Chapter 195: A Gift She Sent
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Hearing Qi Tianmei's words, Xuanyuan Tianhua's fists clenched, and he was stunned for a while before he said: "Tianmei, don't say it, don't say anything, you are my Tianmei sister, and you will never change." ”
Qi Tianmei was stunned for a moment, vaguely guessing something, but she still didn't give up, grabbed Xuanyuan Tianhua's shoulder and said: "But Tianhua, I don't want to be your sister, I like you, I've liked you since I was a child, I thought that if I didn't say it, you would understand." ”
No matter how much Xuanyuan Tianhua didn't want to hear that confession from Qi Tianmei's mouth, he still couldn't stop her.
"I don't understand, Tianmei, I've always treated you as a sister." Xuanyuan Tianhua immediately retorted.
Qi Tianmei shook her head and said, "No, no, I don't believe it, Brother Tianhua, if you didn't like it before, then think about it from now on, from now on, Tianmei wants you to think about it, will you like me a little bit?" Could it be that my Qi Tianmei is so bad, can't compare to Yue Lingran? ”
Xuanyuan Tianhua took a deep breath, clenched his hands, and tried his best to keep his composure, fortunately he was wearing a mask, otherwise, he really couldn't hide all his emotions.
"Tianmei, you're very good, you two can't be compared together, but Tianmei, I like you, it's the kind of brother and sister who likes, and I've never been... Xuanyuan Tianhua tried his best to say the last sentence.
But Qi Tianmei held Xuanyuan Tianhua's hand and said earnestly: "No, no, I know you lied to me, Brother Tianhua, I don't care what you have become, I don't care about your identity, I just want you, I just want to be with you, I can do nothing, Brother Tianhua, I like you, I can't live without you, after learning the news of your death, you don't know, how I survived those days, days and nights." ”
Qi Tianmei couldn't cry anymore, in front of Xuanyuan Tianhua, she didn't seem to care about the reserve and dignity of any girl, in her eyes, nothing matters now, as long as he is still there, as long as he can always be by her side, she really can't accept it, he left her again.
And Xuanyuan Tianhua also tightened his throat, and then his voice became even hoarse, "Tianmei, don't be like this." It has nothing to do with those, now I have family hatred, hundreds of lives up and down the Xuanyuan family, and the honor and disgrace of the Xuanyuan family, I have carried too much, and you don't have to get involved. ”
"What if I have to get involved?" Qi Tianmei suddenly said hysterically.
Xuanyuan Tianhua pressed her shoulder, gently wiped her tears, and said, "No, Tianmei, you are the most honorable princess in the south, your Royal Highness should not be involved in this matter, and I have never been... ”
"In my eyes, you are my sister just like Dogwood." When he said this, Xuanyuan Tianhua lowered his head, he didn't have the courage to look directly into Qi Tianmei's eyes, he didn't want her to carry the same mission as him, he hoped that she could be happy, find a stable person, and spend her life safely.
Qi Tianmei was originally a little unstable, and suddenly smiled at Xuanyuan Tianhua reluctantly, she said: "It's okay, it's okay, you can not like me, you can not love me, you can be my sister, but I will not stop loving you, I love you, there is no way to change it, you can not like me, but you can't stop me from liking you." ”
"Tianmei, you don't want to do this." Xuanyuan Tianhua suddenly frowned.
But Qi Tianmei squeezed out a smile and said: "Over the years, every time you go to the battlefield, I have an obsession, that is, I hope you will return triumphantly and then marry me, but unfortunately, I have never dared to tell you what I think in my heart, until the last time, you never came back." Brother Tianhua, do you remember the tips I gave you in the past? Today, is it still there? ”
Hearing Qi Tianmei mention that bag, Xuanyuan Tianhua was stunned for a moment, subconsciously glanced at the direction of his heart, and asked rhetorically, "What bag?" I don't remember. ”
Qi Tianmei gritted her teeth, and what she was about to say didn't speak. Then, she wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes and said, "It's okay, I'll make another one for you." ”
"Tianmei, don't be like this, you are not young now, it is time to find a good person to marry, there are many children of families in the court who are good・・・・・・"
"That's enough..." Before Xuanyuan Tianhua could finish speaking, Qi Tianmei interrupted. "You can dislike me, but don't force me to marry someone else, like everyone else. I, Qi Tianmei, would rather not marry in this life, and I would not marry anyone other than you. ”
Xuanyuan Tianhua was stunned and didn't speak for a long time in shock. He stood opposite Qi Tianmei like that, wanting to say something, but he couldn't say anything.
Qi Tianmei smiled again, this time, it was not reluctant, she smiled, held Xuanyuan Tianhua's hand, and said slowly: "It's okay, you don't have to feel sorry, you don't have to feel sorry, you don't have to feel that you delayed me, I'm fine, I'm fine, now for me, you are still alive, this is the greatest happiness, as long as you are alive, nothing matters, as long as you are alive, it is the greatest happiness in Qi Tianmei's life." ”
Xuanyuan Tianhua felt that his palms were trembling a little, and although he secretly scolded himself for not being angry, he still couldn't control it.
Finally, he gritted his teeth and let go of Qi Tianmei's hand holding him, and he said detachedly: "It's not too early, you should go back too." ”
After that, he ruthlessly let go of Qi Tianmei's hand that grabbed him, turned his head, turned his back to her, and gradually disappeared from Qi Tianmei's field of vision.
And Qi Tianmei, staring at his back, tears burst out of her eyes, and she also forced herself not to cry.
Qi Tianmei doesn't remember when she left here.
I only remember that she breathed very hard, until there was no longer his smell and temperature in the air, and she was reluctant to leave.
Her Tianhua brother, she hasn't had time to ask him, when will she be able to see him?
What Qi Tianmei didn't know was that after she left, Xuanyuan Tianhua came out of the corner, stared at Qi Tianmei's back, and looked at it for a long time.
Xuanyuan Tianhua took out the bag from his arms, and the bag had faded slightly, as if it had been touched for a long time, and had lost its original brilliance.
Xuanyuan Tianhua stared at the bag for a long time, and finally shed tears.
It was the first time in his life that he shed tears. (To be continued.) )