You may be able to face life and death calmly, but you probably can't face the future that has collapsed.

Ji Xiaojie said that if she was terminally ill, then she would definitely stay by Yue Ming's side until the last moment of her life. But now, she is not suffering from a terminal illness, but she has a strange disease that can defeat people's hearts more than a terminal illness.

Acquired skin laxity, of unknown cause, genetic mutation, or genetic factor, cannot be treated. At home and even in the world, there is nothing to be done about this disease. The only thing that can alleviate some is plastic surgery.

However, the cause is not completely recovered, and the success rate of plastic surgery is very low.

During the time when Yue Ming was deceived into traveling, Ji Xiaojie visited famous doctors all over the country, but this research was blank in the world, and there was no way to start. After receiving the worst news again and again, Ji Xiaojie finally couldn't help crying.

Then, Ji Xiaojie called Shen Cheng.

For Yue Ming's good? In order to let Yue Ming leave himself? No, it's neither! In the final analysis, Ji Xiaojie is just selfish. I am so selfish that I dare not face it, and I am so selfish that I choose to escape. She really didn't know how to see Yue Ming with this old face.

When Shen Cheng saw Ji Xiaojie, he was startled.

But in just two months, Ji Xiaojie is already like a forty-year-old woman. Shen Cheng couldn't believe it, and even thought that the person in front of him was not Ji Xiaojie.

What about that season in its prime, which is amazing?

The shock in Shen Cheng's eyes was like a thorn, stabbing Ji Xiaojie fiercely. She was even more scared, afraid that Yue Ming would look at her with the same eyes.

Do you want to test your humanity?

In your prime of life, you love your lover Li, will you leave quietly because of your appearance? Are there many negative people in the world? Many, very much. Ji Xiaojie's parents divorced because of the emergence of a mistress in their marriage. So, it's useless, feelings are useless. Because you don't know how selfish the human heart can be.

Ji Xiaojie didn't dare to test Yue Ming, nor was he willing to test.

All she could think of was to leave selfishly.

Catching rapists in bed, weddings, and wedding photos is just a means to deceive Yue Ming.

Yue Ming must not know how long it took Ji Xiaojie to cover up his aging on the day he accidentally bumped into Ji Xiaojie and Shen Cheng. That was the last beautiful image she left for Yue Ming.

But Yue Ming only remembered the day he was betrayed by his friends and lovers.

Later, Ji Xiaojie went to New York under the arrangement of Shen Cheng and Wen Fei, opened a Chinese restaurant there, and began to settle down. A year later, Ji Xiaojie aged sharply, and his external age was almost sixty years old. As a result, she also suffered from depression.

When the depression was at its worst, Ji Xiaojie committed suicide, but fortunately, Dr. John pulled her back from the brink of life and death. When she was not a human being or a ghost, she began to come into contact with Buddhism.

Buddhism purifies the mind and has few desires, and calms the mind and mind. The season gradually opened, and the depression gradually eased. Later, she began to want to live a good life and wanted to go to Chiang Mai, Thailand.

Chiang Mai is world-famous for its Buddhist architecture. Wen Fei took the time to take Ji Xiaojie to Thailand, and contacted Shen Cheng on the way, who was thousands of miles away and also rushed to Thailand from Shanghai.

But Ji Xiaojie said that she wanted to go to Chiang Mai alone. In the end, Shen Cheng and Wen Fei had to stay in Bangkok.

Ji Xiaojie tried to live a peaceful life, forcing himself to forget everything in the country. But I don't know what's going on, Shen Cheng's scandals are getting more and more, and he even flew to New York.

Ji Xiaojie saw it, Shen Cheng seemed to have a favorite girl. Yue Ming seems to have forgotten himself, everyone is doing things step by step, smoothly and steadily, and occasionally living a thrilling life.

Ji Xiaojie misses it too much.

I miss a life, but I also miss a person.

******

Candlelight is like a bean.

The dim yellow candlelight sprinkled in the dark living room, confused. The wind blew gently, and the candle flame shook quietly. Yao Su saw that Ji Xiaojie's face in front of her was old and wrinkled, and she couldn't believe that she hadn't arrived in her thirties.

"I'm sorry......" Ji Xiaojie choked up so much that it was difficult to speak: "I'm too cowardly...... Hurt you to misunderstand Shen Cheng...... I don't dare to say...... I was scared, really scared ......"

With a gentle stretch of his hand, God has taken away your years. All your dreams have collapsed. You can probably bear the slander of the world, but you don't dare to look at yourself in the mirror.

On the way, someone called you grandma.

In the car, someone gave you a seat.

Queue up, someone asks you to cut the line.

You got the benefits of the elderly in advance, and you ended your youth in advance.

Are you willing to do that?

What are you willing to trade your youth for?

Yao Su came back to her senses from the shock, she couldn't imagine how Ji Xiaojie had lived in the past six years. What would she do if it happened to her? Ask yourself, she probably wouldn't dare to see Shen Cheng......

