Chapter 182

However, for Yun Shanshan, Qiu Ying often felt that it was difficult for him to deal with it. Pen ~ Fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info To be honest, Qiu Ying felt that he could understand Zhang Ping, but he couldn't fully understand Yun Shanshan.

Qiu Ying always felt that every time he went to explore Yun Shanshan, Yun Shanshan's body would bring a very strong magnetic field to Qiu Ying, that is, he couldn't see through. Qiu Ying always felt that Yun Shanshan seemed to be a very simple person, but if you deduce her with the usual simplicity, you will definitely fail again.

However, because of this, Qiu Ying felt that Yun Shanshan was very interesting. In fact, Qiu Ying also knows that she is like this in the eyes of others, and others must be like she can't understand Yun Shanshan, and they can't understand her. It is precisely because of this enigmatic feeling that Qiu Ying feels that it is tempting. It draws itself closer to this enigmatic person, to explore them, to understand them. Isn't it? If this world is full of people who can see through it at a glance, then what is the point of living in this world?

For people who can't understand, people in this world generally have two attitudes, one is that they think that the people they can't understand are very deep, as if they can't understand others, so they must be harmed. Qiu Ying is not this kind of person, in fact, Qiu Ying despises this kind of person a little. Qiu Ying holds the view that people who think of others as harmful people are generally very narrow-minded, and in life, they often think that they are doing things that hurt others in self-defense. Therefore, Qiu Ying believes in one sentence, that is, if you wear colored glasses, think that there are bad people in this world, and then explore this world with a heart to find bad people, then you are a bad person. Each of us is alive, and each of us has a different experience, and we all turn over more or less mistakes. When you look at the world with a heart that others are bad people, you often think that you are fighting back against others, as if you are innocent, but you must know that you are the one who beats people. If you're not the bad guy, then who is the bad guy?

Therefore, Qiu Ying belongs to that kind of person, that is, she doesn't think that the people she can't understand are people with bad intentions and harmful thoughts, on the contrary, she is often very interested in people she can't understand, because, in this way, she can have more space and room to study them. Qiu Ying believes that this has brought happiness to herself.

A person full of positive energy, they always start from the point of kindness and positivity, and even if others unintentionally hurt, they will also understand in a good way. So, at all times, they are positive and will turn those negative things into positive, sunny content.

Therefore, for Yun Shanshan, Qiu Ying felt that although she couldn't understand her, it was Yun Shanshan who made her full of interest, so in Qiu Ying's heart, she was a little grateful to Yun Shanshan, and she also had a good impression of Yun Shanshan out of various mentalities.

At this moment, Qiu Ying was half-lying on her bed, her eyes were glued to a language book, and she admitted that she did not read the words in the book. At this moment, her brain is focused on the story of Zhang Ping and Yun Shanshan.

As a woman, although Qiu Ying sometimes feels that if her gender is a man when she is born, it will be more suitable for her, but no matter what, Qiu Ying also knows that she can't change it in this life, so if she comes, she will be safe, and Qiu Ying does not have too many objections and antipathy to her gender. Therefore, on weekdays, Qiu Ying will often say to herself in her heart that as a woman, she can be whatever she does with her natural instincts. And now, Qiu Ying also thinks so, as a woman, with her keen intuition as a woman, Qiu Ying has long been aware of the feelings of Zhang Ping, the head of the class, for Li Jie, the deputy head of the class.

Although Zhang Ping has never told anyone about this matter on weekdays, or Qiu Ying thinks that he has not told anyone. However, with an intuition and feeling of getting along with Zhang Ping, as well as some subtle changes in Zhang Ping's expression or demeanor every time Li Jie was present, Qiu Ying had already seen that Zhang Ping had an emotion for Li Jie that was different from others. On the other hand, from Li Jie's point of view, Qiu Ying saw it more clearly. If girls generally like to hide their emotions, then boys are often not so careful. Li Jie's attention to Yun Shanshan is almost a secret in the entire class. Sometimes, Qiu Ying felt that everyone in the entire class knew that Li Jie had a good impression of Yun Shanshan. However, there may be two people who don't know, Qiu Ying believes that one of them is Li Jie himself. Judging from Li Jie's swaggering and sunny personality, Li Jie just thinks that this is a good feeling, and he himself doesn't know what it is, so he doesn't hide it. Second, that is Yun Shanshan, Qiu Ying also relied on a kind of female intuition, and saw that Yun Shanshan, a monster, was probably not able to comprehend the true meaning of this feeling.

In fact, Qiu Ying felt that Yun Shanshan was not such an idiot and couldn't see the appearance of this kind of feeling. It's just that Qiu Ying definitely thinks that Yun Shanshan's views must be different from ordinary people. Her mode of thinking is just the kind of thinking that suits her, and what she thinks is right is right. Just like Li Jie's good impression of her, Qiu Ying believes that Yun Shanshan cherishes this kind of relationship very much, but it is also based on a woman's intuition, Qiu Ying believes that Yun Shanshan's feelings for Li Jie and Li Jie's feelings for Yun Shanshan are completely different.

So, now the situation has become a little more complicated, and it's a bit like the legendary love triangle. That is, I like you, you like her, and she likes the other. Life is so unlucky, likes and dislikes, often unconsciously match a pair. For this situation, Qiu Ying believes that this has unconsciously hit the situation of early love among middle school students, think about it, they are all grapes that can't be eaten, what are you in love!

However, this kind of obscure, existential, and has not yet risen to the height of early love, Qiu Ying feels that this is the most hurtful. If, according to the teacher and the principal, everyone is now in the third year of high school, they should study hard in the third year of high school, so that they can create some height and hope for their future. However, even so, the third year of high school is life, as long as it is life, it is not any kind of simple and simple thing. It must be synthetic.

Life isn't just about grades. If we can suppress some things for the sake of results, Qiu Ying believes that what you suppress is always the appearance, and you can't suppress people's hearts and hearts no matter what.