanshan hates a person, she won't hate it to such an extent, she won't feel so disgusting, and she won't have the urge to almost want to kill him because of such a disgusting feeling. Yun Shanshan felt that her thinking was almost a little perverted. Isn't it? Disgusting-looking people, there are too many in this world. Alone, you can't sentence someone to death just because they look. It's also a bit too overbearing and too much to say.
Yun Shanshan felt that her mentality was wrong, absolutely wrong. However, Yun Shanshan also knew that she would not be like this to people on weekdays. In fact, if for some ugly-looking people, Yun Shanshan sometimes gives birth to something similar to sympathy. Because, a person's appearance is given by God, and some ugly-looking people are treated unfairly by God, and in this case, they are poor people and should deserve everyone's sympathy. Therefore, for people who look ugly, Yun Shanshan sometimes has a lot of sympathy.
However, many years later, Yun Shanshan's mind changed. That is, although there is a saying in the legend that people cannot be disguised, although this sentence has been recognized by most people, Yun Shanshan feels that sometimes, people can still see clearly with their appearance. For example, a person with an obscene appearance must sometimes have an obscene element in his thoughts, and his behavior will sometimes unconsciously produce something similar to obsceneness. However, people's cultivation and character will also change their appearance. That is to say, if a person is born with a very bad appearance, but, after the education and cultivation of the day after tomorrow, gradually, his appearance will also change. Therefore, the appearance and the heart sometimes go hand in hand.
A person with a very murderous intent will definitely imply murder in his appearance. A person with a very lustful heart will definitely hide autumn waves in his eyebrows and eyes, and a person with a small chicken belly will definitely have a bitter and mean appearance. And a person who looks as stupid as a pig and makes people feel very disgusting must also have a lot of stupid elements like pigs and disgusting content.
Therefore, when you see a person's face for the first time, your impression of him is often the most accurate and intuitive. Although in the process of getting along in the future, he or she will intentionally or unintentionally cover up his shortcomings, but you must know that after a long time, the impression that a person gives you will definitely be the same as when you first saw it.
So, at first glance, who you think the other person is, he is often what he is.
Okay, that's a long way off.
At this moment, Yun Shanshan looked at the book, but her mood and emotions were wandering in her heart or various contents, which made Yun Shanshan finally close the book suddenly.
It's unappetizing. Yun Shanshan said to herself a little depressed, why was she so unlucky today, she suddenly encountered a neurotic, and she was still hiding in the grass and pretending to be a ghost, and she still looked disgusting. This day's food is almost going to be spit out and soaked in the soup, where is Yun Shanshan still in the mood to continue reading.
At this moment, Yun Shanshan really wanted to reach out and grab the inexplicable character in the grass to her side, and then stretched out her hand and strangled him to death.
Isn't it? This thing is just disgusting. Originally, Yun Shanshan was really in a 100% good mood to read books, but now, she really couldn't read half a word.
Just sitting in the teacher's seat and depressed for a while, Yun Shanshan almost went out again, rushed to the edge of the grass, pulled out the thing that was hiding in the grass and pretending to be a ghost out of the grass, and beat him with a bang, beating him with seven orifices and smoking, and bleeding from eight orifices before relieving hatred. However, Yun Shanshan still has some doubts about her fighting skills, which means that she is really moved and doubtful about her martial arts cultivation. Second, Yun Shanshan felt that even if she was a martial arts master, in the face of such a garbage-like character, pulling it out of the grass and beating it violently, even if this kind of thing was done very happily, even if no one blamed herself in the end, Yun Shanshan felt that if she really did it, she would become very cheap. Because if your hand touches such a disgusting thing, even if you just beat it to death. Yun Shanshan felt that she couldn't get rid of her hatred at all, on the contrary, that kind of result would make her even more depressed, that is, Yun Shanshan's original recognition of her own value was doubted, and it was greatly discounted. To put it bluntly, that is, Yun Shanshan felt that if she hit that thing, she would drop the price, even if she beat him to death, she would also drop the price. The best thing to do is to ignore him. Let such a boring thing self-destruct itself in that filthy grass.
In this way, Yun Shanshan's eyes were still staring at the book, but the mood to read the book was indeed gone. However, at this moment, something suddenly flashed in Yun Shanshan's brain, and that was Zhou Ruoran.
For some reason, Yun Shanshan suddenly connected the thing in the grass with Zhou Ruoran. And just when this connection had just begun, Yun Shanshan seemed to have discovered something, and her mood was shocked.
Zhou Ruoran, beggar?
Yes, when Zhou Ruoran incarnated into the appearance of a beggar, the dirty person who looked like a beggar in the grass was like this, or rather, very similar to this person. This is why, when Yun Shanshan first saw the beggar in the grass, she felt a little familiar.
However, when she thought of the seemingly inextricable connection between Zhou Ruoran and the beggar in the grass again, Yun Shanshan felt very uncomfortable. Originally, his impression of Zhou Ruoran was still good. However, for some reason, every time Zhou Ruoran appeared as a beggar, no matter what the reason was, Yun Shanshan felt unhappy, and her impression of Zhou Ruoran also plummeted.
Although, if a person has a mystical tinge, then that person will make others want to explore him. But if this mystery becomes something that people feel very annoying, the attraction will suddenly be zero.
Therefore, now, Yun Shanshan felt that there seemed to be some confusion in her brain. Zhou Ruoran's mysterious, with a double personality, made Yun Shanshan a little annoyed. And at this moment, she remembered the book that Zhou Ruoran gave her.