What is the highest state of letting go of a person?

It's not that you lose contact, it's not that you don't get along with each other, it's that when that person stands in front of you, you can say to him calmly, "Long time no see." ”

Can Yao Su?

I don't know.

When he met Gu Qingrang on the plane, Yao Shu was stunned for a moment, so this should not be considered unfazed. When Gu Qingrang told Yao Shu that he had broken up with the hostess, Yao Shu laughed and sighed, so this should not be a surprise.

Therefore, when Gu Qingrang invited Yao Shu again, Yao Shu agreed.

Once upon a time, Yao Su was full of joy when she saw Gu Qingrang. Therefore, now she wants to know if she still feels when she stands by Gu Qingrang's side again. Moreover, there are some things that Yao Su really wants to hear Gu Qingrang explain in person.

However, when he knew that Yao Su was going to see Gu Qingrang, Zhang Quanxin was almost stunned: "What are you going to do to see that scumbag?" Should stay away from him! ”

Although Yao Su only met Zhang Quanxin after the breakup, she had already told Zhang Quanxin about herself and Gu Qingrang. Therefore, Zhang Quanxin's reaction is also reasonable.

"I still have some things I want to ask him personally." Yao Su's tone was filled with regret.

Zhang Quanxin was still puzzled: "Is it important?" ”

Yao Su raised his head and looked at Zhang Quanxin's eyes: "It's not important, it's because it's not important that I want to ask." ”

"Okay." Zhang Quanxin compromised: "I'll send you there." ”

It's late autumn, the cool breeze is blowing, and the chrysanthemums in the community are blooming all over the ground. Yao Shu's feet were inconvenient, so he stopped on crutches, and was supported by Zhang Quanxin, limping towards the parking lot.

After getting in the car and closing the door, Zhang Quanxin drove out of the community with Yao Shu with a depressed face.

Gu Qingrang booked a Western restaurant, which is not big, but it is clean and tidy. When Yao Shu arrived, Gu Qingrang was already sitting in the cubicle.

Zhang Quanxin helped Yao Shu to the other side, and then found a reason to leave. However, before leaving, he didn't forget to glare at Gu Qingrang fiercely. However, Gu Qingrang didn't see Zhang Quanxin's little expression, his eyes were always on Yao Su.

"Your feet ......" Gu Qingrang spoke first: "It's really not a big deal?" ”

"It's fine." Yao Su was very calm: "It's good to raise it for a while." ”

Yao Su is always like this, no matter what happens, no one will be worried. However, Gu Qingrang also knew that he was not qualified to worry about it now. Being able to sit at the same table with Yao Su at this moment is already a reward from the other party.

"It's not right." Gu Qingrang's tone was very light: "I just want to say sorry to you." ”

After five years, when they met again, the appearance of the two has not changed much, but they are already close to the end of the world.

The greatest sorrow in life is not that things are not people, but that things are not people.

"Agen." Yao Su looked at Gu Qingrang, but Gu Qingrang lowered his head and looked at the cup: "Do you want to come to me?" ”

This question has been in Yao Su's heart for five years.

After learning about Gu Qingrang and the hostess, Yao Su did not immediately break it, but redoubled her favor to Gu Qing and tried to save the relationship. And Gu Qingrang always thought that Yao Su didn't know about him, so he kept it hidden.

It seems that everything is fine.

However, as time passed, Yao Shu became more and more sad. Because Gu Qingrang never broke off the relationship with the hostess, he stepped on two boats with one foot. Moreover, his temper became more and more irritable, and he looked very distressed.

Thinking about it now, those days were probably the darkest time for Gu Qingrang.

On one side is his first love Yao Su, and on the other side is his future.

Tired, it's really tiring like this.

Finally, on a hot summer day, Yao Shu left a letter and left alone.

In fact, Yao Su's departure was not decisive, her mobile phone was not turned off, and her social account was logged in as usual. She felt that maybe her departure could make Gu Qingrang understand what the most precious thing was, and make him turn back. However, one day, two days, countless days and nights passed, and Gu Qingrang never came to look for him, not even a phone call or message.

It turned out that he really didn't want himself anymore.

During that time, Yao Su was sad and sad, and the whole person was so depressed that he couldn't look good. She really couldn't accept it, so Gu Qingrang just left her. So, she began to drink heavily, and she got drunk every day. Until one night, when she woke up crying again, she decided to make one last bit of effort.

Yao Su took out his mobile phone, called up Gu Qingrang's phone number, and sent him a message.

That message, not a word, blank.

Yao Su tried to remind Gu Qingrang that in a certain corner of the world, there was a person named Yao Su.

However, after the message was sent, it was still the same as before, and he couldn't receive a word from Gu Qingrang.

They finally broke up.

Yao Su hugged her head and cried.

Until now, Yao Su has been haunted by this matter. Gu Qingrang was really ruthless at that time, so ruthless that whenever she thought about the past, she would feel extremely sorry for herself.

