Chapter 100: I have been optimistic about you for many years
Chapter 100
Ikari Hong looked at Nagisa Xun who was scorched but still smiling, and his heart suddenly became complicated, the anger that was originally like a poisonous snake suddenly disappeared without a trace, even if he was controlling the No. 6 machine just now to kill himself, but at this time, Ikari Hong couldn't be angry with him, looking at Nagisa Kaoru who had been electrocuted into a beggar by himself, Ikari Hong didn't have the slightest feeling of wanting to laugh
"You won, the human who took the fruit of wisdom defeated the last angel who guarded the fruit of life," Nagisa said with a smile to Shinji
After a pause, Nagisa opened his arms and made a casual movement: "Now it seems that I failed, come on, kill me!" ”
He spoke with an unusually relaxed attitude, as if it were as easy as drinking tea
Hearing this, Ikari Hong was silent for a while, picked up the "Dead Sea Scrolls" that had just been thrown on the ground and put it in his arms, and stretched out his palm to Nagisa Xun: "Come back with me, Xun"
Nagisa was stunned and looked at Ikari Hong, a pious and sincere young man who was like a missionary at this time
He immediately smiled, looking at Ikari Hong, he smiled sincerely, but his smile was full of bitterness and inexplicable irritability
"Let's go, come back with me" Ikari Hong urged: "Come back with me, I'm the deputy head of the operations department of NERV, and I'm still the son of Commander Ikaru, I won't let others look for your hemp... No, let you go."
Ikari Hong paused twice, carefully worded, and then said very confidently: "Don't worry, if I don't let you die, no one will be able to kill you."
"Don't you want to die? Right? ”
Ikari really doesn't want to kill Kaoru Nagisa
Nagisa Xun smiled, his face was full of complicated expressions, and after a long time, he opened his mouth, but he didn't speak, but he shook his head and continued to laugh
"What are you laughing at?"
"I..." Nagisa Kaoru raised his head and looked at Ikari Hong, who was a little taller than himself: "I still miscalculated, you still don't understand that as an apostle, death is liberation for me, and I don't understand that this time I die, I am really liberated."
"This is my fate, and since I have been conscious, I have known that I am here for a purpose, whether it is the plan of the old men at SEELE or the fate that Adam left me...... That's why I did it, but ......"
Nagisa paused for a moment, and his voice had a hint of cheerfulness: "But I also have my own will, and I also want to be able to resist fate with my own will." ”
"What do you mean?" Ikari Hong frowned and wondered
Nagisa Xun didn't answer: "I knew that I just hurt you a little more, so that you might be able to do it to me."
Ikari Hong grinned: "That's all you can do, if you don't have that gun, I can kill you in minutes."
The corners of Nagisa's mouth twitched, this soul is faint, and he doesn't give face at all...
"Well, since you said that as an apostle, death is relief for you, then..."Ikari said, stretching out his white palm and gently pressing it against Kaoru Nagisa's chest
Under Nagisa Kaoru's surprised eyes, Ikari Hong's palm, which condensed the gravitational force of heaven and earth, pulled back violently
Nagisa Kaoru only felt a burst of weakness, and the energy in his body slowly drained away
After a long time, when Kaoru Nagisa opened her eyes again, a pair of even more scarlet eyes were staring at her without blinking
"What did you do?"
Ikari Hong smiled and said, "Turned you into the lilin in your mouth, well, that is, human"
"A human capable of displaying the A.T force field"
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In the starting office, all the monitors and screens finally returned to normal after nearly half an hour of losing control
"The screen is back"
"Everything is normal when the signal of the first machine is detected, and the sixth machine... Disappear! ”
"The previous A.T force field... Gone"
"The goal... Disappearing"
What the hell have you done, Xiaohong? Misato bit her lip and quietly watched the screen, the first machine was still in the central dogma area, motionless
Incredibly, the alarm was lifted, and the last apostle was finally eliminated, but none of them showed joy on their faces, but they all looked solemn
"It's finally over, it's all over" Misato sighed, "Lower the cable, pull the first machine up, and at the same time the recovery team and the work team will be dispatched to recover the EVA first machine and repair the wall destroyed by the apostles"
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Ikari returned to his home, sat on a chair on the balcony, and watched the sun slowly set in the west, not moving
The sunset on the horizon was like blood, and Ikari Hong was a little dazed
The apostles, the humans, the Kabbalah tree of life, this strange world, and the fact that I still can't understand why I have an adult worldview at birth, and... own past life
Why? Why on earth did I come into this world, and why did the Dead Sea Scrolls fall into my hands?
Ayanami Rei gently walked behind Ikari and gently hugged him from behind
Leaning her cheek against Ikari Hong's back, Rei Ayanami said softly, "Hong, what's wrong?" Why is it so sad"
Ikari Hong turned around and hugged the Yiren beside him tightly, without saying a word
It doesn't matter what kind of human completion plan it has, what its past and present lives are, at least, it still has this girl named Rei Ayaba, doesn't it?
Actually, as long as something is right, it doesn't matter if everything else is wrong, right?
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Human beings can't make something out of nothing, and if they don't rely on anything, they can't do anything, and that's why the madmen at Seele want to make up for it?
Ikari and Ling Bo sit on the cable car and go down the river to watch the scene of the underground city of Nerv
Looking at the light cast by Nerv's facilities on the ground dyed into a golden color, I couldn't help but think of the first time I came here, at that time, Nerv was not called Nerv, Commander Ikari was still the director of Ikari, and Ritsuko's mother was not dead
Ikari Hong suddenly felt very funny, the last apostle was 'eliminated', and he didn't know where to go next? Will Seele let this behemoth out of control?
Ever since all the apostles had been wiped out, the Dead Sea Scrolls in Ikari Hong's hands had been flooded into Ikari Hong's mind with a flood of events that did not belong in this world
Maybe it's a parallel world, or maybe it's that world that gives rise to countless worlds like Ikari Hong
Ikari 'sees' a world without himself, where many things happen in the direction of tragedy, cowardly Shinji, crazy Shinji. Asuka who reduced her synchronization rate to zero and then turned into a vegetative person, the second machine that was pierced by the mass production machine with a pseudo-Lang gun, and the second machine that was fed by the vultures of the mass production machine. Kaoru Nagisa, who was killed by Shinji with the first machine,...... and, Rei Ayana, who distressed him the most
Rei Ayanami sat on the side of the cable car, quietly looking at Ikari Hong, who had been staring at her since just now
The two looked at each other calmly, without a trace of embarrassment
Ma Tumo should have also 'seen' that world, and sure enough, as Nagisa Kaoru said, this young man hid too many secrets before he died
Ikari took Rei Ayanami in his arms and said something that Ling Bo couldn't understand
"In any case, this world has me, then you don't have to dedicate your heart to your beloved"
"This world has me, so you don't have to be unfamiliar with feelings"
"Because of me, you didn't keep the glasses that represented the 'order'"
"Because of you, I came to this world"
Coincidentally? Unfortunately, we are destined
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To be continued.........