22.The 38th day before death (4)
After running a few red lights, Zheng Ze finally returned to Zheng's before getting off work, but when the car stopped in the Zheng building and saw Yu Yixin walking out of the building with the flow of people from work, he hesitated.
Zheng Ze came here with a breath of breath inside, and when he really saw people, he seemed to be frozen, unable to move.
What could he ask when he went up?
Q: How did Yu Yixin's equity come about? Do you know what happened to his mother back then? Ask him who his father is? Or do you ask him if he is deliberately approaching himself?
There is an old love song playing on the radio, Chen Xiaochun's "The One I Love", and the man who doesn't look amazing sings in a sad tone:
I can't love the person I want to love the most
Who wants anything from me?
The one I love, not my love......
Zheng Ze once laughed at the sad lyrics, very disapproving, time has passed, but now he can't help but feel sad when he hears it.
What he had to admit was that he cared more about what Yu Yixin was approaching him for than his relationship with Yu Yixin.
Zheng Zezhen can't describe his current mood, he only thinks that his life is so funny and ridiculous. He came back so desperately, so desperately wanted to change history, but found that fate played a huge joke on him.
He came back because of the constant obsession of abandonment, because of unwillingness, because love turned into hate.
But if the chance encounter of love at first sight is just a deliberate arrangement, and those moments that make his heart move are also carefully performed, then what is the point of his hatred?
An indescribable sadness slowly spread from Zheng Ze's heart. He was confused, he was entangled, he was struggling, he didn't dare to think about it anymore, he was afraid that he would get into the horns, he was afraid that he would ruin the hope that had just been ignited, and he would be saddened.
Yu Yixin was talking to his colleague when he suddenly felt a hot gaze. He glanced down the street outside the building, and sure enough, he saw a familiar car across the road.
He remembered that it was Zheng Ze's car, compared to the luxury sports cars parked under the company building, Zheng Ze actually preferred the giant "Cherokee", he said that the kind of big man and large displacement lined his temperament, but it was a pity that the people in his impression had never had a chance with "magnanimity".
In fact, there are exceptions, at least after he mentioned the breakup with the kind of reason that he felt lame, the man did not stubbornly fight as expected, but turned around in a dashing manner, leaving only a lonely back.
Of course, there was nothing to be proud of, although he dumped the man. But Yu Yixin just felt that such chic and lonely were incompatible with Zheng Ze.
The man should be proud, mad, not sorrowful.
But fortunately, when we saw each other again a few days ago, the man seemed to be back to his former appearance. Tilting his chin slightly, he looked at him like a proud peacock, and then said goodbye politely.
Yu Yixin couldn't say what it was like, recalling the conversation between the two that day, he would be inexplicably depressed, and his heart felt like a big stone had been pressed, and he was breathless. But when he thought about what he was going to do in the future, he thought it was good.
It's a paradoxical feeling, and it's so reasonable when it's out of him. As if a qiē should be like this, they should be a hurried passerby, you don't know me, I don't know you.
Their encounter was accidental, and their separation was inevitable.
It's just that when he dreamed back at midnight and found that his side was empty, Yu Yixin couldn't suppress the thoughts in his heart, and then sat down until dawn.
He didn't know how to face that person anymore, one more conversation, one more glance at each other might make him unable to control himself, he just wanted to solve it quickly, solve it early, and leave early. It's just that the man didn't have such a chance as him.
He had no choice but to rise to the occasion.
The crowd gradually dispersed, but Yu Yixin remained in place. It wasn't until everyone around him had left that he walked across the street as if he had resigned himself to his fate.
Zheng Ze was originally looking into the distance and was distracted, when he heard the sound of his fingers tapping on the glass, he was stunned for several seconds before he reacted, and then slowly lowered the window.
"Why are you here?" At the end of July, the southern heat was unbearable, and he didn't feel it while blowing the air conditioner and drinking cold drinks in the office, and it was only a few steps out of the door, but Yu Yixin was already sweating his forehead.
Zheng Ze looked at the person in front of him a little dazed, didn't speak for a long time, only blinked his eyes and looked at the person in front of him for a moment, as if he was distinguishing something. He seemed to go back to the day when he first met, and the man looked at him through the window, his face dripping with rain and sweat.
Even if he is as cold as Yu Yixin, he is a little embarrassed under the obsessive gaze of Zheng Ze. He deviated from his head, coughed lightly, and asked in a cold voice, "Mr. Zheng is looking for me?" ”
Zheng Ze still didn't speak, just shook his head.
Yu Yixin didn't know why, looking at Zheng Ze's slightly confused expression, he was a little inexplicably moved, he raised his hand to touch the man's cheek, but finally put it down.