Gu Qingrang lowered his head, not daring to look at Yao Shu's bright eyes. The whole restaurant is very quiet, but Gu Qingrang's heart is turbulent.

It's too hard for people to live.

Endless **, the choices at every moment are like mountains pressing on people's bodies. At that time, it was the most painful time for Gu Qingrang so far. On the one hand, there is the beloved Yao Su, and on the other hand, there is a successful **. These two choices are like hemp ropes, tying his hands and feet, and pulling frantically to both sides.

It's more painful than the corpse of five horses.

Until, Yao Shu left a letter and ran away.

On the day Yao Su left, Gu Qingrang lay on the bed without eating or drinking and slept for a day and a night, his heart ached, but at the same time he felt relaxed.

Finally, there is no choice.

Yao Su's departure seemed to have torn a hole in his heart, although it was painful, it opened a gap. He finally put his hand out of the gap and grabbed the tail of **.

"Yes......" Gu Qingrang was about to speak, and wanted to say sorry, but was interrupted by Yao Su: "Okay, this is just a question on my whim, it doesn't matter." ”

Yes, it doesn't matter anymore. No matter what the answer is, it can't change the fact that they have broken up. And the reason why Yao Su still asked was just to understand for herself at the beginning.

However, this understanding is not so important.

The reason why I dare to ask you here is proof that I will not be influenced by your answers.

"It's all gone." Yao Shu turned his head to look out the window, as if he was saying to Gu Qingrang, and seemed to be talking to himself: "It's all in the past, now you have your life, and I also have my little life." There's no need to dwell too much on the past. ”

Gu Qingrang was speechless.

Some time ago, when I suddenly saw Yao Su appear in the entertainment news, ripples began to appear in his peaceful life again. Really, some people think that she has already left when you don't see her, but one day when you suddenly hear someone mention her name, your mind will jump out of her figure coldly.

It turned out that even after five years, she never stepped out of her own world.

During Yao Su and Shen Cheng's entertainment news, Gu Qingrang also wanted to go over to find Yao Shu. But I was scared in my heart, so I didn't dare to make a decision. Until the plane, he coldly took a look at Yao Su.

Yao Su likes Gu Qingrang when he is as brave as a fearless superman, why can't he do it?

Therefore, Gu Qingrang ran to Yao Su's live broadcast room and gave her a gift.

"Crispy." Gu Qingrang finally raised his head and met Yao Shu's eyes: "We, can we be friends?" ”

Yao Shu smiled slightly, not thinking that this was troublesome: "Of course." ”

Gu Qingrang in front of him was like a stranger. Yao Su couldn't show any interest in him anymore. But if you want to be a friend, it's okay. After all, even if a stranger asked the question, she couldn't possibly refuse, right?

Gu Qingrang also smiled, but there was a bit of bitterness in his smile: "Thank you!" ”

The weather outside is very good, the clouds are light and the wind is clear, like Yao Shu's mood at this moment. In the following conversation, Gu Qingrang also calmed down a lot. The two began to communicate like normal friends.

After chatting about their recent situation, Yao Su's mobile phone suddenly rang.

It was Zhang Quanxin who deliberately called to disrupt the situation: "Crispy, have you finished talking!" Come out, let's go play. ”

Yao Shu smiled and replied to her: "Okay, I'll come down immediately." ”

It's just right, anyway, there is nothing to talk about with Gu Qingrang.

Yao Su wants to leave, and Gu Qing will not stop him. When Yao Su, who was cautious, helped him to the parking lot, Zhang Quanxin immediately jumped over: "Sushu, let's go out to play." ”

Gu Qingrang let go of Yao Su's arm and stood aside.

Zhang Quanxin glanced at Gu Qingrang, hit the car door, and said to Yao Shu: "Shen Cheng called me just now, why did you call him to play!" ”

Yao Shu knew that Zhang Quanxin's words were for Gu Qingrang. However, she was also very cooperative: "Well, go ahead." ”

After getting into the car, Yao Su saw through the car window that Gu Qingrang was still standing in place, so he smiled softly at him.

Think of it as a grudge.

The car started slowly and drove out of the parking lot. Even Yao Su didn't look back, but saw Gu Qingrang's figure getting smaller and smaller in the rearview mirror, but Yao Su didn't seem to have any attachment, and she even wanted to hum a song easily.

The feelings in the green years finally disappeared abruptly like the exhaust of a car.

"Hey!" After about ten minutes of driving, Yao Shu suddenly found that Zhang Quanxin was going the wrong way: "Why didn't you turn at that intersection just now?" ”

"Why should I turn around?" Zhang Quanxin looked willful.

"Wouldn't it be an extra circle if you don't turn around?" Yao Su is really out of line.

"Who said we were going home." A smile rippled at the corner of Zhang Quanxin's mouth: "Didn't I tell you just now?" Shen Cheng told us to go out and have fun! ”

Yes?