"Alright, let's get down to business. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 infoAfter all, we all know that everyone is in their third year of high school, and time is very tight, so you have to be restrained when you relax, right? Zhang Ping finally sighed and said. Shanshan, I pulled you over this time to say something to you. ”

"What?" Yun Shanshan raised her head and looked at Zhang Ping.

"I've put it down." Zhang Ping said slowly, her voice a little distant.

"What?" Suddenly hearing Zhang Ping say this, Yun Shanshan also didn't understand too much at once.

"I've let it go, Shanshan, I've put down Li Jie's thing." Zhang Ping repeated it again.

"Laid down, what do you mean?" Now, Yun Shanshan really couldn't figure out what Zhang Ping meant. Yun Shanshan felt that she had seen Zhang Ping invite Li Jie to dinner not long ago, and Zhang Ping herself told Yun Shanshan the same.

"I put down Li Jie's affairs, and I am no longer bothered by some of the original emotions, Shanshan. In fact, people sometimes have some inexplicable attachments, as well as the harm caused by these inexplicable attachments. I originally had a very hazy emotion for Li Jie, and this emotion bothered me. Driven by this emotion, I really want to be close to Li Jie, and I feel that when I am close to him, I am surrounded by a feeling of happiness. However, that time, when I was close to him, everything was not as I imagined, my world was full of a beautiful thing, in fact, I got a completely opposite thing, Li Jie's attitude towards my evasion, I was hit and hurt a lot. ”

Hearing Zhang Ping say this, Yun Shanshan nodded with some sympathy but understanding. Yun Shanshan thought of Zhang Ping's embarrassing appearance in the moonlight that night, which was really difficult to face.

"At the time, you know what? Shanshan, I found that you witnessed everything in front of you, and at that time, my self-esteem completely collapsed. At that time, I only had one thought, that is, you caused all this. Isn't it? I feel it, women's intuition is often very accurate, and I feel Li Jie's feelings for you. Perhaps, Li Jie's feelings for you, just like I have for Li Jie, these are not something we can control. And so it came about. When I realized I was hurt, I piled all my hatred on you. Yun Shanshan, at that time, I was very impulsive, I hated you almost very much. I think that the source of any harm I have suffered is because of you, and because of you, Li Jie will stay away from me. At the time, my mind was full of hatred for you. ”

"I know that you have been hating me and giving me trouble, both then and for some time afterward." Yun Shanshan didn't know what to say at the moment.

"Yes, at that time, or for some time to come, my heart was filled with hatred for you. I feel like you're all responsible for it. Because of you, Li Jie will be like that to me. If you hadn't attracted him, would he have avoided me and focused on you? Isn't it? Sometimes women are just that weird. I didn't blame Li Jie at the time, I blamed you. I think you imposed your little eye and made Li Kit like you. But, after many days, when I came out of that somewhat manic state of mind, I realized that I was wrong. Li Jie didn't do anything, and I fell in love with him. And you, Yun Shanshan, didn't do anything, Li Jie liked you. You know, I hate girls who cry casually. Like you sometimes, I hate it the most, and that's the omen of seducing boys, that's what I thought. Girls who can cry are just to attract the attention of boys. ”

"I think you're wrong, Zhang Ping, crying is a sign that a person is easily moved, and it doesn't have to be weak. Maybe it looks like this. Yun Shanshan still didn't know what to say at the moment, so she said casually.

"Yes, anyway, at that time, I blamed you, Yun Shanshan, and I blamed not Li Jie who didn't put his mind on me, but you who attracted Li Jie's mind. After that, I thought about it, it was wrong. You are innocent, Yun Shanshan. Everyone needs to be responsible for their own thoughts and actions, and we can't always forgive our mistakes and always pass them on to many innocent people who seem to be easily hurt by us. We often unconsciously transfer some negative things, or things that need to be carried, to people who don't seem to be very powerful. This is weak. I figured it out, my feelings for Li Jie and Li Jie's indifference to me, this matter actually has nothing to do with you. I don't want to compete with you, I think it's stupid to do that kind of stupid thing for the sake of a boy. ”

"Zhang Ping, don't say it, I understand." Now, Yun Shanshan already knew what Zhang Ping meant, and now, she just wanted to say something in her heart in front of her. Perhaps, it is also a burden and a burden for a person to bear some thoughts and some secrets. If you say it, it may be a lot easier. Now, Yun Shanshan has fully understood Zhang Ping, "Zhang Ban, were you saying goodbye to him for that lunch just now?" ”

Hearing Yun Shanshan say this, Zhang Ping suddenly smiled. At this time, Yun Shanshan felt that Zhang Ping smiled very easily, and even in this lightness, it revealed some cuteness that Yun Shanshan had never seen before.

"Yes, I'm saying goodbye to him. But it's not so much goodbye to him as it is to myself. After this lunch, I have completely put Li Jie down. From now on, I will treat him like any other person, a classmate, and we will become friends. ”

"Can you be friends with him?"

Maybe it's because I've heard a lot about some things, Yun Shanshan knows that there has always been a negative attitude towards this kind of lover relationship, even if it's a secret love relationship that eventually becomes a friend. There are even many who are very skeptical of this view, and will think that those who hold this view are playing tricks on each other.

"Yes." Zhang Ping nodded, but, no matter what, Yun Shanshan still seemed to see the little bit of unconfident expression on Zhang Ping's face, and this kind of look, Yun Shanshan can say that she has hardly seen Zhang Ping since she met her.

"Don't force yourself, Zhang Ping." Now, Yun Shanshan doesn't call Zhang Ping Zhang Ban anymore, now, Yun Shanshan feels that Zhang Ping is most like a woman at this time, a real woman.

"I support you, Zhang Ban, if you need me to do something, just say it in the future." Speaking of this, Yun Shanshan couldn't help but laugh out loud, she felt that she must look ridiculous, this was not a business in the first place, and she needed such a proud look. It's not about friendship, but it's not hypocritical.

In short, this is also a complicated feeling. Yun Shanshan sometimes thinks that she is indeed a complex person.