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Yao Su often goes to see Ji Xiaojie.
Ji Xiaojie always wears grandmother's clothes and sits quietly by the window. Whenever Yao Shu pushed the door in, she would turn around and smile slightly: "You're here." ”
The old face is full of endless helplessness, how much pain is hidden in the sentence "You are here"?
Yao Su nodded, and still said what he had been trying to say in the past few days: "They are all worried about you." ”
Whether it was Shen Cheng, Wen Fei, or Yue Ming, their worries never stopped.
Of course, until now, Yue Ming didn't know about Ji Xiaojie, and he still resented Shen Cheng as always.
"I'll go see them." Ji Xiaojie said again: "It's just not time yet. ”
"In fact, there are many meaningful things in this world." Yao Su was worried that Ji Xiaojie's depression would worsen, so she tried to enlighten her: "Interests, hobbies, or walking around and seeing the world." This square inch of land probably can't trap people. ”
"I understand." Ji Xiaojie's eyes have been outside the window, but the sky in winter is not clear, even blurry, and he can't see the distance clearly.
Yao Su seemed to be shrouded in this fog and couldn't find the direction.
******
The avatar of Big K in Yao Su's social software has never been lit up again.
Since he knew that Yue Ming was the big K, Yao Su had hardly been in contact with him. The reason why this is so is not because she can't accept the truth after knowing it, but because a series of things that happened later made her unable to take care of Big K.
But now, she had to think about it.
Yue Ming didn't know the truth, and he still had a grudge against Shen Cheng. How would he react if he knew that he was still with Shen Cheng?
But Shen Cheng wasn't too worried: "Don't worry, Yue Ming is a little obsessed, but he is not an impulsive and irrational person." When the time comes, tell him that I divorced Xiaojie, what can he do? ”
Other people's husbands and wives want to divide and unite, what qualifications does Yue Ming have to interfere? As long as Yao Shu doesn't mind, he will naturally stop.
"Well, that's all there is to it." Yao Su asked again: "If he knew that you were divorced, would he go to Ji Xiaojie?" ”
This is indeed a question, if Yue Ming goes to find Ji Xiaojie, or some other moves, will everything that is hidden be exposed? At least now Ji Xiaojie doesn't want Yue Ming to know, Yao Su and Shen Cheng have to hide it.
"Probably not." Shen Cheng thought for a while, and then said, "But it depends on Yu Nian." ”
Yu Nian?
Yao Su seemed to have forgotten this person, but suddenly mentioned it and felt that she was also very important. And judging from the time when she was filming in the southwest, she and Yue Ming also seemed to be a little entangled.
The world is always like this, inextricably linked.
reconciled with Shen Cheng, Yao Shu felt that life was not so sad, and he also learned to cherish it. It's just that every time I think of Ji Xiaojie, I still sigh.
Shen Cheng has been living in Yao Shu's place, and he has also pushed off a lot of activities, saying that he is resting for a while. Of course, Shen Cheng also mentioned asking Yao Shu to move to him, but Yao Shu refused.
If you live here, don't move!
Zhang Quanxin has also been very idle recently, and he runs to Yao Shu's house to eat and drink at every turn. Later, Shen Cheng said that one person was rubbing two people was rubbing, so he called Lin Ziya, who had just returned from San Francisco, over. Now it's okay, after a few meals, the two of them still dislike the food made by Yao Su and go out to eat together.
Joy and quiet.
Life passed comfortably, Shen Cheng also took Yao Su to the movie, but he was worried that others would recognize him, so the two sneaked in a few minutes after the movie opened, and then ran out quietly before the movie ended. After a few times, Yao Su suddenly found that the movie he watched had no beginning or end, so it was better to watch it at home!
But despite this, Yao Shu and Shen Cheng still enjoyed it.
And Wen Fei.
Wen Fei came back this time not only because of Ji Xiaojie, but also because she wanted to develop in China, so she stayed in China during this time and did not go to New York. When Yao Su saw her for the first time, she was a little surprised, this supermodel is very different from her on TV!
It's not that the appearance is very different, but the personality.
In the eyes of people, Wen Fei is a noble and arrogant professional model, and the clothes she wears are always shiny and untouchable. But she herself is still very affable, and even has some humor.
I remember that on the day we met, Wen Fei was also very happy, shook hands with Yao Su, and said, "I know you, the queen of the game, Yao Su, right?" ”
Shen Cheng corrected her again: "It's Yao Su!" ”
******
The weather was getting colder and colder, Yao Su bought a coat for Shen Cheng when he went shopping, and later took a fancy to a women's black coat when he passed by a well-known counter. This coat is simple and elegant, handmade, and there is a cute bear embellishment around the waist, which is both fashionable and not indifferent, after looking at the price, Yao Su gritted his teeth and bought it.
Although I was satisfied with my clothes, I didn't wear them myself. Yao Su planned to give this dress to Ji Xiaojie.
Ji Xiaojie's house suddenly had more Buddhist scriptures, and even began to burn incense. When Yao Su sent the clothes over, Ji Xiaojie knelt in front of a statue of Guanyin, extremely pious.
Fortunately, this can be regarded as a kind of sustenance, hoping that the Buddha can save her.
It was probably after reciting a Buddhist scripture that Ji Xiaojie stood up: "Sit down." ”
Yao Su sat on the sofa, handed the clothes to Ji Xiaojie, and said with a smile: "This is the clothes I bought for you, see if they fit." ”
Ji nodded and glanced at it roughly, with a smile on his face.
