122 Prequel: Hate Impermanence

"Hug Qin, bring me the fetal pill!" Yuan Chun said to Baoqin.

A dull pain in the lower abdomen means that the child in the belly is very unstable. She doesn't know if she will have toptotic pills to drink in the future, and she doesn't know how long she will live, but she hopes that at least until she dies, the child will still be in her belly!

"Yes, sis!" Baoqin wiped her tears, motioned to a little palace maid to bring the fetal medicine that had already been decocted, tried the heat and cold, and handed the medicine bowl to Yuan Chun.

The fetal pill was what Yuan Chun had been drinking during this time. In the past, Yuan Chun always felt that the medicine was bitter, and although he had been drinking it, he was very uncomfortable. But now, she drank the bowl of bitter water in one go, like drinking nectar and nectar of agar. Now, no matter how bitter the medicine is, can it still be bitter than her heart?

She handed the empty medicine bowl to Baoqin.

Baoqin wanted to serve her to rinse her mouth, but she refused, allowing the bitterness to permeate her teeth and heart.

She pillowed a few pillows, looked around at the palace maids and eunuchs serving in the house, and felt sorry in her heart: in this palace, the fate of the slave is tied to the master; If they have fallen to this point, they are afraid that they will have to live a hard life for a while in the future - if they can still live!

"Hug Qin, move my private room!" Yuan Chun felt that even if what she could do was very limited, she had to make a little arrangement for them within a limited scope, and it would not be in vain for their master and servant.

"!" Baoqin was not very happy, and looked at Yuan Chun with disapproval on his face, showing a rare stubborn look on his face. It's not that she feels sorry for Yuan Chun's private room, but she feels that Yuan Chun's move has a little bit of an explanation of the future, revealing a sense of foresight.

"Go ahead!" Yuan Chun looked at her firmly, with no intention of wavering. She didn't want to be left without a chance to give her last words!

Baoqin couldn't resist Yuan Chun, so he had to hang his head slightly and get up reluctantly. The moment she turned around and turned her back to Yuan Chun, her tears rolled down again. The tears quickly slid down her cheeks and landed on the brick floor, leaving a few tear stains.

Yuan Chun probably calculated his private room, those things given by the emperor could not be moved, and the expensive jewelry could not be given to the palace maids and eunuchs, but those gold and silver bills, ordinary jewelry that was originally used to reward people could be distributed to them.

According to the grade of the palace maids and eunuchs around her, she divided the gold and silver jewelry. Baoqin is the closest and most useful person around her, but she doesn't dare to give her too many things, for fear of arousing the jealousy of some dark villain, but she will bring trouble to Baoqin.

"I don't know what the emperor will do with me and the people of Fengzao Palace, you put away the gold and silver, if you have the opportunity, take care of the people in charge and make yourself better!" Yuan Chun was half-lying on the bed and said with a wooden expression.

There is no greater mourning than death.

Although she never had high expectations for the person on the throne, she personally experienced his coldness and realized that the relationship between the emperor and the concubine was nothing more than a recruitment of the imperial power to the beauty. The closeness and intimacy between them is just a game of cat and mouse!

"!" The palace maids and eunuchs of Fengzao Palace held the gold and silver jewelry issued to them and cried. The mother is arranging the funeral, the situation is really not good, right? Are those obscure rumors in the palace about to come true? Niangniang's mother's family, it's going to be bad?

Waved away the palace maid waiting in Fengzao Palace, Yuan Chun thought for a while, and quietly said to Baoqin: "If you still have a chance to see your wife, tell me a word: The building will fall, withdraw as soon as possible!" She knew that even if she brought it to the point, it would be in vain, but she couldn't do nothing.

Baoqin responded with tears: "Yes! Slave and maid remember! As long as there is still a breath of air, the slave will not forget the mother's entrustment! ”

When the day was about to dawn, Yuan Chun finally fell asleep in a daze. But she slept restlessly and had nightmares incessantly.

Suddenly, the officers and soldiers rushed into Ning Rong's second mansion, and her mother and sister-in-law were strung together with ropes and imprisoned in the prison temple; all the servants and maidservants of the house were sold; Her father and uncles were shackled and taken out of prison. I don't know who shouted in a panic: "We are the concubine's mother's family, and we are relatives of the emperor, who can help us?" ”

Suddenly, when she was newly favored and first named a concubine, the emperor loved her lightly; But in a blink of an eye, the emperor's face changed, he looked at her with a pair of cold eyes, and raised his hand to give her a slap, which made her eyes glow. A cold voice said, "I don't want to see you again!" ”

Suddenly, she was imprisoned in the cold palace, unclothed; Wu Guifei laughed wildly in front of her with a gorgeous and bright face, kicked her to the ground, and kicked her in the lower abdomen: "Just because you are a cheap person, you dare to compete with me for favor?!" ”

Suddenly, a young child who couldn't see her face or gender pulled at the corner of her skirt and wept weakly: "Mother...... The child hurts ...... Children are afraid! Mother ...... Don't ...... children. Leave you ......."

Yuan Chun's heart ached greatly, and he suddenly woke up from his dream. She realized that there were bursts of severe colic in her lower abdomen, and there were streams of heat flowing out of her lower body, soaking her pants, as if she had come to menstruation. But...... She's pregnant with a baby!

Child!

Did the child leave her?!

She didn't care about the cold sweat all over her body and the sharp pain in her lower abdomen, and with her trembling hands, she hurriedly touched it in the wet area of her lower body, and took out her hand to take a look: her white fingers were stained with a messy blood, exuding a faint blood!

"Someone! Hold the piano! Yuan Chun called in a hurry and pushed Baoqin, who was asleep on the side of the bed.

