Fei Du raised his head in surprise: "What's wrong?" ”

Luo Wenzhou: At that moment, his body was faster than his thinking. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

From Tao Ran began to talk about Xia Xiaonan's family, he thought of Fei Du for no reason, remembering that at the end of summer seven years ago, he pushed open the door and saw that the house full of flowers had failed, and there were songs from upstairs, and the quiet and empty mansion was full of dust.

When he dreams back countless times in the middle of the night, will Fei Du also recall her repeatedly?

At the end of the memory, what was he thinking?

However, Luo Wenzhou impulsively grabbed Fei Du's hand and was about to say something, but he didn't count it in his heart.

What to say?

After all, this is a sad thing, and the heart is just rubbing a layer of oily skin, and it is not something that can be said in a few words.

"Don't be nervous," Fei Du patted his hand, "no surprise, I guess even if she stood on the roof, she wouldn't jump down in the end." ”

"I just thought you were wearing too little, there is a cotton coat in the trunk," Luo Wenzhou said in a gut-searching, "You go and put it on." ”

Fei Du drove his car for several days, never noticing that the lump in the trunk was a piece of clothing - he always thought it was a rag used to wipe the car, and hearing this, Fei always felt the double abuse of his spirit and eyes, which was comparable to encountering another kind of domestic violence.

Without saying a word, he broke free from Luo Wenzhou and walked away quickly.

Luo Wenzhou: "Wait, you haven't finished yet, how do you know if she won't jump down in the end?" ”

At this time, a colleague's voice came from the headphones: "Team Luo, that girl is really on the roof of the administrative building!" ”

The wind in the high places was even colder, scraping against the bones, making a "rustling" grinding sound.

Xia Xiaonan's hospital gown was blown through, her skin was no longer conscious, and she looked condescendingly, looking at the darkly lit teaching building not far away.

She remembered that she was doing a physics test paper, racking her brains to distinguish the concepts of those condescending teeth, gnawing the corner of the pen cap, and suddenly, the class commotioned, and the table mate hit her elbow hard, and shouted into her ear: "Look, someone is going to jump off the building!" ”

The tip of the pen left a sharp wound on the paper, Xia Xiaonan flickered in his heart, turned his head, and saw a figure jumping down from the administrative building opposite, like a piece of ash floating from nowhere.

Half of the class stood up and rushed to the window to watch, squeezing Xia Xiaonan, who was originally by the window, to the side, everyone was watching, only she didn't dare.

Until the police dealt with the scene with hindsight, Xia Xiaonan didn't know who the person who jumped down was, and he didn't have time to see her for the last time.

This fair-eyed little girl, from birth to the present, has lived for fifteen years, only living as a capital "don't dare", she doesn't dare to stand up, she doesn't dare to ask to share part of the burden of the family, she always wants to pretend that she is an ordinary girl like everyone else, and can read her own books without hearing what is going on outside the window.

She didn't dare to speak up for others, she didn't dare to speak for herself, she didn't dare to resist all unreasonable bullying, her past life only taught her to endure silently, looking forward to the impermanence of fate to blow away all the bad things. However, fate never sends charcoal in the snow, it only makes things worse.

She didn't dare to run away with that stupid boy, she didn't dare to throw away her phone, she didn't dare to come out of that trash can at that time-

Even when everything was over, she didn't dare to look at Feng Bin.

As long as you don't face it, you can treat it as if everything is just a nightmare, and nothing has happened yet.

Xia Xiaonan held the cold guardrail with both hands, his palms "smelled" the sweet smell of rust on it, and a long string of tears rolled down from the roof of the eighth floor.

Luo Wenzhou buttoned up the walkie-talkie: "Don't turn on the siren, the fire and ambulance also shut up, beware of stimulating her!" Those who have good legs and feet are ready to go up with me, and the action is fast! What about fire air cushions? ”

Police, firefighters, and ambulances gathered from all sides, and after school, the campus had become a mess, and the administrator of the administration building cried in fright.

Fei Du silently bypassed everyone and walked to the teaching building opposite the administrative building, he and the administrator asked for the key, and after inquiring clearly, they walked into the classroom of the second and sixth classes of the new year.

The classroom was empty, and the careless student on duty did not wipe the blackboard clean, leaving a corner of handwriting, which seemed to be an algebra problem. Fei Du glanced out the window and raised his hand to turn on the classroom light.

Then he pushed open the window and confronted the girl who was already standing outside the guardrail.

Xia Xiaonan had been staring at the classroom, but she didn't expect someone inside to suddenly turn on the lights, and she was stunned for a while.

At the same time, the extremely efficient firefighters had already quickly filled the airbags and began to predict where she might fall, Luo Wenzhou approached the top floor with a group of firefighters and criminal police, Fei Du's slender and crisp clothes were swept behind him by the wind from the window, and his clothes flew up.

He narrowed his eyes and looked at the bewildered girl on the rooftop.

