Chapter 215: Forgetfulness
How to get Li Chengqi's forgiveness, how to repair his relationship with herself, Shen Yan naturally understands. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ο½ο½ο½Uο½Eγ But if she can't be sincere, Shen Yan may no longer be able to pretend to be perfect - at least for now, she can't do it.
And in order to prevent Shen Yan from having the opportunity to escape again, Li Chengqi not only blocked the West Palace, but also transferred Cui Mama and Xiyu away from Shen Yan. By Shen Yan's side, only a few palace people personally selected by Li Chengqi were left to serve. Shen Yan accepted it and did not make any senseless resistance.
However, this night, she had two nightmares related to An Yangping one after another. The scene in the dream is that An Yangping is sleeping on a piece of cold ice, and his heart has been gouged out. She woke up from her sleep and thought that An Yangping had covered his face with a white veil after treating Li Chengqi, and couldn't help but worry about his body.
Early the next morning, she asked Su You to send a message to see Li Chengqi.
Shen Yan said that she wanted to see herself, which made Li Chengqi's heart turbulent. He put everything down and soon came to the West Palace. But as soon as he arrived in the West Palace, what he heard was Shen Yan's worried words about An Yangping, and he couldn't help but feel angry. She really broke the jar and broke it, didn't she know how to save herself by this time?
"On this side alone, I hope that the emperor will fulfill the dying concubine." Shen Yan knelt on the ground and begged.
In order to see An Yangping, she didn't make noise, made no noise, didn't cheat, just begged, which made Li Chengqi's heart like a knife. And in order to make him favorable, she even said: "Your Majesty, if you are worried that your concubines are playing tricks, you can send your henchmen and concubines to the Sifang Inn together." "She just needs to know that Anyang is safe, and for this reason, she is not afraid of Li Chengqi's people following.
"I'll go with you personally." Knowing that An Yangping was no longer there, Li Chengqi had to work hard. He wanted to see with his own eyes that Shen Yan found out that An Yangping was not in the Sifang Inn. How disappointed it will be.
"The emperor can't leave the palace." Shen Yan objected, "Those who intended to assassinate you have not been caught. The emperor will easily leave the palace, and if he is assassinated again. The concubine is ten thousand deaths, and I am afraid that it will be difficult to escape the blame. β
Hearing her say this, Li Chengqi felt a sense of irony in his heart. He stepped forward to help Shen Yan up from the ground, but then he reached out and lifted her chin slightly, looked at her indifferent eyes, and asked jokingly: "Are you concerned about me, or are you afraid that there will be a bad person who will bear the eternal crime?" β
His thin lips were slightly open, and his eyelids were slightly cold. The skin on his face. Bleeding from a new wound. He landed on the fingertips of her jaw, and it was even more pale and seeping. The way he teased her was exactly the same as when he first saw her, but it was not as beautiful as when he first saw her, only a real banter-like insult.
Shen Yan knew that if she showed that she cared about him, he would definitely continue to humiliate her with words like "You pretend to care in exchange for my forgiveness", and for this, she turned her face away. Breaking free of his fingers, he didn't answer his words.
"Answer me." He was fierce, but he insisted on an answer.
"The concubine does not want to bear the charges of the ages."
She is still unconvinced, and Li Chengqi is not surprised. He smiled disapprovingly. His eyes surveyed her neck, and suddenly he reached out and ripped open her collar to see the wound on her neck. He was shocked. The virtuous king Lee Seung-mao did not lie, his Yan'er. Sure enough, after hearing that he had been assassinated, he wanted to go back to the palace, but was stabbed by someone of unknown origin.
Obviously cares about her wounds. But he had to show a look of disbelief on his face. He didn't ask if she was badly hurt, or if she was in pain, but let go of the fingers that were gripping her collar and looked away, not saying anything about it, as if he hadn't seen her wounds. He followed her words and told her fiercely: "You only have half a moment to say goodbye to An Yangping." β
Knowing that An Yangping was no longer there, he deliberately said such serious things and deliberately did something serious. He summoned Huo Qing, and in front of Shen Yan, he instructed him to bring Shen Yan back to the palace within a limited time, otherwise, he would order the arrest of "the adulterer who fornicated with the Queen of the West".
If An Yangping was still alive, he would definitely do it. And the reason why he ruthlessly called him an adulterer was just to humiliate Shen Yan. He could not swallow this anger at allβhe could not tolerate that the woman he loved and valued most had given her body to another man; He couldn't tolerate that this woman of his was pregnant with the man's wild seed and was unwilling to kill it after the East Window incident; He can't tolerate it, she is still worried about that other person, that hateful man, An Yangping!
However, all his anger can only be helpless. An Yangping saved his life with his own life, he just had so many reasons to hate him, but he couldn't find half a reason to pursue it.
In the face of his verbal humiliation, Shen Yan only frowned slightly, bowed down to him, and walked out of the West Palace Hall accompanied by Huo Qing.
After the snow, the sky was clear and white, quietly covering the entire floor and bricks of the palace, and the sun shone with a crystal dazzling light. Sitting in the sedan chair, looking at the blue sky in the distance, Shen Yan felt a different kind of peace and tranquility in her heart. Thinking that she was finally able to stick to the sincerity of a lover openly, a slight smile rose at the corner of her mouth. One of her hands unconsciously landed on her lower abdomen, but she was lucky.