Because I'm afraid, I'm so scared.

"I'm sorry......" Yao Su, who knew the truth, panicked, and didn't even know why she was saying sorry: "I don't know this...... I thought ......"

Shen Cheng picked a flower, morality does not allow it.

Shen Cheng said, I can't pick this flower to please you. It's not that I'm reluctant to tell you the truth, but I'm not qualified to tell you the truth.

The pain of Ji Xiaojie is only qualified to be said by Ji Xiaojie.

Shen Cheng did not have any qualifications to tear other people's wounds and hand them to Yao Su. Moreover, Shen Cheng promised to pass the season and would never selfishly divulge this matter. So even if Yao Shu misunderstood him, he still chose to take responsibility.

That's right, Yue Ming didn't deceive Yao Shu, but the truth in his eyes was not the truth.

Yao Su...... I did it on purpose,......" Ji Xiaojie said again: "Before returning to China, I investigated the scandal in Shencheng and deliberately chose this community. Also, you reversed the car that day, and I did it on purpose. I'm sorry, but I don't know why I deliberately approached you...... Maybe...... Maybe I just want to see you live well...... Or perhaps...... I feel like I've been abandoned by the world......"

Every sentence of Ji Xiaojie's sorry, Yao Shu felt extremely uncomfortable. In the past period of time, has every word of "grandma" been knocked heavily on Ji Xiaojie's heart?

Maybe no one in this world can understand Ji Xiaojie anymore.

Maybe Ji Xiaojie won't understand the world anymore.

Yao Su just felt uncomfortable, unparalleledly uncomfortable. When she didn't know anything, she misunderstood, she hesitated, and she even began to doubt Shen Cheng's feelings for her. But when all the secrets were revealed, she hoped that she never knew this, and hoped that Shen Cheng would hide it from her for the rest of her life.

But in the end, we still have to face it.

In this life, people always have to spend their lives in entanglement.

In this dark night, you don't seem to have a choice but to cry.

******

Yao Su returned to her home, she didn't sleep, and sat on the bed all night. In the past few days, Yao Shu has suspected a lot of things. She always felt that she had never been able to see through Shen Cheng, but she also thought that he was probably not fake to herself.

Until now, Yao Su finally untied the knot.

When I first met in Bangkok, Shen Cheng was humble and polite, and sent Yao Su to the hospital. At that time, Yao Su had a good impression of him and felt that he was an extremely responsible person. It's just that later, with ups and downs, Yao Shu actually questioned him.

In fact, Shen Cheng has never changed.

The first time we met, it was the most real Shen Cheng......

We gradually learn to question in the chaotic world, but we forget the sincerity of the first meeting.

******

Early the next morning, when Zhang Quanxin came over, he was startled.

"Why are your eyes swollen like this?" Zhang Quanxin leaned over: "Are you crying again?" Thinking of Shen Cheng again? ”

Yao Suxin's feelings have always been in a low state: "It's not about Shen Cheng." ”

Of course, Zhang Quanxin wouldn't believe it: "Who are you fooling?" Or I'll ...... for you Anyway, I can't beat him, so I can only scold. ”

"I misunderstood." Yao Shu said: "I misunderstood him." ”

Zhang Quanxin: "How is it possible? The wedding photos are all there, and the smile is so bright, how can it be misunderstood? Filming and playing? ”

Yao Su finally realized Shen Cheng's mood at the beginning.

Ji Xiaojie has worked hard to hide it for six years, and these are her secrets. No one is qualified to disclose other people's privacy without authorization, Shen Cheng is like this, Yao Su is like this.

"I don't know how to explain it." Yao Shu said again: "You should be ...... At that time, Shen Cheng's head twitched, so he took a wedding photo. ”

"Isn't it?" Zhang Quanxin almost exploded: "What is the secret that even I can't say?" ”

Hey, Yao Su sighed, and when he looked up, he saw the rich bamboo raised next to him, remembering the camellia that Shen Cheng picked for himself before, Yao Shu thought about it, so he asked Zhang Quanxin: "Do you like this bamboo?" ”

Zhang Quanxin was inexplicable: "It's okay." ”

Yao Shu stretched out his hand and wanted to pinch off the tip of the bamboo, but how could the rich bamboo be so easy to pinch? After tossing for a while, my nails were almost broken and I didn't pinch them off. Seeing this, Zhang Quanxin simply took out the entire Fugui Bamboo from the bottle: "Are you going to give it to me?" I'll just take it all. ”

Yao Su: "......"

"Alright." Zhang Quanxin said: "Since there is a hidden secret, it is inconvenient to say, so I won't ask." If you really misunderstand Shen Cheng, why are you still crying, hurry up and dress up and go to see him! ”

That's right, Yao Shu got up, but before he put on his shoes, he found another problem: "I don't know where he lives!" ”

It's okay, then use summoning.

Yao Shu took out his mobile phone and dialed Shen Cheng's number.