Baoqin immediately woke up: "Niangniang, what's wrong?" ”

"Tell the Imperial Doctor! My stomach hurts and I'm bleeding! ”

Baoqin almost jumped: "Yes!" She turned and ran out.

Yuan Chun looked at the direction in which Baoqin left, endured the colic pain in his lower abdomen, and felt that the wetness under his body was getting heavier and heavier. One of her hearts, little by little, sank little by little, as if sinking into hell!

With such a painful method and so much blood, not to mention that Baoqin may not be able to call the imperial doctor, even if the imperial doctor can be called, I am afraid that it may not be able to save this child!

Why?

She just wants to keep this child in her belly before she dies! Wouldn't that work too?

She suddenly remembered the dream she had just had! In that fragmented dream, there was a child who couldn't see clearly, couldn't distinguish between male and female, calling her mother, crying mournfully, saying that she was in pain and scared...... Is that his own child saying goodbye to himself?

It seemed that after a long time, a rush of footsteps came from outside the hall, and then I saw Baoqin running in: "Niangniang, I have asked the guard at the door to ask for the imperial doctor!" I think the Imperial Doctor will come soon! She had red circles in her eyes and comforted Yuan Chun with insincere words.

Yuan Chun looked at her with blurred teary eyes, and suddenly smiled lightly, infinitely sad: "It's too late!" The kid ...... Already left me! ”

Her heart seemed to have been hollowed out of a large piece, gurgling with blood and pain to the heart and lungs.

She fainted again.

When I woke up, it was nearly dusk. Baoqin had already taken someone to wash her body and clean up her bed.

The cramping in the lower abdomen had subsided, replaced by a dull, cold ache.

Baoqin said: The doctor has already come, and the child in her belly has really had a miscarriage!

Yuan Chun was in tears and silent for a long time. When the tears seemed to drain, she lightly instructed Baoqin: "Baoqin, help me get up, and go to the yard!" She wanted to go out into the courtyard and look at the sky above her. Although the firmament in this palace is also divided into squares by the palace wall.

"Niangniang, it's cold outside, you're weak now, so don't go, right? lest it freeze and add to the root of the disease! Huqin persuaded softly.

Yuan Chun shook his head: "I'm going!" "At this point, what does it matter to the body?

Baoqin couldn't, so he had to call a few eunuchs to bring a spring stool, put a thick mattress on the spring stool, helped Yuan Chun to the spring stool, and took a thick quilt to cover her, so as not to get cold.

Yuan Chun did not refuse the kindness of hugging the qin again. She did feel cold, it seemed that after only a day and a night's work, she could already feel the cold of the Yellow Spring.

She asked the eunuchs to place the spring stool in the middle of the courtyard so that she could see the largest part of the sky.

Today's weather is not good, the sky is overcast, and there is really nothing to see. But Yuanchun was still lying on the spring bench, looking straight at the sky.

On the ground, there is a palace wall, and she can't see the people she wants to see. But she must be under the same sky as her parents and her brothers and sisters. Who of them, at this moment, may also be looking up at the sky and thinking about her?

Now, she can only live with her relatives in this way!

She still clearly remembered that at the evening before entering the palace, she had also looked up at the sky like this. On that day, the weather was fine, and the sunset on the horizon was gorgeous and magnificent, as if it were the last glory before sunset.

There was a cacophony of footsteps, and it seemed that a large crowd of people had poured into the courtyard.

Yuan Chun stared at it, and the person at the head was Dai Quan.

"Concubine Xiande, the emperor ordered the servants to come over and send the mother on the road!" Dai Quanpi said with a smile. A small eunuch beside him was holding a tray, and on the tray, a white silk horse was stacked.

Originally...... He will give Himself death! How much disgusted is he?!

Despite her early realization, she still felt unbearable heartache!

"Mother?" Dai Quan saw that she didn't talk, so he screamed again.

"There is Lao Dai's father-in-law who hangs the white silk on the beam! I just had a miscarriage and don't have that strength! She didn't struggle in vain. In front of the imperial power, her little palace concubine is like a rabbit under the claws of a tiger, how can there be a little room for struggle and resistance?!

"!" Baoqin knelt on the ground, but he didn't dare to cry loudly, so he had to cover his mouth desperately, tears gushing up. She wanted to go with her master, because she wouldn't have a good life if she stayed. But she was still worried about Yuan Chun's entrustment to her, and she wanted to pass the word to his wife for her master, so she had to endure it.

With a wave of Dai Quan's hand, the little eunuch holding the tray ran into Yuan Chun's bedroom.

"Do you want to dress up and change your clothes?" Dai Quan was very satisfied with Yuan Chun's cooperation. He didn't want to make a fuss ugly. Since Yuan Chun is on the Tao like this, he doesn't mind giving her a little more decency. Anyway, the emperor didn't demote her or take away her title, she could wear the clothes of a concubine on the road, which would be more decent.

But Yuan Chun didn't care about these things at all, to be more precise, what she really cared about in her heart was never these.

"Not necessarily!" She rejected Dai Quan's kindness. The dress she's wearing now is pretty clean, and that's enough. No matter how luxuriously dressed you are, you can't see where you become a dead person.

She glanced at the hugging qin who was kneeling next to her: "If your father-in-law is willing, please take care of the hugging qin at a convenient time!" She has been a slave all her life, and she is loyal, which is really not easy! ”

Dai Quan smiled silently, did not agree, and did not refuse. Huqin fell to the ground, crying bitterly.

With this heart-rending cry, Yuan Chun walked back to his dormitory with difficulty. Looking at Bai Aya hanging on the beam, there was also a dull cold pain in her heart.

Kicking off the stool at her feet, she felt a strong suffocation, just like this Miyagi felt for her.