Chapter 123
If unrequited love or secret love is a completely independent space of one's own, then the so-called love between two people in reality must be based on mutual understanding. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info doesn't have a little understanding, just rely on a person's own imagination, and then dominate their own behavior, which is the reason why many relationships end up in tragedy.
Some attachments that seem to be praised by the world have actually become a very idiotic and even mentally retarded self-centered reckless behavior. It's just that this kind of reckless man can also win the approval and support of some people who are actually not responsible under the guise of love.
To be honest, in the face of her own sanity and calmness, Yun Shanshan sometimes feels that it is indeed too much for a girl of her own age. But even so, so what, originally, the Creator created man to make each person have different qualities. Yun Shanshan's nature is like this, and there is nothing to worry about, as long as he acts according to his nature.
Now, Li Jie quickly disappeared into the wide road of the school. Yun Shanshan looked at Li Jie's back and felt very uncomfortable in her heart. The person Yun Shanshan is most afraid of hurting is Li Jie, the kind-hearted Li Jie. But as a result, Yun Shanshan thought that she had hurt him so badly.
Li Jie's back disappeared on this wide asphalt road. And the rest of the girls and teachers who got out of the car gradually followed the casual sound of talking, and slowly walked towards the evil place where they should go.
Yun Shanshan looked at the time, it was really not early. Usually, students study in the evening until about half past ten. And now, the time shows that it is half past eleven. It's a time when I come back from a vacation. Yun Shanshan felt a sense of guilt in her heart.
Yun Shanshan was originally sitting in the back seat of the car. Therefore, he also got off the car relatively late. Moreover, I just said a few words to Li Jie, and sent a lot of thoughts and feelings, although these were like a rushing waterfall in Yun Shanshan's brain, but in fact, no matter what, these still need some time. Now, Yun Shanshan is at the back of the team of all students or teachers.
At the end, Yun Shanshan couldn't help but feel a little nervous.
To be honest, today, Yun Shanshan felt that she was also quite tired, although tonight was a happy night, a different night, and a wonderful night, but, for some reason, in Yun Shanshan's heart, she felt a kind of loss, and even, she began to doubt whether her experience tonight was really valuable. At this moment, Yun Shanshan's mood is still contradictory, and this mood is fluctuating left and right.
Just when Yun Shanshan felt a little dazed and wanted to look up again to find Teacher Zhang's encouraging gaze as her strong backing, she found that Teacher Zhang was gone, and it was obvious that he might have disappeared from this road and gone to his dormitory like Li Jie.
When Yun Shanshan realized this, she couldn't help but think. Mr. Zhang, is he already old enough to fall in love? In that case, at such a late hour, could there be a girl or a female teacher waiting for him somewhere? If so, what would the relationship between men and women of this age look like?
Although Yun Shanshan is young, she has heard a lot of things. Yun Shanshan once heard the elders say that falling in love is a very complicated thing, and even if it is not good, some people will choose to commit suicide or even kill people because of the frustration of love. For this, Yun Shanshan felt that it was difficult to understand. Falling in love is a good thing, a thing to look forward to, why did that extreme and terrible thing happen in the end? Yun Shanshan couldn't figure this out. Therefore, it is precisely because she can't figure it out that Yun Shanshan, who is curious by nature, still has another curiosity about adult love.
"Yun Shanshan, why do you walk slowly?" Just when Yun Shanshan lowered her head and walked, and a lot of things appeared in her heart again, she heard someone calling herself again.
Yun Shanshan looked back, only to find that she was not the last in this team, at this moment, Zhou Ruoran was walking not far behind Yun Shanshan.
"Oh, it's you. Aren't you walking very slowly, too? Yun Shanshan saw Zhou Ruoran, her mood was a little soothed, and she said to Zhou Ruoran with a smile.
Zhou Ruoran also laughed when she heard Yun Shanshan say this, "Yun Shanshan, I walked so slowly so that I wouldn't let you be the last." Zhou Ruoran said with a grinning and careless look.
In the moonlight, Yun Shanshan looked at Zhou Ruoran, and suddenly a very strange feeling was born in her heart, she felt that her heartbeat suddenly increased a little faster. And, because of this, she felt a panic and inexplicable nervousness, and at the same time, Yun Shanshan felt her face flush.
This is an embarrassing scene, Yun Shanshan feels as if she has been betrayed by something, there is something in her heart, it does not act on its own will, it exists as it wants, and even contradicts its own subjective brain, but, no matter what, this uncontrolled self, it really belongs to itself.
This is indeed an embarrassing scene, if it were in normal times, in the daylight, even in the light, Yun Shanshan's heart would be unreservedly exposed to the eyes of the public or others because of her blushing heartbeat. Therefore, Yun Shanshan felt 100% ashamed. But fortunately, in this night or even in the moonlight, everything will be well hidden.
"What's wrong, why don't you speak? Looking silly? Seeing Yun Shanshan like this, Zhou Ruoran really didn't find a lot of conditions, he may just see that Yun Shanshan was a little strange or silent, so he continued to joke.
"No。。。。。。 It's nothing. In the end, Yun Shanshan still mustered up the courage to speak.
Now, Yun Shanshan didn't want to stay by Zhou Ruoran's side at all. This situation, in which the cerebellum is increasingly replacing the brain to think, makes Yun Shanshan feel out of breath, and she is very panicked, even panicked to the point of panic.
Since she was born, Yun Shanshan has considered herself to have always been known for her calmness. She doesn't make a lot of noise like other children, and she doesn't go into a big fight for something or express her joy or sorrow. Others always say that Yun Shanshan is a quiet and well-behaved girl. However, Yun Shanshan has never thought so, Yun Shanshan thinks that she is neither quiet nor well-behaved, and even like a hedgehog that is difficult to face. However, these are all covered up by Yun Shanshan's usual silence. People with simple thinking always like to describe Yun Shanshan as quiet and well-behaved, and Yun Shanshan believes that it is only because their brain structure is too simple.