213 Remorse
Shen Hao was half-lying alone in the fly restaurant, there were already seven or eight beer bottles on the table, and he was still holding half a bottle in his hand at the moment. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
His eyes narrowed slightly, he looked drunk, and in a haze, he seemed to have returned to his previous life, when Bai Mingxi was not dead.
At that time, the two were desperately trying to keep their first child, but in the end they couldn't keep it.
Bai Mingxi died of stomach pain, woke up at more than two o'clock in the morning, and began to roll on the bed, he couldn't sleep after tossing, he was a little irritable, but he didn't know what to do, so he could only wait for dawn to go to the hospital.
At more than five o'clock in the morning, Shen Hao was woken up by Bai Mingxi's low cry of pain, he had to get up and take Bai Mingxi to the maternity hospital, it is estimated that the child will not be saved.
In the morning, Shen Hao's mother sat on the sofa and slapped a thousand yuan on the table to ask them to have an abortion.
On the way to pick up his classmates and his wife, Shen Hao was in a very bad mood, and Bai Mingxi began to complain that he didn't care about her when he saw her hurt like that last night, and he slept soundly.
He is full of displeasure, what does he care? He's not a doctor, and he's sleeping soundly, she's always snorting on the side, it's strange that he can sleep soundly!
Seeing Bai Mingxi leaning on the back of the chair in a sluggish state, she hadn't slept since two o'clock in the morning last night, and she was distressed in her heart, so she didn't reply.
Bai Mingxi was bleeding a lot, in the winter, her pants inside and outside were stained with blood, and when she entered the emergency room, the doctor first gave her an injection to prevent shock, and then urgently arranged surgery for her.
They lost their first baby, he was sad and irritable, a month apart, collectively. The heating stopped, his parents moved back into their home, and they called him every day to come home for dinner.
His mother was completely a woman who dominated him, and all her thoughts were on him, and she had almost no life of her own, so he had to go back every day after work, and he had to go back for two days when he was resting, and if he didn't go back one day, he would cry and lose his temper like crazy.
Shen Hao was very troubled by this, but whenever he thought that her mother was a sign of loving him, he felt soft-hearted and felt that he should go back to spend more time with his mother.
At that time, Bai Mingxi also added to the chaos, always telling him that he wanted the two of them to have a meal at home, what did he say so that he could feel at home, he was very impatient, and felt that Bai Mingxi was deliberately embarrassing him and making trouble, the more she should understand him at this time!
His impatience also aroused Bai Mingxi's dissatisfaction, and the two quarreled more and more, and the contradictions between the two became deeper and deeper.
Later, he quarreled without saying two words, Bai Mingxi's temper became more and more irritable, which was elusive, he felt that Bai Mingxi had changed, and they all said that men before and after marriage were different, and women were also like this!
Since Bai Mingxi had a miscarriage, her body was very weak, she was panting when she spoke, and she fainted several times at work, and the unit leader had to take her to the hospital to see.
Shen Hao gritted his gums every time he heard it, and felt that Bai Mingxi was pretending to show him, so as to attract his attention!
So he didn't pay attention to it at all, anyway, if the person didn't die, it would be fine.
During that time, the quarrels between the two became more and more frequent, and Bai Mingxi's temper became more and more bad.
Her physical condition is getting worse and worse, she has a lot of bleeding during the miscarriage and is extremely poor in qi and blood, and she has not been carefully recuperated, coupled with the depression caused by the quarrel on the channel, she can hardly stand for two minutes and become dizzy, she has no choice but to take a period of leave to recuperate, and the unit is dissatisfied because of this.
Shen Hao is also dissatisfied, she is resting at home, and she can only get a basic salary every month, which is more than 1,000 yuan!
He couldn't bear to say anything, but he didn't feel happy, and he didn't expect that one day she called him and said that she had found a slight depression.
Shen Hao immediately became irritable after hearing this, there is no end to it, do you always have to make a moth to attract her attention! Interesting!
"You stay at home every day, what is there to be depressed!" He yelled at the phone.
There was silence for a moment, and then he hung up.
During that time, Shen Hao didn't want to go home at all, he felt that he couldn't communicate with Bai Mingxi, a woman.
Shen Hao, who was full of depression, contacted his elementary school classmate Li Ran again, and called someone to his house the next day, and the two chatted for an afternoon, Shen Hao felt that Li Ran was really reasonable, if Bai Mingxi was half as good as her, it wouldn't be like this!
Before leaving, Shen Hao asked to hug Li Ran, and Li Ran agreed.
Since then, the two began to have an ambiguous relationship, and later took advantage of Bai Mingxi's time to stay at his aunt's house for a short time, brought Li Ran home, and the two had a relationship.
Paper can't hold the fire, no matter how Shen Hao hides this matter, it was still discovered by Bai Mingxi, and that night, she asked to call Li Ran to her house.
Shen Hao was very angry with Bai Mingxi, so he called the person back, Li Ran did not admit the relationship between the two at first, but Shen Hao had no scruples, and said in front of Bai Mingxi: "Li Ran, I am in love with you, I love both of you, and I don't want to give up either!" ”
Bai Mingxi was heartbroken.
Shen Hao raised his head and drank the last sip of wine, holding the wine bottle and crying, completely ignoring the strange stares cast around him.
Every time he thinks of this, he can't breathe with heartache, he is a complete scumbag!
After Bai Mingxi had a car accident, he regretted it, and later experienced two marriages, and when he reached the age of almost forty, he gradually matured, and when he recalled this, he gradually understood that it was not Bai Mingxi's fault, but his fault!
The two are newly married Yan'er, and they want to live their own little life and have a little personal space of their own, is this wrong?
After more than half a year of marriage, the two have never had a meal together alone, but he ignored Bai Mingxi too much!
If he is sad to lose his baby, won't she be sad? Not only is she sad in her heart, but she is also suffering a lot of pain physically, now that she thinks about it, her face is sallow, and she has to change her breath once if she can't say a complete sentence, can this be pretended?
Even his mother said that she was not confident enough and was always panting, but he still didn't take it seriously!
If you faint in the unit, if you pretend to be it, will the unit leader not notice it?
He hung his head and was in pain, and even when the hospital found out that she was depressed, not only did he not give her any care, but he also threw such a sentence to him, just because he was full of resentment at the time?
Shen Hao clenched the wine bottle tightly, his eyes were red, and what was even more hateful was that he actually confessed to that slutty woman in front of Bai Mingxi!
He was extremely remorseful in his heart, he didn't love that slutty woman at all, he just wanted to be angry with Bai Mingxi, and when he saw Bai Mingxi in pain, he was happy, and he felt that the turbid breath in his heart came out!
He didn't expect at all how far he had hurt Bai Mingxi!
It was he who chilled her heart!
In the fly shop, an old man with gray hair had been sitting in the corner watching Shen Hao cry bitterly, sometimes muttering something in his mouth, and sometimes hammering his head to vent.
That's a good seedling, and maybe it could make a good ability.
(To be continued.) )