"Mr. Zheng, if it's okay, go home early, there's no need to spend it here on this hot day." Although Yu Yixin said politely, there was concern in his tone that he didn't even notice.
He knew that he should stay away from Zheng Ze, and he did carry out rational persuasion, but when that person appeared in front of him, he almost lost his bearings. Maybe if you can't see it, your heart won't be messed up, right? Yu Yixin lowered his eyelashes, finally took a deep look at the person in front of him, turned around and prepared to leave.
Zheng Ze was still a little dazed, but when he saw that Yu Yixin was about to leave, he called out as if he had come back to his senses: "Yu Yixin!" ”
Yu Yixin paused and didn't look back.
Zheng Ze looked at the generous back in front of him for a long time, and suddenly smiled: "How about accompanying me for a drink?" ”
When he spoke, his voice was low and hoarse. Yu Yixin almost didn't hear what he said, but he turned around after figuring out what he said.
He stared at Zheng Ze's somewhat moist eyes for a few seconds, as if considering the authenticity of this sentence. But after hesitating, he still nodded, and only responded with one word: "Okay." ”
Yu Yixin didn't know what was wrong with him, so he agreed like a ghost. And before he could react, Zheng Ze had already stepped on the accelerator. The hands moved quickly on the dashboard, and in a moment they disappeared into the street like the wind.
He wanted to remind Zheng Ze to drive slowly, but when he looked sideways at Zheng Ze, who had a calm face and expressionless face, he finally pulled the seat belt and fastened it, and said no more.
The place where Zheng Ze went was naturally "MS", and the previous time he came to be very lively, the friends who joined in the excitement quickly ignited the air. And this time, he only needed a small private room in the corner, which was not very large, but it was more than enough for the two of them to drink together.
As soon as Zheng Ze entered the room, he asked someone to take out the wine he had stored here, all of which were fine red wines, including a bottle of 82-year-old Lafite. It was Qi Shaofeng's 30th birthday gift to him, and he saved it before, but this time he took out the whole bottle directly.
said that he asked Yu Yixin to accompany him to drink, but Zheng Ze didn't say a word from the moment he entered the door, and as soon as the wine was opened, before he had time to sober up, he poured a full glass, and then dried it up. He drank in a hurry, and the wine that didn't have time to enter his mouth ran down his neck and finally fell to his chest. The red wine stains soaked and spread on the snow-white shirt, like roses blooming at midnight, leaving a striking mark.
Yu Yixin frowned slightly when he looked at him like this cow chewing peonies, although he didn't understand wine, he also knew that these wines must be worth a lot of money, Zheng Ze drank like this, it was simply a tyrannical thing. But he didn't stop him, just sat opposite Zheng Ze and looked at him quietly.
Zheng Ze may have been in high spirits, poured cup after glass, and after one bottle of Lafite was finished, he opened another bottle without stopping. But this time it's not a red wine that has a lot of stamina, it's a strong vodka.
Anyone who has ever drunk alcohol knows that the most taboo thing is to drink red and white together, so that you will definitely get drunk. Zheng Ze has been mixing on the wine table for many years, and it is impossible not to know this, so he is drinking so recklessly at this time, obviously to get drunk.
didn't think about it, before the second cup was eaten, the mouth of the cup was blocked.
After ten years of drinking, Zheng Ze was already a little drunk, he turned his head and looked at the person blocking his cup with confused eyes: "You want it too?" Zheng Ze's eyes were a little wrong when he said this, but he still smiled at Yu Yixin, but this smile was not as polite as usual, but full of provocation.
Yu Yixin looked at Zheng Ze like this, and felt a little irritable in his heart. He snatched the glass, lowered his eyes to look at the clear liquid, and then tilted his head and drank it. He didn't drink a lot of alcohol, let alone a strong drink like vodka. Half a glass of wine went down to his stomach, and he choked on him, and his chest was even more like being burned by a soldering iron, and it hurt hotly.
Seeing this, Zheng Ze's smile widened, he reached out to take the cup and poured the remaining half of the wine into his stomach.
For most of the next half an hour, the two were relatively silent, going back and forth, and finally drank a whole bottle of vodka.
The stamina of red wine and the fierceness of vodka should not be underestimated, Zheng Ze drank it until the end, and his whole person was dizzy, his mind was spinning, and he couldn't even open his eyes.
Fortunately, Yu Yixin is still sober, although he doesn't drink often, but the amount of alcohol is not bad. Standing up against the wall, he staggered towards the door. I wanted to go out and ask the waiter to come in to help, but I didn't want the door to open, and I happened to meet Qi Shaofeng who came in a hurry.
The two of them looked at each other, and both of them were stunned.