Chen Yuan, who smoked for the first time, was so irritated by the smell of cheap cigarettes that the discomfort in her lungs made her entire airway feel as if it were burning. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

Why do people smoke and drink when they are struggling with pain, or when their minds can't find a way out? It's not good for the development of events!

Chen Yuan finally stopped coughing, she looked at the burning cigarette butt in front of her, and tears couldn't help but gush down.

His father, Yu Zhenhai, was a middle school teacher with rich knowledge, and he looked like a literati of that era, elegant with a touch of melancholy, and his figure was thin and tall.

And her mother Song Zhen is just an ordinary textile factory worker, she has a good face, a pungent nature, and she doesn't read much but has her own ideas.

Originally, such a family should be a combination of culture and sports that complement each other, but Chen Yuanda has not felt that there is any affection between them since she was born.

The endless noise, the mother's frenzied venting, the father's drunkenness, as if the room was filled with suffocating low pressure.

Chen Yuan was still called Yu Beibei at that time, and because of her parents, she was always bullied by the neighbors' children.

"Yu Beibei, Yu Beibei, the upper beam is not correct and the lower beam is not right, I bah!"

"Your mother and father have strong feelings, and they blush when they fight every day!"

The little girl went home crying, but in exchange for an even worse scolding.

Sitting in the garden in the middle of the street, the midsummer weather in August made Chen Yuan chill for a while, her body kept shivering, the cigarette in her hand burned silently, leaving a bare cigarette butt and scattered cigarette ash.

"Why, why are you doing this!" Chen Yuan couldn't figure it out, she felt very helpless and powerless, and she couldn't change anything at all.

After a while, when I went back, the house must have been in a mess again, the plates and plates were shattered, and my father was kicked out of the bedroom by my mother and slept on the sofa drunk.

Thinking of this, Chen Yuan felt a splitting headache.

Opening the cigarette box, Chen Yuan took out another cigarette, she looked at the flame of the lighter, and really wanted to light herself with a fire, saving herself from such endless torture.

But Chen Yuan didn't, in the heart of an eighteen-year-old girl, she still expects a miracle to happen, hoping that her parents can communicate with each other well after she leaves home to study, and let go of everything in the past and start over.

Chen Yuan didn't inhale hard this time, she gently put the cigarette in her mouth and took a slow puff, the smoke slid into her throat with her breathing, and entered her lungs, and the excess part ran out of her nose and mouth.

Although he still wanted to cough, it was not as violent as just now, and Chen Yuan smoked the cigarette to the end one by one.

Or because when smoking, people will keep breathing, which plays a calming and soothing role, and Chen Yuan feels less uncomfortable.

She now has a calm attitude to look at what is happening in her own house, and her mother mentions that slut and even that slut's child every time she quarrels.

Mom said that there will never be another woman in Dad's heart except for that slut, so the so-called slut should be Dad's previous lover.

Who will she be? How about her children?

Since Dad's heart is not in this family, why did he marry his mother, and he also said that his mother used despicable means to deceive him, and why?

Chen Yuan has always been very smart, or her father's genes, her grades are also very good, this time she was admitted to the modern office major of a key university, Chen Yuan is actually very proud in her heart, and she can finally make her parents' faces more bright.

But my mother has no joy at all, does she feel that she will not be able to face the situation of being alone with her father after leaving?

The cigarettes burned one by one, Chen Yuan frowned and thought about the problems between her parents, and her mouth became more and more bitter.

The night is getting deeper, and there are fewer and fewer people in the street garden, when everyone passes by Chen Yuan, the older old people will look at the girl smoking and shake their heads, the children will look back curiously, and the children's parents will always drag the children away in disgust.

Other people's eyes don't matter to Chen Yuan at all, has she seen fewer white eyes since she was a child?

There were more and more cigarette butts on the ground, Chen Yuan stepped on the last one, and almost fainted when she stood up, the feeling of dizziness made her stagger, but fortunately she held on to the back of the bench in time.

It turns out that not only alcohol, but also cigarettes can make people drunk, Chen Yuan has a preliminary understanding of cigarettes.

Opening the Coke, Chen Yuan drank it in a big gulp, and finally relieved the discomfort of drunken smoke.

Small bugs are muttering in the grass, street lights are dim in the middle of the night, and the hot weather makes people reluctant to go home.

Under the telephone pole on the side of the street, there were still people playing poker, and Chen Yuan looked at such an ordinary and ordinary street scene, and felt that he should go home.

In any case, I am already an adult in the legal sense, and I should be responsible for my parents.