"Girl," Luo Wenzhou went up to the top floor and said to Xia Xiaonan from afar, "The wind is too strong, you be careful." ”

Xia Xiaonan's body shook suddenly, she grabbed the guardrail with both hands, turned her head suddenly, and without saying a word, she opened her mouth first and let out a scream.

Luo Wenzhou put his hands on his chest, spread them out to her, and made a downward pressure very soothingly.

"Don't you feel sorry if you come to the point where you are about to jump off a building, but you can't even say a word to anyone—little girl, you can actually speak, right?"

Xia Xiaonan was silent, her cold little face was pale, she glanced at him expressionlessly, and then turned her head to look at the classroom with the lights on.

Fei Du smiled at her, stretched out his hand and pointed to the seat in the classroom, by the window, he counted to the fifth, pulled out the chair and sat there, and pushed open the window next to him.

The junior high school student's seat is a little cramped for an adult man with long hands and feet, his legs curled up under the table with his elbows propped up on the table.

Xia Xiaonan's gaze involuntarily moved with him, and at this moment, there was a sudden shock—it was the seat she had once sat in.

Luo Wenzhou quickly made a few gestures, taking advantage of Xia Xiaonan's attention being attracted to the side, several criminal police and firefighters moved towards Xia Xiaonan from several directions, so that her actions would be locked in a very small range, she either did not jump, or could only jump on the spot, even if she really jumped down, the probability that the fire air cushion could catch her was greatly increased.

Luo Wenzhou lowered his voice and said to the walkie-talkie: "The person is on the west side of the top floor, about one meter and a half from the corner, and the rescuers on the seventh floor are immediately in place——"

"Roger."

The voice on the intercom fell, and several firefighters climbed out of the corridor window on the west side of the seventh floor, nervously on standby, just in case she fell.

The firefighters downstairs are pulling on the fire air cushions, constantly fine-tuning their positions.

"That's where my mom jumped." Xia Xiaonan was silent for a moment, looked at the brightly lit classroom, and finally opened her mouth, when she didn't scream, her voice was thin and sweet, with a slight nasal voice, which seemed very soft, "Don't come here." ”

The criminal policeman who was quietly approaching looked back at Luo Wenzhou at the same time, and Luo Wenzhou motioned for them to pause - although they couldn't get closer, at least this position forced her to be unable to move.

"We all know that it was a tragedy, and are you going to repeat her mistakes now?" Luo Wenzhou said, "Little girl, have you encountered any difficulties? ”

Xia Xiaonan didn't respond to him, just muttered: "It's a hundred times if you jump down." ”

"Then you're wrong," Luo Wenzhou sighed, "This matter should really let our forensic comrade come to popularize science for you, jumping off is not a hundred, do you know what will happen later?" ”

"Falling from here, you will become an uncontrolled free fall, not necessarily the head will hit the ground, you will not die immediately, you can clearly feel the pain of broken bones and broken internal organs all over your body for tens of seconds, or even minutes, and you will struggle on the ground with blurred flesh and blood, ten thousand times more painful than now."

Xia Xiaonan trembled and sobbed.

"If you don't die immediately, according to the regulations, of course, we have to rescue you as much as possible, and the chance of rescuing you is very small, so we are basically increasing your suffering 'according to the regulations'. Let you walk without dignity and quite ugly, and then the medical examiner will hastily sew you into a human shape and notify your grandfather to come and identify the body. Luo Wenzhou said, "But it doesn't matter, anyway, he is born and cooked twice, and there are too many corpses he has recognized in his life." ”

Xia Xiaonan stared at the brightly lit classroom unrelentingly, crying silently.

The firefighters at the window on the seventh floor climbed up a few meters like a gecko, approaching Xia Xiaonan, and the criminal policemen on the roof of the building further narrowed the encirclement. Luo Wenzhou exchanged glances with his colleagues, and took a step forward cautiously: "What difficulties do you have, if you don't say it now, you won't have a chance to say it in the future, you are not even afraid of death, what secrets do you keep?" ”

Xia Xiaonan finally glanced back at him: "She hated me, so she jumped from here." ”

Everyone originally thought that she would say something related to Feng Bin, but they didn't expect the girl to suddenly come up with such a sentence, and they were all stunned for a while.

At this time, Luo Wenzhou's mobile phone shook and saw a voice message from Fei Du.

Fei Du said unhurriedly: "Xia Xiaonan was standing in that position, she should have found out by now, her mother had been watching her before she jumped, and only when she looked up did she deliberately jump to show her." ”

Luo Wenzhou glanced creepily at the teaching building opposite.