Approaching the end of the year, there are no guests in the Sifang Inn, and it seems very deserted. When the shopkeeper told Shen Yan the news that An Yangping and Dashan had left last night, Huo Qing clearly saw that the light of anticipation on Shen Yan's face suddenly dimmed. Her lips pursed slightly, and the white breath she exhaled was like a faint cloud, which stayed for a moment, but quickly drifted away.
"He didn't leave anything behind?" Shen Yan finally asked the store. Seeing the shopkeeper shaking his head, she was even more disappointed - An Yangping said that he would wait for her here, but how did he ...... She thought that An Yangping came to take her away.
On that day, even if Prince Ying was assassinated, she had a chance to escape, but she chose to return to the palace, thinking that even if she escaped at that time, she would still be arrested if she found An Yangping, who had not healed from old injuries and added new injuries, so she chose to go back to the palace and wait. Because she believes that An Yangping will come to her when he recovers, and in a year or two, he will always come to her and take her away forever. But he came earlier than expected, but left again, without taking her with him.
She glanced at Huo Qing in disbelief and disbelief. Suddenly, he asked, "Why did he leave without making a sound?" You know why. β
bumped into her and quickly hid the mist in her eyes with a questioning gaze. Huo Qing's heart froze, and his brows frowned unconsciously. But. He finally lowered his chin and didn't make a sound.
"The emperor didn't let me see him, so he sent someone to drive him away a long time ago, didn't he?" Shen Yan suspected that Li Chengqi's previous words and deeds in the palace were all lies.
"I want to see my mother's ......" At this moment, such a green voice sounded outside the room.
Shen Yan and Huo Qing looked sideways and saw that it was the second child in the store, holding a letter in his hand and being stopped by the guards. He claimed, "The lame man who left last night had a letter asking me to give it to my mother."
An Yangping did not leave nothing.
Get this unsigned letter. Shen Yan was happy, but she was lost again - An Yangping left a letter, and left without seeing her? Did he know that she was pregnant with his flesh and blood in her belly? He should have stayed and found a way to take her with him.
In the letter, there are only four words: forget the past, keep the fate.
Shen Yan looked at it, and silent tears poured down like rain in an instant, blurring her vision. Her heart ached. It's despair, but it's also relief. An Yangping's farewell left her with a road that she had to take, and she could only go on with one heart. No more wavering.
The tears quickly stopped. She flicked her fingertips open, letting the letters fall to the ground. The four-character proverb on the top was looked at by Huo Qing, and after. She turned around majestically and walked out of the Sifang Inn proudly.
The entrance of the Sifang Inn. The head of the war, Wesley, has been standing here for a long time since he began. He learned of Shen Yan's whereabouts and rushed over. Hearing that Li Chengqi escaped the danger of his life and survived, he hated Shen Yan very much, and he was also very angry that he was deceived by her.
Seeing Shen Yan come out, his slightly lowered chin slowly raised. The skin on his face was warm and transparent from the sun and snow, but it couldn't hide the coldness between his eyebrows. His clear eyes have no waves, but they show his anger and hatred. His lips pursed, and the word "one" turned into was terrifying. Dressed in a wide robe embroidered with white clouds and cranes, he actually made his steady pace at this moment reveal a little kingly spirit.
Shen Yan looked at him closely, and she was still a little jealous, but when he moved to her, she had to calm down. She lied to him, would he be angry? Now, is he looking for her to settle accounts? However, the afterglow swept over Huo Qing, who was vigilant on his side, and Shen Yan felt a little more at ease in her heart. She lied to him, and who did he get? She raised her head, no longer afraid to meet him.
He saw that her eyes were slightly red, and it was obvious that she had cried, but she looked directly at herself, but she had to do it so firmly. Still, he asked her, "Why did you lie to me?" β
"If this palace doesn't deceive, will the emperor have a chance to live?" After a slight pause, Shen Yan continued: "This palace, but I don't believe any of you. Her voice was leisurely, but she did not hide her inner concerns.
"But I believed you!" Wesley's raised voice showed his displeasure.
Facing his fierce gaze because of his glare, Shen Yan did not avoid it for a moment. She even took half a step forward, looked into his eyes, and said indifferently, "So what? β
Wesley's eyes narrowed, but he had nothing to say. After a while, Shen Yanfang retracted her gaze, and without him, she went straight to the car back to the palace, proud and noble, but I don't know if her identity as a queen gives her more temperament, or if her temperament fits her identity as a queen. And no matter what, she's awesome.
Shen Yan'er is no longer the ordinary Shen Yan'er she used to be. Everything that had been in the past made her harder and harder. And thinking of such a hard back, Wesley's ambition was stirred up again. He is the secretary of the military department, and he holds the power of the three armies, and he has a chance.
Not long after, Shen Yan returned to the palace. Her West Palace is staging a bloody scene. She just returned to the West Palace Hall, and the palace maid Qian'e cried outside the house and wanted to see her. Shen Yan was in no mood to ask others at this time, but when she heard the little girl crying bitterly, she let her enter the hall to reply. (To be continued.) )
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