Rushing out of the house in anger just now, I don't know what kind of situation my parents are in now, although Chen Yuan felt that he had seen the end, he still had to go back to clean up the mess left after their battle.

Dad may be drunk, and Mom may take the money to continue to go out to play mahjong, but someone has to clean up the mess in the room.

After smoking a whole pack of cigarettes, Chen Yuan's footsteps became a little floating, although he didn't inhale every puff into his lungs like a real smoker, but there was still a lot of nicotine into the bloodstream.

Staggered along the road she came from to home, and from time to time there were men with bad intentions whistling at Chen Yuan, but she continued her way as if she hadn't heard.

Home is getting closer and closer, Chen Yuan's heart is both conflicted and helpless, she took a deep breath after she stood still, and silently counted a hundred times in her heart.

Be strong, Yu Beibei!

No matter what kind of scene you see when you go back, it will not be worse than before, and Mom's noisy and scolding will not have much effect in front of Dad, he will always choose to avoid it, or leave home, although this will only make Mom more painful and crazy, but it can finally calm down for a while.

After Chen Yuan finished counting, she walked forward step by step, she came to the staircase, went upstairs, and saw the door of her house.

There was no noise, it was very calm, Chen Yuan put her ear to the door and listened, there was no sound in the room at all.

It seemed that the quarrel should have stopped, Chen Yuan sighed and took out the key.

After opening the door, the house was pitch black, and there was no snoring from Dad, could it be that Dad was angry with Mom and ran away?

Chen Yuan looked at the street light outside the window and saw that the living room was indeed as messy as he expected.

Where did they go?

Chen Yuan turned on the light, silently watched the war scene in the living room, walked to the kitchen and took a broom out to start cleaning.

After cleaning up all the garbage, Chen Yuan's body was already wet with sweat, she washed her face, walked to the sofa and sat to rest.

It was already two o'clock in the morning, Chen Yuan's eyelids were a little sour, she rubbed her eyes and planned to go to sleep first.

When she passed by her parents' bedroom, Chen Yuan heard a cry inside, she stopped and listened, it should be her mother.

In this way, it must be that Dad was scolded by Mom, and she is now hiding in her room alone and crying.

Chen Yuan's heart softened, although her mother always took the lead in provoking trouble, but she was always her biological mother, if she didn't care about her and comforted her at such a time, would she still be a daughter?

"Mom, are you in there?" Chen Yuan knocked on the door, but didn't hear her mother's answer, but felt that the crying was louder.

Chen Yuan pushed the door, there was no lock, she increased her strength a little, and the door of her parents' bedroom slowly opened, and the light was not turned on inside.

"Mom......" Chen Yuan only shouted, and immediately noticed that something was wrong, it was a creepy feeling.

Her head seemed to be blank, and the blood in Chen Yuan's whole body was about to coagulate, and she stood motionless at the door.

What is this smell, why is it so pungent, and not only that, but this smell can make people feel like the world is spinning in an instant, it is the smell of blood? The smell of blood!

Chen Yuan felt that the air around her had changed color, and she trembled and reached out to touch the light switch on the wall.

It's just a switch, but Chen Yuan feels that her strength has left her body, and her fingers are shaking, just like her heart.

Courage was like a deflated ball, slumping softly on Chen Yuan's fingertips, she desperately grabbed the hand on the switch with her other hand, and finally pressed it.

With a snap, the lights filled the entire room, and Chen Yuan couldn't help but close her eyes the moment the lights came on.

The smell in her nose can't deceive people, even if she closes her eyes, Chen Yuan feels a huge sense of fear enveloping her.

"Babe, you're back......" Mom called out in a voice that had changed her tone.

The light made Chen Yuan, who had her eyes closed, also feel the darkness in front of her, and she mustered up the courage to open her eyes.

"Ah!!!h

Blood, blood, blood everywhere, that smell just now is the smell of blood, there's nothing wrong with that!

Whose blood is this? How can it be so red, so suffocating!

Chen Yuan screamed, unable to suppress her fear, she bent down and began to vomit in the dark, until her internal organs were about to turn out.

"Bebe, I, I killed your father!" Mother's voice was like a devil, Chen Yuan covered her ears and shook her head frantically, tears splashing everywhere with her movements.

How is it possible, how is it possible? How could those scenes that only appear on TV happen to me!

Chen Yuan couldn't control herself anymore, her screams penetrated her eardrums, but she couldn't stop.

Mom rushed over and covered Chen Yuan's mouth, her hands were slippery and full of her father's blood, and Chen Yuan immediately began to vomit again.

"Beibei, don't scream, don't scream!" Mother's white clothes were stained with blood, crimson and dark red, like flowers on the snow.

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