Fei Du: "Otherwise, there are thousands of high-rise buildings in the world, why did she choose only here?" Why do you want to jump in this direction? ”

Luo Wenzhou said to Xia Xiaonan: "Who hates you, your mother?" ”

"She hates me," Xia Xiaonan stretched out her hand and pointed to the opposite school building, "She just looked at me like this, I don't know how long, until someone in our class found her, until I looked up at her...... She just wanted to jump to show me, to show me, that she was finally getting rid of us. ”

"My dad and my grandfather were sick, they spent all the money in the family, and in the end they couldn't even do chemotherapy, so they could only buy Chinese medicine from some charlatans and do 'conservative treatment', and at night I was only separated by a curtain from them, and I often heard my dad in pain in the middle of the night and couldn't sleep, tossing and turning, sighing, waking up my mother, she had to get up to take care of him, and then kept crying - she worked another job every day in addition to school, worked day and night to earn money, and couldn't even sleep well when she got home, sometimes my dad also said' If you really can't stand it, just divorce, we won't drag you down'. ”

"But I'm afraid, what am I going to do without her?"

Xia Xiaonan lowered her eyes, looked at the only light not far away, and felt that her whole person seemed to be stepping on the clouds, which was unreal, so she couldn't help but dig out the words that had been buried for many years: "I know that she has insomnia, neurasthenia, and depression, but I will only cry and run out when my father tells her that she wants a divorce, begging her not to want us." Every time she couldn't bear it and confided in me something, I didn't want to listen, I was afraid that if I heard too much, I would have to take responsibility. ”

"I would only prevaricate with her, and every time I would tell her, 'Mom, I don't understand this, I'll study hard and wait for the future...... When I get into a good university and a good job in the future, you will be happy." ”

Xia Xiaonan almost couldn't cry when she said the last few words, and the iron railing on the roof of the building was "creaked" by her.

Luo Wenzhou immediately picked up the voice: "Then do you want to emulate her now and get rid of your grandfather's burden?" Do you think that he is not dead when he is old, and he has dragged you down, so take revenge on him? ”

Xia Xiaonan shook his head vigorously.

Luo Wenzhou's voice deliberately became cold: "But in our opinion, that's what you mean." Otherwise, if you jump down and fall into a pile of rotten meat, is there any other point? ”

"What's the point of dying?" Xia Xiaonan said loudly, "She can escape, why can't I?" ”

"Because Feng Bin is still waiting for you over there," Luo Wenzhou said, "He won't be blind, have you figured out how to explain it to him?" Xia Xiaonan, if you can escape the living, can you still escape the dead? ”

"Feng Bin" seems to be a taboo, Xia Xiaonan screamed uncontrollably again, but although she was outside the guardrail, her hands were tightly gripping the iron guardrail, Luo Wenzhou noticed her body language and realized that Fei Du was right, this girl did not have the courage to jump at a critical moment.

He waved his hand decisively, and at this time, the firefighter closest to Xia Xiaonan had already quietly approached her within five meters of them during their conversation, and the firefighter rushed out and grabbed her arm when Xia Xiaonan didn't react in time.

Xia Xiaonan screamed, almost lost her balance, and the other two firefighters who were hanging on the seventh floor early grabbed her from below, one left and one right, and the girl was like a helpless little worm, glued down from the roof of the building by everyone without saying anything, and her cry was shattered in the whistling night wind.

Luo Wenzhou walked over, glanced at the teaching building opposite, and saw Fei Du with one hand in his pocket, closed the window quite unhurriedly, and waved at him from afar.

"There are thousands of tall buildings in the world, why did she choose only here?"

“…… What kind of mother would pinch the time and deliberately leave the corpse for her child? ”

"She hates me."

"She's ......"

Luo Wenzhou took the WeChat message sent by Fei Du just now, separated the two buildings, and gave Fei Du back: "Xia Xiaonan said that her mother hates her, is it true or did you use any means to make her misunderstand?" ”

"Really," Fei Du, who had just been strong and calm, was so cold that his fingers were no longer flexible, and he held on to his demeanor, not shivering into quail on the spot, closing the window and leaning against the heating of the classroom, "Of course, long-term depression is the main factor, but when a person's mental state is extremely unstable, she will send various forms of distress to relatives and friends, and if she does not get a response, it will make her situation worse - in extreme cases, she will even hate her relatives." ”

Luo Wenzhou typed on his mobile phone: "Last time you said you knew the cause of your mother's death, then she ......"

He typed here, glanced at Fei Du's back leaning against the window from a distance, and saw that the whole building was silent, all the classrooms were sleeping in the dark, and he was the only one standing alone in a small light.

Luo Wenzhou snapped his fingers and deleted all the words he had just typed.

At this moment, Tao Ran's call came in.

"Xia Xiaonan has been saved," Luo Wenzhou said, "and we'll take her back." ”

"Well, I know," Tao Ran said, "I want to tell you that the Bell and Drum Tower Scenic Area gave me a reply, and checked the patrolman you said, they do have such a person, and the job number and name are right, but ......"

Luo Wenzhou raised his eyes slightly.

Tao Ran said: "That patrolman should be a woman. ”