"Otherwise, let's go out for a walk another day." Yao Shu still felt that she couldn't stay at home all the time: "It's just us." ”
Ji Xiaojie smiled again and said, "No need, the weather has been too cold for the past two days, I'm afraid it's going to snow." ”
Yes, the cold wave is coming, Shanghai has been cold to the bone marrow, Ji Xiaojie is not in good health, so don't go out.
"Still." Ji Xiaojie was very calm, and said, "I'll cook some food tomorrow, you can call Shen Cheng and them over, and everyone will gather together." ”
Gathering?
Yao Su was very surprised, Ji Xiaojie was finally willing to face it! It seems that this Buddha master is quite effective!
"Then ......" Yao Shu asked cautiously, "Do you want to call Yue Ming?" ”
Ji Xiaojie didn't react to this sentence, as if Yao Su was talking about an inconsequential person. She smiled and said, "Not for the time being, it's not time yet." However, there will always be a meeting. ”
It seems that everything has been arranged in the Ji Xiaojie. Yao Shu nodded, very happy in his heart.
******
That night, it began to snow.
The snow was so big that it looked like a hole had been broken in the sky, and it was blowing in waves. Yao Su looked out through the window and couldn't help but stretch out her hand to catch the snowflakes. But before the window opened, he was held in Shen Cheng's arms.
"Don't play in the snow." Shen Cheng said: "It's cold! ”
I'm not afraid, Yao Shu smiled: "How good this snow is, tomorrow it will probably be covered in silver." I'm going to go down and build a snowman to take a photo, and then go to Weibo to take a photo. ”
Shen Cheng pinched Yao Su's face: "Then when will you also tan me?" ”
Yao Su looked proud: "It's early!" ”
Sure enough, as Yao Shu said, the next morning, the whole community and even Shanghai were snow-white. Yao Su found a fluffy coat to wear on his body, and found a scarf to wrap tightly, and then called Shen Cheng, who was still sleeping on the bed, up: "Get up, we are going to see Ji Xiaojie." ”
Shen Cheng rubbed his eyes: "So early? ”
"Of course it's early!" Yao Su said: "It's snowing heavily, and it's not convenient to buy groceries, so let's go and help her." ”
That's right, Shen Cheng got up from the bed at this time.
The snow was still drifting, and when Yao Shu walked downstairs with Shen Cheng in his arms, several cleaners were sweeping the snow with big brooms. Yao Shu and Shen Cheng walked over and stepped on the thin snow that had been swept through. Then he smiled at them: "Good work." ”
The cleaner raised his head and smiled at Yao Shu as well.
It was probably because the snow came early, and some of the children in the community had already run out to play. They wore gloves and shoveled snow little by little with small toys, as if they were going to build snowmen. Yao Su looked at these children with a smile on her face.
"Or shall we have one?" Shen Cheng suddenly said, "So you can play in the snow together." ”
"Don't." Yao Shu said: "It's troublesome to have a baby. ”
"No trouble!" Shen Cheng said again: "I will offer you like an ancestor......"
Yao Su: "I don't want to be an ancestor!" ”
The two laughed and walked towards the building where Ji Xiaojie lived.
Shen Cheng didn't know that Ji Xiaojie lived so close. But I'm not very surprised, I can't get close to Yao Su, naturally it won't be too far. And Yao Su got the key to Ji Xiaojie's house before, and after pressing the doorbell a few times and no one opened the door, Yao Shu opened the door and walked in with Shen Cheng.
The house is quiet, and the incense in front of the statue of Guanyin has burned out. Yao Shu called twice at the closed bedroom door: "Xiaojie, Shen Cheng and I are here." ”
Didn't respond, presumably still sleeping. Yao Su asked Shen Cheng to wait for her in the living room, and she went over and knocked on the door again: "Xiaojie, are you up?" ”
Yao Su has also been here before, and Ji Xiaojie gets up early every time. Could it be that it is snowing today, and you are in bed?
"Otherwise, let's wait." Yao Su sat on the sofa: "It's probably too cold." ”
Shen Cheng nodded and sat down as well.
The furnishings in the living room are still the same as before, not the slightest difference. Yao Su also poured a cup of hot water for herself and Shen Cheng to go cold. But after waiting in the living room for half an hour, there was still no movement in the bedroom.
"Have you already gone out to buy groceries?" Yao Shu felt that something was wrong: "I'll go to the bedroom to have a look." ”
The bedroom door was unscrewed open with a slight twist, Yao Shu looked inside, and found that Ji Xiaojie was lying quietly on the bed, not waking up yet. Taking a step back, Yao Shu closed the door gently, and then whispered to Shen Cheng: "Here, still ......"
Speaking of this, Yao Su felt a panic inexplicably in her heart, she seemed to realize something, Ji Xiaojie seemed to be too quiet!
Opening the door again, Yao Su called out twice to Ji Xiaojie on the bed: "Xiaojie, Xiaojie? ”
Still no response, the whole room was silent, and there seemed to be no living thing.
Shen Cheng also noticed the abnormality, and he walked over: "What's wrong?" ”
A huge ominous well-up in my heart, and I don't know why, Yao Su was suddenly shrouded in a huge sadness, she just wanted to cry, and she wanted to cry for no reason. Shen Cheng was also uneasy in his heart, but he was calmer than Yao Shu, he approached the bedroom, walked to the old Ji Xiaojie, and cautiously stretched out his hand to probe her breathing.
The snow was still falling outside, and it was cold to the marrow. People walked in the white sea of snow, and their steps were staggering. No matter how far you go, everyone has to go through life and death. Eventually, the cold body was buried by the snow.
Shen Cheng stood quietly for a while, then turned to Yao Shu by the door and said, "She's gone." ”
She's gone, gone with this heavy snowfall.